In a way, I'm really scared losing weight will make me look more feminine (because I always used to have broad shoulders and I have now clue what my face will look like once all the fat is finally off)
So I'm hoping that I can lose as much weight as possible on my hips, thighs and lower belly, because once I'll be able to just wear any pants without them looking ridiculous because they're either way too large or make me look curvy and more like a woman, I'll look more like a guy/androgynous, right? Right???
That's so hypothetically speaking I need to lock the fuck in first
But I'm so excited for when I'll finally have a flat chest
I really love math and physics actually
hearing "masculine women are not attractive!!" from cishet men is so stupid. like ok bitch. more for me then.
I just fucking binged and I hate myself
I stopped counting at some point but I must have definitely gone over 2000 calories and honestly, my day is ruined
I got a day off school today and it started off fine, I made plans and all and wouldn't have gone over my limit had I just stuck to them
But I had a weigh in and lost over 2 kg, and at some point I lost motivation to study and started eating and procrastinating...
Does that happen to anyone else?
I feel like such a fat stupid loser
How tf can I avoid binging on the weekends guys?? Pls send tips
I hate my body more than I like food.
I may seem cool, but I guarantee you I get no bitches
I binged the second day in a row and I feel fucking awful
I really hate myself and I can never fucking let this happen again
Like yeah, eating more in the weekends is one thing, it's not ideal, but Ig eating maintenance for a day or two is fine
BUT NOT FUCKING STUFFING MYSELF UNTIL MY STOMACH HURTS
I hate, hate, hate myself
I just baked a cake for my Dad's birthday tomorrow
I haven't baked anything in a very long time and I was just remembering how I used to love eating the batter
Not anymore though
I really hope I will get around actually having to eat it, I think I'll just say I'll take a piece to school with me maybe
I hope no one noticed how I literally bought six cans of sf monster and nothing else