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1/21

{ starting today!! }

Hey y’all, i just wanted to update you on school. Previously i was too stressed to do anything. Today, I’m going to start reducing my stress and try to get some school work done. Im going to make a healthy and productive dinner, as well as doing box breathing when my anxiety starts pulling me under. Also I’m going to get off my bus home like 5 stops from my house so i can get some walking in.

Update y’all tonight if i feel better ( i know its not going to work immediately, ima check in every day!)

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UPDATES!!!

1/21: Hey y'all, I feel pretty energized. I didn't end up doing my homework but I plan on doing it later. I felt really tired after eating. ٩(•̤̀ᵕ•̤́๑)ᵒᵏᵎᵎᵎᵎ

1/22: FEELING GREAT!! Lolz i might just be in mania, BUT, i feel energized and happy. Also i did my homework plus studied! ^_^

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Are you 18+? If so, can we be mutuals? :3

Yea sure

Why does being really sleepy either make u feel mellow and content or like you're going to actually kill yourself for real this time & no in-between

GUYS, I JUST DONT GET IT.

Why is being in recovery called “being clean” but its the dirtiest you’ve ever fucking felt, i constantly feel dirty for even covering them(⭐️’s) in the first place. AND NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT SHOWERING. sometimes all i can do is stare and them and miss the blood. I really dont even understand why im clean, its not like i want to. Being clean just feels like means to end, like its just a break and ill get right back to it.

AND DONT GET ME STARTED WHEN IT COMES TO PEOPLE SEEING YOUR ⭐️’s,

God forbid, i get a little confidence and act normal and not some freaky creep. Like what compels a person to see someone with ⭐️’s and point at them and say suff.

LIKE WHAT THE DUCK.

Customize my book too hard now I can’t read in public😒

seeing another woman with leg hair in public is like seeing an angel