I draw. and rant. be nice please I'm a walking zestfest, loud and proud. about me: helllooooo!!!!!! thanks for coming by! I'm 17y artist(?) lesbian! fandoms I'm in: Gravity falls Undertale My hero academia Steven Universe My student spirit Arcane(?) MCU the owl house Sonic Demon slayer will appreciate a comment (I am nosy, idc, I need to know and read everything)
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I find unimaginable comfort in "Mental spiral years" Ford and you'll never know it.
Getting tortured and skinned from your mindstate by someone you deemed to believe, trust and love with your whole heart? listened to everything he said and got tricked into doing everything because of you desiring love and admiration at least from someone? All those mental problems? Family issues? All that bullying? Being at fault for your sibling being out of the house? Having dreams you never really got to accomplish? Deemed as a failure even though you were the best?
Yeah hoe same, let's hang out sometimes
GIGGLING
i'm a magician and the rainbow handkerchiefs keep coming out of my magic hat but it just turns out to be posts like these
bonus:
What fic is your stanstuck art references? I wanna read it :3
Here you go!
"O Brother"
Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.
there is SOMETHING about getting the chance to look into the future - and all you see is your most favourite person ever, all hopeless, living somewhere in a run down motel, dirty and alone. Without you around.......
What could have even happened?
Why did this even happen??????
ᴵᵗ'ˢ ᶠʳᵉᵉᶻⁱⁿᵍ ⁱⁿ ʰᵉʳᵉ...
Whatever I see him - strong motherly urges awake in me
Sometimes I gotta tell myself this for the sake of motivation - If Stanley Pines did it, so can I.
Uh oh Stanstuck au?????? No wayyyyy who knew
I hate them I hate them I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
"I'm so happy to see you."
I'm clinically insane
Stanley pines I'll always love you. this feels personal. Too personal. Both Stanley and stanford. That's where my life headed at this point ☹️
Something I think about so much is just how different the Stanley Pines we see in ATOTS is from the Grunkle Stan we know in the rest of the show.
Like, have you ever noticed just how much more expressive Stan is in 1983? The guy wears his heart on his sleeve so much more than he does later on. At almost every moment you can tell exactly what he's thinking and feeling just from his face, something that will become a lot rarer for him. Even setting aside the portal incident scene itself, have y'all ever watched the Dusk 2 Dawn scene and just watched Stan's face? He looks so… openly sad.
It's not just his expressions. Here's a detail that only just occurred to me: you guys ever think it's weird that Stan doesn't just try to steal the bread from Dusk 2 Dawn? Like, you'd think his stealing habit would've originated from his years on the street stealing to survive, but no— he tries to pay for the bread, and then when he doesn't have any money, he figures out how to get some. It's surprisingly honest.
And just like… I don't know, his whole vibe is so different. He's come from this life of hardship completely willing to talk things through. He's emotional, he's open, and not exactly what you'd expect to see when you imagine what a younger Grunkle Stan might have been like. In fact, his vibe is so different that, in Journal 3, Ford writes that when he first saw Stan, he assumed he was just in another alternate dimension rather than the one he came from.
Anyway, it just makes me think about the transition of how, exactly, he went from one to the other. How we go from the "stubborn, frostbitten vagabond" to the "carnival barker" he is by the show's present. I think about that in-between Stan a lot. Realizing that the hole in his heart, the one he thought was caused by his circumstance for so long, hadn't disappeared even now that he had money and a steady place to live. Growing more bitter and grumpy by the day, learning that maybe it's just better if he shuts himself off from the world so nobody has a chance to hurt him. Seeing himself aging and finding himself no closer to saving Ford. Ship of Theseus-ing himself into the carefully curated asshole that maybe even he thinks he is.
Oh my god.
hey whats up guys @castielrisingabove's tags on this post absolutely obliterated me. so i drew them and now they get to obliterate you too. enjoy
Drifting stars AU doodles in the lord's year of 2024?? Who knew
*sigh* I live them. I love them.
Okay, so, I decided to mess around in Google while I had my free time and found something interesting:
Remember when bill said?
About that. I decided to look through moths and found one INTERESTING specimen.
STAY WITH ME. Let's list up the coincidences.
FIRST of all: "Euclidia" in the name (I know where that resonates from, I know.)
SECOND of all: Triquetra - "triangular figure"
THIRD of all: That damn moth is yellow shaded with black triangular patters on its wings.
This specific moth would be Fords FAVORITE, in the image of his muse.
He would be so proud of it. [heartbroken] [heartbroken]
okay now let's move to whatever I had in mind later on:
"There is a specialized relationship with host plants is common in moths and it adds a unique ecological dimension to each species, including Euclidia triquerta."
As I read, for Euclidia triquerta it's preferably clovers.
I just imagined Bill being THIS specific moth, while Ford is a four leaved clover. (Clover with four leaves represent "luck and fortune", but in reality this is just the meaning which people assigned to four leaved clover themselves, just for it having something "extra and rare". But in reality It's not any different from avarage three leaved clover. and never will be.)
Back to their relationship:
"together they create a symbiotic relationship where clovers provide a rich and safe food source for the moths, in turn, help with clover's natural ecosystem dynamics, stimulating plant growth."
One helps the other to grow at the end for moth to eat it, because it's nature and that's how it works.
I am ready to make an AU out of this and I don't know how because it will look absolutely ridiculous. Can work with moth but how am I gonna make him a CLOVER......
Don't mess with us, gravity falls fans, we're psychotic
It was my birthday! Turned 17 :)))
Day went unfortunately, but happy birthday to me 🫡🤫
Here have me and my gfs OCs
Whoever finds play of words here - wins.
Happy (early) Halloween folks. Here, have little Billy. rise the saturation for two fun facts on the image, find em.
and him too
"keep on going.... with your silly dream."
I fucking hate them
Yes Stanely, yes we do
My OC in gravity falls. (Her name's Aiki)
— LET ME GO YOU LITTLE-
— *crunch* ur yapping too much.
(twins on the background:
— wait you could do that?-
— dunno but now I want a bite too!!!!)
Will anyone care if I make a character sheet for her in gf universe? Please
"hiii"!!!"
I'm not gonna stop.
when the objectively bad person has traumatic and honestly reasonable reasons for why theyre like that but it doesnt excuse their actions and only serves to make them more tragic as a character
late night activities including toxic bf and smth like that
We love Steve