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I find myself caught in destructive patterns of thinking.

I'm afraid for myself

The moment I set foot in my home ,there is a smooth switch in my mood. Instead of seeing me happy, you can find a dull face sitting in the corner of my dark room.

I try to isolate myself from people not knowing why. I give myself space and time to deal with some suppressed feelings that I had locked up in my mind with chains so that it doesn't bother me. I am somedays confused about my personality. I believe I'm a person who can not hide my true emotions. You can see my numb face if I'm sad, or you can see me excited and thrilled and talkative if I'm happy. I am open, and there's nothing to hide. I'm extremely bad at smiling when I am broken inside. People say women are good at hiding emotions. Well, I'm not one of those women.

So, what I'm doing is actually dealing with pain or hardship or change. I don't wanna run from this feeling. I am running towards it, running within myself. Getting to know my mind, body, and soul. Healing from inside

For you!!

“Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want the most is the person you’re best without.”

— Unknown

“—I want to change: I want to stop fear’s subtle / guidance of my life—”

— Frank Bidart, from Half-light: Collected Poems; “California Plush” (via luthienne)

I'm in a relationship with the mirror that projects the innermost shadow of me that is hidden within my eyes, heart and soul that smiles her heart out whenever she looked at by the other side of the mirror...she lives in my room , when I am not present...

I miss her a lot and her friends whom I call mine and close to me ...I am in a real relationship with her where we both are emotionally and

intimately bonded ...

I never knew how it felt like to be in a relationship... but if I ever got a chance to explore it..then ig I would try my best to make my partner feel good about themselves... everytime they feel low...I would comfort them and hug them tightly to remind them how much they mean to me, they r no less than a gem and let them know that I'm always there for you..to support you. That would be my relationship goal...

To make her happy.....everytime I hug the mirror ...I can feel her comfort and something magical arms wrapped around my body ...So...ladies and gentlemen, that's her.. I introduce u to my girlfriend..

My only aim is to make her happy and feel cherished..be with her during her failures and cheer her up in her Success.. I am there to listen to her worries...take her on a date...teach her how to hav fun with me...

“Some people are going to leave but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”

— Unknown