I have never thought that someone would have bursted Kunikida's blood cells more than Dazai, but here we are.
unfortunately the crush does NOT like me and I have to pull the mitski album
trying to find a new artstyle 💀
And if you ever really died I would be surprised, Come on let's kick some car doors in
So basically, I'm js gonna start from the beginning. this Wednesday that js went I came home from school put the kettle on to make tea blah blah blah, but then I look round and fucking see MY SCISSORS AND PLASTER BOX. so then I'm panicking, feeling violently sick and i go up stairs, cry little, wash my face. my mum tells me to do my hw and just sits in front of me the whole time and then I go to put everything away and leave but she fucking tells me to stay and talks to me abt how my sister burst into tears the other day in class because I told her my intrusive thought abt cutting my neck (I'm an idiot ik) but I even told her it was an INTRUSIVE THOUGHT. so yeah. and then she was asking if I want to die, I lied obviously. then she started guilt tripping me, so basically my friend had cancer (she's not anymore) and my mum asked me if my friend knew, I said yes and she was like, "imagine how she feels, she's been fighting for her life, and you've been damaging yours!". I mean, fair enough, but GOD. yeah. I'm gonna kms, oh wait no I can't. they've taken everything from me and apparently have been looking in my "secret" place for *months* now.
hahahaha, I'm doing great 👍
telling everyone i am a sirius kinnie knowing damn well regulus and i share mind, soul and heart.
which is so weird bc i am a older sibling idk.
Regulus Black with a tiny little silver 'j' on a chain around his neck.
That's it, that's the post.
should I tell my parents that my nail has ripped off? part of it anyway