Suddenly (M.C.) Annotation

oh my god and don’t even get me started on this OTHER girl who was my other soulmate on earth. from halloweens, to fake dating, and ice skating lessons after sleepy breakfasts.

i miss her, i hate that i threw up distance because she was leaving me and i hated her for it. i wish we could have had more time together, i wish distance didn’t force us apart.

i don’t know who i am. i feel like i have no personality of my own i just mirror others. i want to be me, but i don’t know who she is. how do i find her?? why can’t i just know who i am????

my heart hurts, everything hurts, i leave teeth marks in everything i’ve ever loved

had a dream where i texted michael and we just fought and fought lmfao. would happen if i reach out again fr

call me crazy but i think nightly hypnotherapy might actually be helping?? like i notice i just wake up sm more pleasant when i do it vs when i don’t?? do i actually go find a real hypnotherapist now??

blackout poetry from a list of reasons i should not reach out to the bad people who i still love.

i wish things could be different,

being abandoned by my two fps, im going to throw up. killing myself 😙✌️

reading in my bed is so hard now that it’s uninterrupted. i miss you my sweet girl, so so much. i hope the Gods are taking great care of you.