Hating Yourself Is So Draining.

im just so fucking tired

i dont wanna do this anymore

The moment i'll finally be at peace, is the day i die.

Yk it’s getting really bad when you want to get worse than before.

School is so fucking hard

Why i am so special in your eyes? Why do you like me so much? I wish i was a better person, i am so sorry.

It hurts.

I really want to end it all right now, its so damn tiring. What's the point in living anyways? I can't even bring myself to seek help anymore, why bother asking for help? I should just end it all, why i am hesitating? I am already tired, i don't see myself getting better either.

Why do you hate me so much? I'm trying my best, but it's never enough for you.

- I Guess the Old You is a Ghost (#589: June 25, 2014)