“Not everyone who comes into our life is meant to stay. So stop holding onto people who clearly don’t want to be with you.”
— Unknown
Do you get sad suddenly and your chest starts hurting and it takes all of your energy to move even slightly ?
I hate myself so fucking much.
Everything and everyone would be so much better off if I wasn't here at all.
I will never have purpose, I will never deserve to live.
I shouldn’t still be here.
I don’t want to be.
I don’t want to be here anymore.
The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.
the worst thing about being mentally ill is like.. nothing is wrong.. my life is pretty okay right now.. everything is fine. and yet.. theres this sinking feeling in my stomach and i cant stop thinking about dying
“What hurts the most is having to pretend that none of this hurts at all.”
— “im perfectly fine”
Feeling unwanted changes you a lot.