seeing truly underweight anas posting bodychecks n calling themselves bloated makes me want to remove my stats from my bio crawl into a hole and starve to death its so painful and also so motivating
Black Coffee
I used to love my coffee sweet swirled with cream, thick with sugar, golden rivers softening the dark, spoon clinking like laughter in a quiet room.
It tasted like comfort, like mornings wrapped in warmth, like something I didn’t have to earn. I drank without thinking, without measuring, without the weight of numbers pressing against my ribs.
But now, the sweetness tastes like a lie. Now, I drink it black. Bitter, bold, unsoftened. It burns, it bites, it tells the truth.
No velvet cushion, no sugared disguise just the sharpness, the sting, the ache. It scalds my tongue, settles heavy in my gut, a quiet companion in the hollow spaces.
This is how I like it now. No indulgence, no excess. Just coffee, just control, just the brutal honesty of the dark.
And somehow, that soothes me more.
(Written by me. Sorry if this is too pick me or cringe. Poetry has always helped me cope so I wanted to share that with all of you)
I literally feel like this every single time
Minha mente assim, quando eu vejo um chocolate
I’m at a point where I don’t even know how to eat normally, I either binge or ⭐️ve. My mind is so broken.
just dropped 1,7kg in a day and I've got no idea what I did. LET'S GOOOOOO
You’ll regret eating that food,
But you’ll never regret refusing to🤐
my honest reaction: