I Should've Stayed Quiet.

Mental health getting so bad, I'm self sabotaging and ending all of my remaining friendships.

I really want to end it all right now, its so damn tiring. What's the point in living anyways? I can't even bring myself to seek help anymore, why bother asking for help? I should just end it all, why i am hesitating? I am already tired, i don't see myself getting better either.

What's the point at living anyways?

i need to (remembers that suicide jokes only hurt yourself and those around you) fag it up

I wanna kms already

I keep throwing up wtf

fuck, i woke up, i’m still alive

I feel tired.

Hating yourself is so draining.

The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.

The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.

The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".

The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.

The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.

The feeling of waking up.

The feeling you'll never recover.