peonypetaldream

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guys, i lowkey hate like not fasting. like wdym now i have to count my calories and EAT FOOD? no?? i acc do not want to do that ever, tyvm.

64 hrs into a 120 hr fast, wish me luck 🙏🫡

broke my fast at 48 hours bc i started my period and was nauseous w nothing in my stomach to throw up, but at least i made it 2/3 of the way

i’m going to attempt a 3 day fast, wish me luck! 🙏🫡

Reblog is your 18+ and want more moots who will actually talk to you and comment on your posts

she is me, i am her

I BEG

MAGIC SPELL EVERYONE

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Reblog to lose 7 pounds in a week

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Reblog to weight less than yesterday

i’d acc fucking cry

does anyone have tips for hiding 4n4?

Does anyone know how to stop boredom 3at1ng?

Sometimes my mouth gets like bored and all it wants to do is eat smt

Whenever I try to resist it i literally get so tense and irritated it’s unbearable

I try to keep myself busy but it just doesn’t help

I neeed tips on how to make it stopppp 😭

fasted yesterday, i feel like i’m doin soooo good

Friday:

Dinner-

teriyaki beef noodles

calories: 270

🌸💗i lost 8lbs, 47 more until i’m at my ugw and 27 more until i’m at my gw 💗🌸

Daily C4l0ries

Wednesday:

Dinner-

tuscon chicken soup

calories: 180

Total Daily Calories-

calories consumed: 180/200

Daily 2 liters of water ✅

Tuesday:

Breakfast-

chamomile tea, milk and honey

calories: 35

Lunch-

matcha milk tea

calories: 120

Exercise-

20 minutes of HIIT

calories burned: 400

Dinner-

carne asada taco

calories: 197

Total Daily Calories-

calories consumed: 392/250

calories burned: 400

net calories: -8/250

sorry about the lack of posts guys! i fasted for three days, so i didn’t have much to update on.

Saturday:

Breakfast-

frosted corn flakes

calories: 110

Dinner-

Hot ramen and a tortilla

calories: 360

Exercise-

12 minute HIIT

calories burned: 130

Total Daily Calories-

calories consumed: 470

calories burned: 130

net calories: 340/200 

tomorrow’s caloric limit: 260

kinda annoyed i didn’t meet my goal but i’ll make up for it tomorrow

Seeing how baggy my previously tight clothes have gotten, getting excited, and then going in front of the mirror nak3d and still looking like my SW.

here's the food schedule I've found works best for me as someone who can't avoid eating in front of my parents:

green tea for breakfast

fat free greek yogurt with berries and chia seeds when I get home from school (so my stomach doesn't growl in front of my mom)

regular dinner of whatever my mom makes

peppermint tea for dessert

and ofc at least a full 32 oz water bottle every day

Subliminals :333

Sorry pics a little blurry but I made some pasta with konjac noodles and shrimp earlier for dinner total dish calories is 201 calories here's what I used

Great value cooked small shrimp peeled and deevined tail off (84g)-70 cals

Bertolli d'Italia Cacio e Pepe Sauce (60g) or 1/4 cup (45 cals per serving but I used two servings so 90 calories)

It's Skinny pasta Fettuchini - 9 cals for entire bag) (I saw on another mealspø post to rinse until smell goes away and microwave in intervals to get most of of the moisture out before cooking it in the pan)

One triangle of garlic and herb laughing cow- 25 cals

SEASONINGS FOR SHRIMP BEFORE COOKING AND AFTER THAWING

Onion powder

Garlic powder

Oregano

Basil

Lemon pepper

I put about 1 1/2 teaspoons (which is about half a table spoon) of spice world minced garlic (estimated 6-7 cals i just counted it as 7) on the pan after spraying the pan a little with spray avocado oil (can says 0 cals) then put your now seasoned shrimp in the pan on low to medium heat after heating up the garlic a little while I was doing that I had the noodles in the microwave then once I felt they were dry enough (don't over do it) I added it to the pan and added the sauce I had weighed out earlier I carefully sliced up the laughing cow and added it in and stirred until it melted and mixed in with everything else (I find cutting the laughing cow up before adding to the heat helps it melt and mix)

I found it quite delicious and because it's konjac noodles it keeps you full for longer

daily update

Sunday:

Breakfast-

two slices of wheat toast

calories: 110

1 cup of Juce drink

calories: 30

Dinner-

two boiled egg whites

calories: 34

Total Daily Calories-

calories consumed: 174

daily c4ls

Saturday:

Breakfast-

1 honey crisp apple

calories: 80

Dinner-

small slice of chicken breast

calories: 23

Exercise-

45 minute walk

calories burned: 200

Total Daily Calories-

calories consumed: 103

calories burned: 200

net calories: -97

also guys, pls tell me any movie recommendations u have, i’m trying to watch more movies that aren’t the same recycled bs

i kinda treated myself today bc i can only have 100 c4ls tmrw

cw: 140 lbs

gw: 90 lbs

Friday:

Breakfast-

2 cinnamon rolls

calories: 140

Dinner-

1 cup of grapes

calories: 62

mint tea with milk and honey

calories: 37

Total Daily Calories-

379, daily limit achieved.

tomorrow’s daily limit, 100 calories

i lowkey feel like a 🐷 for the two cinnamon rolls, but at least i stayed under my goal

Before you report someone's blog and take away their safe space...

Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.

People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.

These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.

These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.

So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.

If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.

So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.

Daily C4l Update

Thursday:

Lunch-

mint tea with milk and honey

calories: 37

Exercise-

33 minute walk

calories burned: 200

Dinner-

lettuce, cucumber, tomato salad with ranch

calories: 192

Special treat-

small plate of french fries

calories: 130

Total Daily Calories-

159 calories, daily limit achieved

tomorrow’s daily limit, 400 calories

this is the guide i’m following btw, if it helps

why won’t the weight js drop faster 😭 i’m losing my mind

pacing and watching girl, interrupted is so peak

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just found out 4 of those jelly wax candies are only ten calories. i got a new desert

active 3d blogs plssss reblog and like i need moots!!!💜

REBLOG if you’re an active 4n4 account for APRIL!!

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