tanriaisil

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im back! and worse than ever!!

victims dont speak out because when they do, they get threatened with legal action and are harassed.

im so fucking sick of everything.

apparently riako is a term used in selfshipping??? and its exactly what i am????? why have i not heard this word before?????????

i have tendinitis...

if i ever tell you "i cant possibly read a book in a day!" i am LYING. i am a FUCKING LIAR. because last night i read a 50k word fanfic in three fucking hours.

i hurt my knee at a concert in november, and i told myself if i was still in pain by march then id go see a doctor about it......guys im still in pain.....i dont wanna go to a doctor.......

yes that is actually what is in my bag. also my music taste is almost doxxing me :3

(this is specifically my DMC S/I)

self insert infodump template, go my scarab (please @ me if you fill this in, i'd love to see!)

proship please dni

i genuinely become so aggressive when i am warm.

Being a little too cold: brrrr i’m a little too cold !!!

Being a little too warm: i am going to kill the next person who makes eye contact with me.

RAAAGGHHHH (my s/i is literally me but ever so slightly altered to fit canon more)

self insert infodump template, go my scarab (please @ me if you fill this in, i'd love to see!)

proship please dni

creepy guy i know tried to pat me on the head once... i flinched and said "dont touch me" and he recoiled and was like "jeeze dont get so mad at me" O_O

You should be able to say “don’t touch me” to anyone ever in any context and not have it be considered in the realm of surprising or insulting imho if we ever needed to normalize something it’s this

me going home after a long day to see my husband (he is fictional)

i love how dantes color is red and my color is green.

big red and small green.

we are a strawberry 🍓

reblog this if u are okay with people drawing your selfship!!! this post is their permission slip!!!

going to a con in 2 (ish) weeks and heres the situation...

• i was friends with a "family friendly" local con owner (who is a 25 year old straight white man)

• that friend and i would talk via discord basically everyday

• that friend sent me some weird stuff (including pictures)

• also is friends with a 32 year old WHITE MAN that says the n word and calls furries the f slur AND he brings him to cons and he helps do promo

• this friend and i have not spoken since the incident (roughly 10 days)

• unfortunately he usually has booths at cons to help promote his, so i will probably be seeing him at this next one

• ALSO when i made a call out post on my instagram story (i didnt mention that it was him specifically, just a local person with some influence), i noticed it had 2 shares so i worry that someone may have sent it to him

anyway im kinda worried about the possibility of seeing him and getting mad at me or just trying to talk to me in general.

like if he doesnt know about it i worry that he will try to talk to me like normal at the con ;-;

the feminine urge to have my f/o(s) chase me under the moonlight through a grass field while I wear a pretty white flowy dress that I have to hold the hem of with both hands while I run

saw one of my favorite bands tonight, so i had to draw heisenberg in their merch :3

Troy answers the question about Higgs, but DS2 cannot disclose it

my local con scene is kinda falling apart rn. one guy in our friend group is apparently a bad person and has been exiled, and people are distancing themselves from another guy for being creepy (hes been super creepy to me in the past) AND NOW im directly starting drama because a local convention owner has been creepy to me. why does this scene have so much drama in it???

i need selfship mutuals PLEASEEEE

i need more merch of my lovelies <3

i got this at a convention about a month ago, and the vendor/artist i got it from said that hes never seen anyone get as excited over heis as i did. im glad im the craziest lol.

i was gonna draw something of me, Dante, and Heisenberg in honor of valentines day, but a guy im friends with showed interest in me and made a joke about being my secret admirer and it grossed me out so bad it literally made me throw up, so i will not be drawing my loves today </3

i am going to fight adi shankar

the DMC valentines post is gonna make me scream very loudly

just a reminder... if you are a double of either Dante or Heisenberg, i will fight you, and i will win

Pretending your f/o is doing something with you makes it infinitely easier

had a guy ask me out recently.

VENT POST

hes like 24 and has known me since i was 17.

he literally asked how old i was when we met and when i told him i was 17 he was like "man, dating is hard these days"

i was at a convention that he was at like an hour before he asked me out (it was via text) and when my dad came to pick me up, this guy walked up to the car and introduced himself to my father.

i rejected this guy asap with ZERO hesitation

i reminded him that i am aroace and he KNOWS that

i wish i couldve said "no im taken" but i cant because he would know i wouldn't be talking about a real person. and he already judges me for being attracted to fictional characters, so i cant reveal that im a self shipper.

at the aforementioned convention, i hugged a friend we have in common. and this guy pulled the "aw wheres my hug" shit.

our friends blame his boundary issues on him being neurodivergent, but thats not an excuse for this level of shit. especially when the main person hes being weird to is ALSO neurodivergent.

he continuously pushes boundaries even after hes told to stop.

even after i told him "no, im aroace" he STILL tried pushing and was like "i dont need anything romantic, i just want a partner"

GOD IM SO PISSED

why do men always think that i owe them shit

i dont think im very attractive. definitely not conventionally attractive. but i ALWAYS have men be weird to me.

i hate it so much.

had to delete tumblr off my phone for a while bc i needed the storage :((

but im back!

pro-abortion. pro-divorce. i believe we have the god-given right to give up

unfortunately, i am literally ethan winters

i think there might be mold growing inside me