broke my fast at 48 hours bc i started my period and was nauseous w nothing in my stomach to throw up, but at least i made it 2/3 of the way
Does anyone know how to stop boredom 3at1ng?
Sometimes my mouth gets like bored and all it wants to do is eat smt
Whenever I try to resist it i literally get so tense and irritated it’s unbearable
I try to keep myself busy but it just doesn’t help
I neeed tips on how to make it stopppp 😭
just found out 4 of those jelly wax candies are only ten calories. i got a new desert
I’m just gonna start with my daily calories, pls feel free to leave tips and tricks in the comments or my dms, i’m rlly hoping to meet my ugw by this summer. lmk if there’s anything else i should post 😽🫶
💗⋆˙⟡ Reblog if you’re an active blog in April.
Daily C4l0ries
tuscon chicken soup
calories: 180
calories consumed: 180/200
Daily 2 liters of water ✅
Saturday:
Breakfast-
frosted corn flakes
calories: 110
Dinner-
Hot ramen and a tortilla
calories: 360
Exercise-
12 minute HIIT
calories burned: 130
Total Daily Calories-
calories consumed: 470
calories burned: 130
net calories: 340/200
tomorrow’s caloric limit: 260
kinda annoyed i didn’t meet my goal but i’ll make up for it tomorrow
cw: 140 lbs
gw: 90 lbs
Friday:
Breakfast-
2 cinnamon rolls
calories: 140
Dinner-
1 cup of grapes
calories: 62
mint tea with milk and honey
calories: 37
Total Daily Calories-
379, daily limit achieved.
tomorrow’s daily limit, 100 calories
i lowkey feel like a 🐷 for the two cinnamon rolls, but at least i stayed under my goal
Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.
People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.
These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.
These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.
So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.
If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.
So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.
Sunday:
Breakfast-
two slices of wheat toast
calories: 110
1 cup of Juce drink
calories: 30
Dinner-
two boiled egg whites
calories: 34
Total Daily Calories-
calories consumed: 174