I Want To Melt Into This Bed And Be Stuffed With Rocks Until Im All Filled Up So I Cant Be Awoken And

meeee

How i feel about the recent season quest

Aftersun (2022) dir. Charlotte Wells

im filled with so much sadness inside of me and i dont know where to put it all

ill find a new place to be from

thinking about that quote by anne carson, "I am someone who did not die when I should have died." and yeah. im wandering the earth with an empty heart and a filled mind like a sick little ghost. it hurts even more when i dont fit into the atmosphere around me and everything feels drowsy and unsettled. im not meant to be here i was meant to disperse and dissolve and disappear years ago and u can tell because i dont fit into this world. im not part of this world like everyone else. im too empty to care and live and love

To YOU it’s bad writing. To ME it’s a very nuanced piece of work that explores subtle intricacies without outright saying it. And also it’s bad writing

happy first day of spring!!! snufkin returns to moominvalley today 🌸🌿

the worst kind of pain is when you realize you never got to give them the spotify playlist you made for them

constantly grieving over what i went through and how i made up for myself