Roleplaying is... actually so much fun?? First Mr Puzzles and now Maison Talo...
I never knew it could be so good before!
Like, I've never roleplayed. Ever. I only heard about it from ppl and the internet and vaguely knew the concept, but actually never participated in one before. That was until a couple of months ago. I got invited to roleplay with Mr Puzzles in a specific RP community for various characters, and it blew my mind! I didn't know it was that fun! Bc I've never roleplayed, I didn't know if what I was doing and how I was replying was correct, but the person answering for Mr Puzzles didn't say anything discouraging, so I think we're good, haha! 😄
Anyways, now I rp-ed with Maison Talo (another new totally-not-dangerous charming old man for me to simp over lol) and it was awesome! 😆
I feel inspired to do something, maybe even translate the RP dialogue so it would become some sort of fanfiction (??) (for anyone interested - leave a '🏠' in the comments)
As for Mr Puzzles... Well... I have something else cooking in store~ 😏🤭
i couldn’t think of a better way to communicate this so its this . my struggle
a-HA! I knew it! My theory about his body wasn't wrong! <( ̄︶ ̄)>
Also - NEW CHARACTER REVEAL?! HELLO?? Who is thatttt??? 😍🤩
Now this got me thinking — Dip's body got to be built differently than RTV's, right? I mean, you wouldn't bandage a... metal leg??
Canon
Gonna give y’all a colored version of his body eventually, also eyyy new character teaser :D
Ways I Show a Character is In Love But Doesn't Know It Yet...
This one’s for the emotional masochists writing the slowest of burns, where your readers are screaming “just kiss already!” by chapter twenty... I Love and Hate you... ♥
They compare everyone else to the person… and everyone else comes up short. Even when they’re not consciously doing it. No one’s laugh is as warm. No one’s eyes crinkle that way.
They remember the weirdest little things about them. Birthdays? Whatever. But that time they snorted laughing at a dumb joke? Locked and loaded.
They feel weirdly guilty when flirting with someone else. Like they’re cheating… except they’re not even dating. Or are they? Or—ugh, feelings are the worst.
They notice every damn detail when the other person isn’t around. "They’d like this song." "This smells like their shampoo." "I wonder what they'd say about this weird squirrel."
They use weird, overly specific compliments. Not “You look good,” but “That color makes your eyes look like a storm in a novel I’d cry over.”
They get weirdly intense about that person being hurt or in danger. Like, irrationally intense. "He’s just a friend," they say while planning to murder anyone who makes them cry.
They feel safer around them than anyone else, and it freaks them out. Like: “I’m always on guard. Except with you. That’s... suspicious.”
Not too long ago I adjusted my settings to receive notifs from mutuals and ppl I follow and only now just realised that I might be potentially scaring/starting them with my instant likes and comments on things they posted mere seconds ago 👀
(to all that got spooked I am very sorry, It will happen again <3 And that is because I love you, your art, and everything else that you do, no matter how miniscule that might be. You all are amazing people that I look up to and I'm very happy I met you here :)
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I wasn't sure if I should've even posted this... Please don't read it if you don't feel like it. I just... wanted to vent my frustrations at least somewhere rather than keep everything inside
I helped out a friend. Well, at least I considered him one. Half a year ago he asked me to lend a bit of money. I don't have much myself. The only source of my own income is a 36$ stipend. I don't currently have a job and I live with my parents, but their income plus mine is enough to give the four of us stable and happy life. So out of pity and kind heart, of course I helped him, because it felt like he needed it. He promised to return the money. He didn't. I asked what was wrong and for my money back, because I needed them. But he just ignored my messages.
Now, after going MIA for half a year, he returns. Apologising. And asking for more money yet again. I already told him my frustrations about his inappropriate behaviour, for which he apologised yet again and told me how his life was rough, how he got his money stolen when being away on a sports competition and he wasn't able to return home, how he needed to sustain his girlfriend (and now, how it turned out, a wife) and pay rent and his parents and noone helped him. He has a normal job. He knows how much I earn.
I wanted to believe him. But my trust was seriously wavering. I gave him money. The last one for food that I had, because he was assuring me he'd 100% return it tomorrow before evening. I chose to believe him. The next day I starved. Now I don't have money for food for the end of the week. He said his paycheck got delayed, even sent a picture of the paper, said he'd give back tomorrow. I chose to believe him. I was left with nothing again.
There's a lot of emotions inside of me right now. I feel hurt, betrayed, angry, frustrated and more. I told him everything about how I felt and afterwards decided to block him. I'm tired of his empty promises.
But I also feel said, because, like, he wasn't like this before. We met eachother in a small organisation (that I'm not longer in), he was a fun, energetic, open boy, and we quickly connected with eachother. We smiled and laughed at jokes, did assignments together, I joyfully cheered on him on a dance competition. I remember him as a good person. But then he comes with this.
It left me confused and hurt... What could've happened? Why did he act like that?? Why did he say all of this? Was he even telling the truth? I really don't know...
Now I feel bad. I'm still confused. Something like this never has happened to me before. I don't know what to do... I just... *sigh*...
Am I doing something wrong?...
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(kinda, lol)
"Damn, it's flipping wimdy frozing out there" — I says while frost envelops my face and everything around me 😐
But yah, that's how I look. Partially. (Cuz I don't really like my face lmao-)
Welcome, stranger. My name is Nira. • Adult, cis girl, INFP • • vet student • • I love animals, videogames, comics and cooking. May occasionally crochet or draw something • 🌇 Timezone: UTC+4 🌃 ✅ Feel free to spam like ✅ • I also have a YT animation channel, I guess, but it's more self-indulgent: @niranutcake (and also TikTok but it's just my art from here) • ❌ NOTE: Please do not ask me for money. I am very sorry for whatever you may be going through right now, but I can't send you money because One: I am not rich, and my family could use some extra funds too, Two: I'm unable to do international transfer. I'm sorry, but all asks requesting money will be ignored and deleted ❌
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