blackout poetry from a list of reasons i should not reach out to the bad people who i still love.
did i sit and stay,
like a good dog?
just how you asked?
my teeth bared,
so you’d mistake,
a grimace for a smile?
every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog
Charity Euphrosyne
embodiment of joy,
true divine happiness,
radiant positivity,
You- who is the one i desperately aspire to be
beauty driven of only good will,
the eternal light.
Lady Euphrosyne I devote myself wholeheartedly to working towards my goal of positivity. May every workbook entry i have written/will write, every affirmation i read, and every kind act i commit be a testament to my will. I ask that you bless me on this journey and may guide me to become more like yourself in any way possible.
Blessed be, Kind Lady Euphrosyne.
i wish things could be different,
tonight the black hole where my heart is supposed to be feels as if it will eat me alive.
when i think of you my heart is filled with anguish. i pray that when you think of me, yours is filled with penitence.
a loud playlist to rival the noise in my head
i’m processing some tough stuff, i might post excerpts from the journals i have from them,, idk what to do everything feels like static
✩ 21 ✩ bpd, bipolar, & cptsd diagnosed ✩ helpol ✩ “Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”
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