I hate:
How often I need to go to therapy
How my mom treats my mental health
How my mom reacts to my choice to set boundaries
How my mom reacts to my plan in the future
The fact that my mom doesn’t like me having in person friends because she needs to drive me
The fact that even my best friends mom sees my moms flaws
The fact that I can’t do what I’m supposed to for my age but my mom refuses to get me diagnosed with ASD so I don’t have any conformation
The fact that the only person who treats me like I’m enough is my best friend
My English teacher
That one bitch in all my classes
All the stupid things my mom yells at me for
The fact that my mom said “I worry about you but I worry about how much you’re missing school for this” in response to me explain that my therapist wants me to go back next week
In conclusion: I am burnt out and can’t distinguish emotions except being angry and missing my best friend. Everything else feels muted and hopeless
Life’s a dance, you learn as you go, sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow
-John Micheal Montgomery
Not the testosterone slowly upping my sex drive and maybe pushing me of the ace spectrum.
How will I be triple threat
A double threat doesn’t sound as cool
Just anxiety and aromantic :(
Also any non asexuals want to explain hot Iness because I’m not completely sure that that’s what’s going on.
When you work the same shift as your qpp and everything becomes a two person job
@grey-loves-dragons
I have officially tried so many new foods. Here’s my list:
- tomatoes
-kimchi
-bulgogie
-random desert square
New study habits just dropped!!
I’ve started listening to lulibied versions of songs and I get the dopamine of my favourite artists without getting as distracted!!!
This is my favourite album to listen to because it’s amazingly funny
( @nick-the-dog you should listen to these. They are so funny. I will tell my kids that this was the front bottoms )
Latest list of why I can’t sleep
- too overwhelmed about getting a present from bestie
-weighted blanket is too heavy and not heavy enough at the same time
-Decided I didn’t want to take my sleeping meds because I want to wake up early tomorrow
-my fish are upstairs
- I’m hungry
-I’m thirsty
- I realized I’ll have to eat and drink tomorrow and it’s icky
What do you do when you break up with someone because the feelings you felt wasn’t romance and you think you are aromantic but you both agree to stay friends and the break up went really well. But now you have over 30 pictures of you and them. Do I delete them, do I keep them, do I think down the collection. And what about my background on my phone, what do I change that to. I’ve broken up with people before but we never stayed friends after so I am so lost. SOMEONE HEP
1 rose has a carbon emissions of 1.8. One banana has a carbon emissions of 0.11.
Don’t buy roses, BUY BANANAS!!!!
Me and bestie did so many new things over the weekend. We even HUGGED
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