"This Reminds Me Of The Time We Said Goodbye, Under The Pink Sky"

I am a very simple human being.

People dont respond to my texts.

I feel like you hate me and want me to die.

Black Lives Matter Resources

https://blacklivesmatter.com/search/petition

https://blacklivesmatter.carrd.co/# - Works on moblie

https://www.timeout.com/newyork/news/how-you-can-help-the-black-lives-matter-movement-and-protesters-in-nyc-right-now-060220

https://blacklivesmatterhelpus.org/contact-us/

https://blacklivesmatternyc.wordpress.com/

https://www.blacklivesmatter.uk/

https://www.webmd.com/story/black-lives-matter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YG8GjlLbbvs

https://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/black-lives-matter-children-parents-how-teach-anti-racism-education-white-privilege-a9569001.html

https://blacklivesmatter.com/resources/

https://creative-capital.org/2020/06/03/resources-ways-to-support-black-lives-matter/

https://www.redcross.org.uk/get-involved/teaching-resources/black-lives-matter-resources-for-young-people

https://www.itsnicethat.com/news/resources-supporting-black-lives-matter-movement-creative-industry-010620

My internal dialogue when I'm eating be like: okay okay I can do this. First bite, hell yea, oh shit this is tasty, nom nom nom. Oh no am 8 eating too much? Am I losing controle? I need to stop eating now, but I don't want to waste food, but I'll be fat, what do I do. I feel stuffed, but it's so good. AAAAAAAAJAJJERRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*internal screaming*

Rating devices I’ve watched porn on:

Phone: loading speed is good, quality is pretty good as well. Also nice and portable. 6.5/10

IPod touch: loading speed was ok but not great, graphics were pretty shitty. Also portable. 4/10

Ps4: I just wanted to see if I could. Graphics were actually hella nice. Surround sound 🥵. Pretty sure the neighbors heard tho smh. 9/10

Wii: graphics were pretty shitty, surround sound was good but the loading time was trash. Also got to hear the wii theme which is always amazing. 8/10

Nintendo 3ds: shitty loading type, horrible graphics and audio. The battery life was pretty bad. 2/10

Nintendo switch: average loading time. Graphics were better than you’d think but the sound of the fans covered up the moans 😡. 2/10

Laptop: average in every category. Not very portable smh. 4/10

The eyes of my best friends furby that I softhacked: amazing graphics. The furby added to the experience 🥵. Who wouldn’t want to view this with their best bud? ♾/10

I graduated today.

And now i know what kind of three i am and that people actualy think i enjoy being alive 🙂

I will be deleting this app in pursuit of recovery.

Imma see yall next week

💖⚢⚧⚢hey you, reader! read this please⚢⚧⚢💖

ok, so it bothers me how disproportionate the support for trans men vs trans women is.

im not saying trans men dont deserve all the love and support in the world but so do us trans girls, like ill go to the ftm tag an see passing tips, clothing/binder hacks, an so much stuff but the mtf tag is full of chasers sissys an crossdressers. plus yall will post stuff like

all trans women are beutiful and need protection

but when one of ours sisters gets killed, or beaten yall seem to turn a blind eye??

not saying its everyone but ive mainly found that on tumblr an instagram. the lack of mtf support makes me so frustrated and mad

this is a poll taken from a trans support insta account. 176 people responed. 94% said they are FtM or nb which is fine, but only 5.6 percent were MtF. lets round the number up to 180 and with some simple math, 170 people out of 180 trans people (in this demographic) were FtM or nb, whereas 31 people are MtF. side note, when i look up MtF dysphoria help the first thing to come up is “FtM dysphoria and passing tips”. i was crying on my bathroom floor with scissors ready to cut my genitals off and when i looked for help it wasnt even for me and my sisters. the only passing and dysphoria help i could find is for closeted trans girls which is awesome but what about passing tips for trans women who are already out? the dangers of some trans girl things didnt even become known to me until i found a post on an obscure insta account with under 100 followers which detailed the risks of thing such as tucking, wearing tight push up bras, wearing excessive makeup for a long time, and sromach thinners/ waist boosters like coursettes. this is all i have to say but please reblog this. trans women such as myself and my sisters deserve so much more attention and support than we get.

TL;DR

trans women arent given enough attention or help is the trans community these days

reblog to help out our trans sisters out there closested or not

edit:

holy fuck can yall chill out. im just trying to point out a problem ive personally seen. if you think otherwise keep it to yourself because this post is not for discourse its about raising awareness. and who gives a singular fuck if im a transmed or not, respect my belifs and ill respect yours. and calling me ablesit @frogger-hates-pedos is so fucking wrong because i have a learning disability and it impacts my everyday life. yes ive posted questionable things in the past but they were MEMES. if you dont like or agree with what i have to say then please ignore it and saying that i shouldnt have a platform goes against the fact that i am a trans women advocating for our rights and addressing a problem ive noticed. thank you and have a nice night

I shall repost this everytime i see it, too much people die becouse they feel like seeking help is considered weak.

And that needs to stop

Or taking a massive shit

3 am is such a powerful time. there are people sleeping. there are people partying. there are people having a movie marathon. there are people crying. there are people loving. there are people dying. there are people living. toegther at 3 am.

I found ma next power move for therapy.

I take a bottle of ink with me and everytime my therapist takes notes i take a shot of the ink.