"good Morning" - Wrong Because If It Were A Good Morning I Wouldnt Have Woken Up

It hurts knowing you're more privileged and have more opportunities than like 80% of the world with a lot better quality of life and still have life suck so much. Like I'm well aware that just by being born in a western country, that's already better off than like 80-90% of the world. And yet everything hurts physically and mentally and I just want to die every day.

Fuck anti depressants just give me a syringe full of pure serotonin

And even for trans men who are fully bodily abled, white, and have little to no mental illness and/or aren't neurodivergent... Did people forget that we aren't 100% the same as cis men, in the places where trans men would get placed in men's prisons? Because while remaining family friendly, if you haven't had bottom surgery there'd be some very peculiar issues regarding that in a prison environment.

And regardless of which gender prison you're placed in, hrt access isn't always guaranteed in prison, far from it in fact.

And the whole transphobia aspect aside from placing trans men in women's prisons; women's prisons can get pretty violent too, and especially towards trans men since they're "different" which is often reason enough to incite violence. That and women's prison often being even more neglected than men's prisons.

Cut some slack on trans men who won't just "do DIY" and stop hating on those who do + transmasc diy hrt should be less taboo. I know this wasn't even about diy hrt but just had to throw that in there.

I think it’s normal to be afraid of jail especially for trans men who are disabled or not white or are mentally ill. to casually joke about “what happened to be gay do crimes” to a population whose mortality is threatened by the prospect of jail is deeply cruel and deranged behavior.

forever torn on "I need God" and my sheer inability to believe in a literal, physical God.

The ground floor apartments in an apartment complex have a vibe to them idk why. They seem cozy for some reason.

I think my most boomer take is WHY THE FUCK TO COMPANIES HAVE NO TECH SUPPORT WHATSOEVER???

This is mostly about online/tech companies, who often have no real way of contacting them, or they have a shitty contact form at most, and 99.99% of the time they "reply" with some shitty auto-reply that offers no help and basically politely tells you to go fuck yourself.

Like wtf happened to being able to give a phone company a call, and they would walk you step to step through your issue? I've had serious account issues with like discord and reddit, and most if not all of it could've been resolved if I could give them a customer support call.

Having troubles with my google account out of all things, and I can't find a real way to contact them where you actually get any help.

It fucking sucks and makes everything so much more complicated. Can tech companies please give us real customer support, and can the EU finally grow some balls and do something about it?

Feeling like killing myself later tonight. The dysphoria and it's consequences are too much. Don't bother telling me to please not do it, or tell me it will get better. because 1. Nobody truly cared before and 2. no it will not, I'm certain of that right now.

And I know nobody cares for me, not on a personal level, and not a broader scale. So I'm finally ready to do "it" I suppose. Hopefully it will be more peaceful there.

Looks like I'm going to have to skip avocado toast again

/j

This is what causes inflation, in case you're wondering.

"stop being upset about missing out on a childhood you can live your entire adult life as the gender you want" 1. assuming I'll live "an entire adult life" with this mental state

2. What if I actually want to be an autistic little boy with destructive tendencies but his mom actually still loves him

Parents gave me a "kayleigh" type of name and getting to change it to something normal may just be the only good thing I gained from being trans