I Was Just Thinking - Blog Posts

What would be scarier?

To see you.

Sometimes I think about the time I realized why Kubo's mom was so dazed for the first few minutes we saw her.

Which, by the way, is because she's a celestial being. Y'know...she's nocturnal. She's not fully awake till sunset.

(Ngl I thought it was because of her head injury.)

Sometimes I think about what drove me into becoming a SuperBat shipper which turned me into a little DC fan.

And you might be thinking "well what is it?" And it's highly embarrassing.

Was it fanart? No.

Was it comics? No.

Was it fanfic? No.

It was

Out of everything

Chibi animation of Superman and Batman.

Funnily enough, I don't remember where exactly I saw these (I think Teen Titans Go!), but these guys were the nail, hammer, and the wooden boards to the sailing ship.

So yeah, I became a SuperBat shipper and small DC fan through chibi animation, crazy.

I literally don't understand the point of voting.

Like, all we're doing is replacing one old white guy with power with another old white guy with power and giving them more power. (Excluding Obama)

Yall really believe we're working a democracy and doing the best for ourselves? Yall crazy.

And even if we get a lady or black person (again) or someone mildy young chances are they are just as messed up. Most people who go for president go for their own benefit rather than the citizens'.

"The quickest way to brighten up a room is to smile."

No, the quickest way to brighten up a room is to turn the lights on.

TS4's ending, though rather disliked even by me, makes complete sense.

TS1 was about Woody teaching Buzz he is a toy. He is Andy's toy and Andy needs him, not Woody, but Buzz instead.

TS2 was about giving other toys the aame opportunities he has, to be there for a child. To be played with and have fun!

TS3 was Woody learning to let go. Because even if he can't see or be with Andy, he will always be Andy's toy. It's just Andy doesn't need him and Bonnie does.

TS4 at the beginning comes off as a combo. Teaching Forky to be a toy and helping Gabby Gabby have a chance. But Woody also needs to let go of not just Bonnie but also the gang, his family. Because Bonnie doesn't need him anymore and well what's a toy that isn't played with? So Woody stays, he says goodbye and stays because he's finally being selfish and it hurts but he's finally making a choice for himself. Dolly will watch over the gang, and Buzz will help. And maybe, even if just once a year, he'll get to see them again.

So yeah, it was horribly sad to see Woody stay but it was the right thing for him. Because he is Andy and Bonnie's toy, but he's a toy as well and maybe other kids need him.

"Delve into the shadows of sadness, shine a light to find truth." - me lol

This was in the much later part of my dream but basically;

Child i watch over (as a omnipotent spiritual gaurdian) is complaining about wanting her mom (both her parents are there). I, in the form of a whisper and a few yards away, explain to a friend(?) That the reason she can't see me is because my appearance would break her mind. To which i shudder about because if someone COULD see me that would mean they are just as (possibly more) powerful than me. The second i think that the little girl (our main character i suppose) turns around AND LOOKS AT ME.

And that shook me to my core.

I spend years out of sight, my eyes closed, knowing she can see where i am through my own senses. As her gaurdian i actually can't leave her so i had to stay around. I think her parents got tired of her constantly chasing and screaming about me so they just disappeared (anime parent 101).

Eventually she found out where i was (roof) and when she looked right at me again, much closer now, i woke up. Messed me up bad. The child was not precious or sweet, just powerful. I was her gaurdian to ensure her destiny, why would she call me mom? I was so scared of her i woke up.

And funnily enough, this is the second time i've had that dream.