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IT WAS 4 AM WHEN I WAS READING THIS AND IMAGINING THIS DUDE SITTING ON HIS DESK AND WRITING THIS WITH A SAD FACE ALMOST MADE ME CRY AAHH I LOVE HIM SM ๐ญ๐ญโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ๐ซถ๐ซถ
Edit: DON'T read the tags, i look like im mentally ill.
#016
Dear Diary,
At the moment, Hirotsu @fallingcamelliapetals is not at home, and unfortunately, I have far too much time to think. I've also regrettably turned to the bottle again and am becoming sentimental... how I hate that...
Damn it... everything I've been pushing down is rising up like poison.
Natsume is to blame for everything. He thought it would be a good idea to introduce us. I still remember our first encounter very well. You were so cold... just like always... For some reason, I tried to elicit some emotion from you, but I always failed. And although I generally don't allow myself to feel, I realized after a while that I had been lying to myself. Yes, I had started to develop feelings for you. But by the time I realized that, it was already too late, and you were well on your way to opening your detective agency, while my role as the leader of the Mafia was already sealed.
I really tried to hate you, but in the end, I could never quite succeed, and how I hate seeing you happy, even though I've always wanted nothing but the best for you. But I suppose it was always the realization that I would never be able to have you. Unreachable...
And now I sit here. I finally have the love of my life, and yet... fear of loss is once again consuming me. Allowing myself to feel always makes me insane. As beautiful as it is to close my eyes and slowly be drawn from the grips of love into the sea of emotions, the fear of losing it all is just as terrible... to slowly and surely perish like a fish out of water. Especially after I've learned and discovered things about myself that I didn't even know before... wants and needs I was previously unaware of.
One would think Iโm a grown, old man... but in the end, Iโm just a love-starved boy, full of fears of being alone...
This HITTSSSSSSSS GURLLL ๐ซถโฅ๏ธ
Money, money, money...โกโกโก
Money, mine.
OMG GURL I AM LISTENING TO IT RN AND I SAW THIS. COINCIDENCE? I THINK NOOOTTTT ๐คญ๐โจ
This song omg ๐
MANIFESTTTT!!!!
Since the society is being a little too mean to me, I'm 'bout to pull an Akutagawa Ryuunosuke and make him my whole personality, y'all.
โก Pee pee poo poo. โก
Study, study, study... โกโ หโ ๊ฐโ แตโ เผโ แตโ โ โ ๊ฑ
Woke up at 4 AM today and did what I needed to do, feeling extremely proud and happy rn..โก
Study, please. It's not a mere game, it's your fucking future.
Dear Supporter,
I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. ๐
I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. ๐๐
Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. โ
My prayers are strong for Palestine โก
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