I'm full of love, full of you
I am a museum of love preserved for him
Is the version I love the one I made up in my head, or maybe the one you showed me for a bit? sometimes it feels like I’ve fallen for someone who doesn’t ever exist. who do i miss now ? Mirage..
I’ve had thousands of conversations with you in my mind, loving the version of you that no longer exists. In these conversations, you’re still the person I once knew—warm, caring, and easy to talk to. We talk about things we never got the chance to say out loud, and somehow, everything feels right again. In this other world, we exist in a space where time doesn’t change us. It's a place where the version of you I love is still alive, untouched by the passing of time or the distance between us.
There is so much stubborn hope in the human heart.
Albert Camus
Everyone in your life will have a last day with you, and you don't even know when it'll be.
Every time I catch myself running through life instead of actually living it, I wonder—am I truly living or just moving? Have I spent my days meaningfully, or have they just slipped away without me noticing?
It makes me think… how many of my best days have I buried without even realizing it?
I realize this love isn't a fleeting thought, but something that only grows stronger with each passing day. It's not just a feeling—it's a commitment, one that has no end in sight. No matter how much time passes, day by day, I fall for you anew.