I Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate

ughhhh i miss her(i saw her yesterday)

idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive

i want to eat, i just can't.

i love her so damn much but even if she liked me back id never date her to keep our friendship🩷

i need her to come here and hug me and whipe my tears or im going to physically explode.

honestly im willing to do a lobotomy if that shot will make ed disappear

pushing people away just because i want them to chase and make me feel wanted.

"you need to learn this, you will need it for future" well good thing i dont plan living after finishing highschool then huh

okay were is the camera

top weird girl canon events:

listening to Lana for the first time

7th grade winter break

being told you’re “an old soul” and “mature for your age”

hating your dad at one point

reading no longer human for the first time

obsessing over a girl you have no chance with

getting bullied by the “popular boys”

counting calories at 12

watching girl interrupted for the first time

feeling like a lost dog in friend groups