Random, But I Love This Panel In Chp 121.5

Ty @dancing-dawn for the tag! This seems fun

Last song: Change by Taylor Swift; I found a used CD of Fearless at this record shop and it's the stolen version, I decided to buy it because it was already used. Change was the last track on the CD lol (also it came with a beautiful Love Story poster, it's amazing<3)

Fave color: green all the way. Moss green, I'd say. I also love light pink, and grey/white/cream

Last show: Supernatural :> I love Supernatural if anyone who reads this hasn't seen it I highly recommend it it changed my life and it's literally so amazing

Last movie: Forrest Gump. I honestly enjoyed the movie, it's awfully unique. I'd say it's an American classic and I liked it a lot more than I expected (yes I cried a little)

Last book: Bsd volume 20, does that count? 😭 If manga doesn't count, then Twilight by Stephanie Meyer. I know Twilight gets made fun of a lot but personally I enjoy it 😭🙏 I love vampires (Atsushi and Bella have sm in common, with their vamp bfs especially)

Fave flavor: probably coffee flavor, or mango. They're both very different but usually you can't go wrong with either

Tea or coffee: tea! :D can't live without it tbh, I love chai tea the most

Currently working on: filling up an entire page in my huge ass sketchbook with only drawings of Atsushi (I've already decided on the title of the art work and it's called "pov you look in Akutagawa's sketchbook")

Relationship status: single 😔 I low-key want a boyfriend ngl, I met this one boy at my library and he was really charming and cute oml I hope I see him againnn

Last thing I googled: probably ao3 😭 I have approximately 500 thousand billion ao3 tabs open and I never close them and I keep opening them

Looking forward to: Reputation and Debut TV<33

Current obsession: did someone say sskk, I swear I heard someone say sskk, because yes, it's sskk. I would die for them atp have you seen sskk they should get married and kiss and I love them and oh my God asagiri writes them so well I'm obsessed sskk my loves I love them I'm so normal about them I swear but also I'd jump off a cliff for sskk but like in the normalest way possible

anyways, tags~

@mi1ikan @randomkorndog @solanumflare @spaceace00

Tagged by @dickggansey tyyy Nico i love doing these <3

Last song: Dream Boy - Waterparks

Fave colour: Red and purple

(More specifically the shades cadmium red deep and dioxazine purple❤️💜)

Last tv show: Watched old episodes of Project Runway earlier today (does this count)

Last movie: I'm currently watching Angels and Demons

Last book: The last book i properly read was BSD Gaiden, but i've been rereading some short stories by Ray Bradbury from "The Golden Apples of the Sun"

Fav flavour: I don't think i've one but for the sake of the game i'll say Peach i love peach flavored candy so much, (and the actual fruit!!)

Tea or coffee: Coffee

Currently working on: Besides the endless drawing wip pile i've been looking into making my own keychains ^^

Relationship status: Single

Last thing i googled: "The Great Gatsby" (needed to check the year of publication)

Looking forward to: Can't think of anything ajdhsjs maybe going to a sticker fair with my friends later this month and the manga tomes i ordered arriving

Current obsession: Bungou Stray Dogs (i've been riding the new chapter high) and i'm less vocal about it but recently i got into Honkai Star Rail, it's slowly taking over me

No pressure tags: @angelozi @gothicmatter @uncannyannieg @gyagu @kyouka-supremacy @knightzp & anyone who wants to do it!

In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team :)

Akutgawa after hitting Atsushi with his car: You want me to drive you home?

Atsushi just arrived in Yokohama: I’m homeless

Akutgawa: …do you wanna move in with me?

Atsushi, never heard of stranger danger: Okie

So like

Akutagawa is in love with Atsushi

If you took this out of context this would genuinely look like an enemies to lovers romance manga scene 🙏

Also Harukawa wrote an illustrator's note (I think it's at the end of volume 5?) about how she draws eyes, and how she portrays the character's current growth, personality and aspect on the world through their eyes

Akutagawa's eyes have almost always been dark, the representation for how dark his life and character is

But Atsushi brings light to them

In chapter 121.5 where Akutagawa's eyes grow wide as he sees Atsushi die, it's not just a show of how shocked Akutagawa is, it shows how Atsushi lightens Akutagawa's eyes, how much he's affected him for the greater good. Atsushi brings out a new side to Akutagawa

His eyes are incredibly light as he recalls his memories and gets hit by Atsushi's death that wasn't even just a death, but a death to save him. To protect him

Because Atsushi thinks Akutagawa is worth protecting

So just, like, I really love how chapter 122 not only shows Atsushi finally seeing Akutagawa's past and fully understanding Akutagawa's trauma and even relating to him, but it also shows how Akutagawa truly feels about Atsushi (although the "and then..." definitely left us on a cliffhanger)

I love them

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

By the way, Atsushi has an official mayoi card in Bungou: Tales of the Lost where he's the tarot card The Fool

Drew Atsushi (a redraw of an art by Gun_Zi for Dead Apple)

akutagawa does give a fuck. like. a lot.

he is giving a lot of fucks by the way!!!!!