Trying Not To Judge, But Also; He Cursed His Son-in-law And Tried To Blind His Grandson??? (He Also Turned

Me when someone asked me about my childhood crushes: nah, I didn't have any.

Me rewatching all the Barbie movies realizing I (typically) had a crush on Barbie's character and the male lead: 👁👄👁

HARRY OSBORN x READER

Ch.1

- He leaves you for Peter

I'd recommend Fuzai no Yamada (Yumoto)'s works (specifically Muika no yame though the translation at the end is incorrect)

Also, if you go on MyReadingManga and filter it (as in Izuku x Katsuki or Katsyki x Izuku) then you can tag it with drama and you'll probably get some angst.

Hoping this has some reach to bkdk doujinshi readers. Does anyone have any angsty djs☹️all i can really find is porn. I wouldn’t mind if it also had porn, and happy ending, but I can’t find any angst fics like that😭.

Actually just give me any of ur favorite djs or recent reads🙏pls

Very true and this brings us to the cover of Bakugou reaching for kidzuku's hand.

That means, that in a very special way, Izuku IS saving Katsuki. He's this goal that Katsuki wants to reach, this person Katsuki wants to save and be saved by (to remember/return to the river moment all those years ago perhaps).

At least, that's what I think.

Thinking about the plot parallels in bnha again, this time as they relate to Izuku's goals--because he's had a specific goal for a long time, and it's not just being the number one hero. Saving is Izuku's half of heroism, after all, and yet from his perspective, it could be said that he fails in one continual regard: saving Katsuki.

It seems to start with the sludge villain. He doesn't exactly fail; he has a positive effect on the situation, at least physically, and Katsuki survives unscathed and more or less emotionally intact. From a literal standpoint, Katsuki has been saved, but Izuku isn't directly the one to save him (and is indirectly the one who put him in danger).

Then training camp happens, and Katsuki is a victim again. And Izuku is frozen there in the forest, unable to keep reaching for him. (And when he plots the rescue, he can't be the one to enact it.) Katsuki is rescued in the end, but Izuku doesn't save him before damage is done--because this time, Katsuki is physically okay, but the psychological effects make themselves known at Ground Beta.

Then there's the next time. Katsuki takes the hit for Izuku, and this time, although he survives, he sustains physical harm. It isn't as though Izuku can prevent this, but Katsuki's only there because Izuku told him about OFA, and is only putting his life in danger because of Izuku. From Izuku's perspective, he hasn't protected Katsuki.

And then there's the final battle, a bigger, more catastrophic reflection of what happened before. Except this time, Katsuki doesn't survive. And once again, Izuku hasn't saved him.

Izuku wins to save; saving is what motivates him. And although he's been victorious time and time again, he has never decisively saved Katsuki from a true threat. This is a pattern his entire life.

His entire life, because it didn't start with the sludge villain.

It started with the river. Katsuki didn't take his hand, and Izuku wasn't able to help him. It's the start of Katsuki's internal conflict with weakness and victimhood, and the start of Izuku trying to be there for him.

Katsuki has to contend with needing to be saved. Izuku has to contend with failing to save him.

"Delve into the shadows of sadness, shine a light to find truth." - me lol

This was in the much later part of my dream but basically;

Child i watch over (as a omnipotent spiritual gaurdian) is complaining about wanting her mom (both her parents are there). I, in the form of a whisper and a few yards away, explain to a friend(?) That the reason she can't see me is because my appearance would break her mind. To which i shudder about because if someone COULD see me that would mean they are just as (possibly more) powerful than me. The second i think that the little girl (our main character i suppose) turns around AND LOOKS AT ME.

And that shook me to my core.

I spend years out of sight, my eyes closed, knowing she can see where i am through my own senses. As her gaurdian i actually can't leave her so i had to stay around. I think her parents got tired of her constantly chasing and screaming about me so they just disappeared (anime parent 101).

Eventually she found out where i was (roof) and when she looked right at me again, much closer now, i woke up. Messed me up bad. The child was not precious or sweet, just powerful. I was her gaurdian to ensure her destiny, why would she call me mom? I was so scared of her i woke up.

And funnily enough, this is the second time i've had that dream.

Me: Wow. Harry Potter has truly gone through a lot. His peers but mainly him has been failed time and time again by wizarding world and it’s enforcers. He was a child forced to face the most evil dark wizard in existence because no one believed him and the protectors of the wizarding world didn’t help him. And I love the fact that the times we really got to see him shine were when he was teaching his peers and helping them to become better wizards. The joy he felt when he taught his peers the patronus charm was beautiful. It’s obvious that he’s going to become a professor when he graduates because he loved teaching and anything else really wouldn’t be his style or go with what’s been built up since book 1!

JK Rowling: Actually he becomes a wizard cop!

Me:

I, of mostly sound body and spirit, request that if I’m ever to die, someone post a new work on my AO3 that says “sorry, she died, ongoing stories postponed forever” because don’t I want my fanfic buddies to think I ghosted them. Amen or whatever you say in a will.

Made a horrible poem (because it isn't a poem more of a thing i wrote) about love. Here it is:

Love is a smile that lasts all day long

Because with the simple thought of you

I remember joy and warmth

Love is remembering your favorite food, flower, and color

And smiling when i see them

Because now i find you in everything

Sometimes when you laugh

I see all the other times

And i think about how much warmth and happiness

A simple sound can bring me

Sometimes days aren't simple

Sometimes we cry

But it's times like those

That make your smile afterwards

The brightest

And when i can't remember

how to smile

You remind me

If i've forgotten to eat

or take a break

You fill my heart

And when you hold my hand

And my heart

Close to yours

I feel like home

This is love

But mostly

This is you