Quiet BPD in a nutshell:
“I can’t take it out on anyone else, so I take it out on myself”
“I’m scared of the day I explode”
“My knuckles are bruised and bleeding from punching my walls, but at least your face is fine”
Don't mind me, I'm just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn't feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring
Willy Pogany’s exquisite illustrations for Wagner’s opera “Parsifal.”
MAXXXINE (2024) dir. Ti West
An hour of chaos in my mind before back to nothingness 💖
When you need to work from home and still live with your parents.
And all of your safe foods are at work, and you just sit there with raging thoughts of “What am I going to eat? Shit. If I don’t have something small and low calorie then I’m going to binge, and if I eat anything in this house I’m going to binge, and if I -“
Pray to God, say goodbye Make amends ‘cause it’s time Metal death with my scythe Titanium spine I ignite
Caravaggio - Sacrifice of Isaac (1603-4)
Virginia Woolf, A Writer’s Diary, August 1921
if home is where the heart is, I can confidently say that I am homeless.
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