Yes. Yes I Would.

Reading tags or comments is literally the best part of the day!

I may not draw that much, or post that much, but I refresh my notifications few times an hour in hope that someone awknowledged my existance by throwing in few nice words, which I feel like I don't really deserve, concidering how many actually talented and inspiring artists are out there.

Sorry for the sudden negative, and to the op of this post!

It's Just a total thank you to everyone who ever interacted on my page, I really value and read EVERY word. every one of them. it kinda keeps me going

I love everyone.

Oh god I will DEFENETLY private this in few days out of emberassment. What has gotten into me ew too many feelings

No one owes artists anything.

But existence is lonely and sometime you throw hours and hours of effort into a void, on the slim chance it will say something back.

Situationship went a lil bit too far

Hi! Idk if you knew this already but i think your post with stan and sans got stolen. Was scrolling looking for stuff with Stan and Sans and saw the post after yours.

https://www.tumblr.com/adamantdestinyluck/781604675819634688/i-think-i-have-a-type-peak-meeting-peakread?source=share

If people are stealing my stuff, I kinda consider this as a personal level up lmao

Thank you for telling me my knight of steel, what an honor to be informed of such devastating news news

Bot steals tons of other art and it's upsetting

happy mothers day 

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yeah I'm alive and I don't know what I'm doing w my life anymore I'm so fucking tired and confused at this point I just want to sleep I only want to fucking rest without worrying for anything but em okay sure have this quick coloring of my daughter as a compensation will ya

My pride and joy people, my girl

If I suddenly start dropping most random out of context art, please tolerate me, because I hate a lot to share. About everything.

Me and bro against the world. Also. Normalize drawing yourself in your fav characters clothes - it's literally so much fun

Whatever I get horribly flashbacked to everything traumatic that ever happened in my life - my mind just refuses to accept it, like no, that's not me, that must have been someone else, I POSSIBLY couldn't be fine after [REDACTED] but, I'm fine, right? so it means that [REDACTED] never happened and I'm just lying to myself and making shit up, I just gotta suck it up and be tougher.

and if you ask me that's very fucking Stanley Pines core.

This is actually the advice I am subconciousely following since 2020, and ykw? It works.

Well. Somewhat...?

BUT!!!! I make them get good happy pleasant experiences instead of therapy since i got bad experiences with therapists myself (I've been to 4 different therapists. They would either say that it's all my fault and I deserve it, or just suck it up, or that "I don't try hard enough", they ruined my understanding of therapy. Mother only dragged me there with the intention to "fix whatever is wrong with me", not help.)

Basically, running the character through similar horrible experiences to yours and making them heal. Feeling like you're part of it. and if they healed - so can you.

I know I began talking about a bit of a different topic but I still wanted to express my opinion, so I hope that it's fine(I hope so?)

I've been doing this similiar thing for.... 4-5 years now? I'm definitely better than I used to be.

Put a bullet in my head but I'm not going back to whatever 2015-2020 was. I don't even remember most of it but I'm not going back. No.

If you can't get any help, or don't want any help - working on yourself BY yourself WITH yourself is the best thing that can be done. It's hard but don't lose hope!

Whatever I get horribly flashbacked to everything traumatic that ever happened in my life - my mind just refuses to accept it, like no, that's not me, that must have been someone else, I POSSIBLY couldn't be fine after [REDACTED] but, I'm fine, right? so it means that [REDACTED] never happened and I'm just lying to myself and making shit up, I just gotta suck it up and be tougher.

and if you ask me that's very fucking Stanley Pines core.