He Called Me ,

In life we are giving just one shot, what makes you think you have the power to take that from me? Did you create me ? Can you even see me? I told you I can’t breathe, yet my words were silenced upon your knee. A black thing is all you see, not a man not me . A human your brother , begging under for the force of your power for my right n will to breathe. And still you couldn’t see me. The devil is inside you and I sympathised with you . How can you allow that man inside your soul ? But now you have released him into me . My soul is free but my mind can’t breathe. 8 minutes you took that was long enough. I heard Jesus call me to the hood. But I weren’t ready to go . I bloody told you so ! Now I’m here with a million voices and more! All Screaming through my hometown I can’t breathe or move! Can you hear me now! A million voices roar. But still it falls upon your ears! My pain is burning up through your towns, co-operate-coppers still prowling the streets ! Through all the noise, anger and blaze you still can’t see me stood here , clear for all to see! Three simple words - I CANT BREATHE!

Why does another woman’s body entice me,

The curves I adore,

Skin so smooth ,

The way she shakes her arse .

Maybe it’s jealousy

But I’m not sure .

Is it wrong to admire

The beauty of another

I believe not so .

It’s something extraordinary ,

I just can’t let go.

How she drops so low ,

her hips curve to her exterior

Is just woah woah woah .

Blows my mind,

How another woman can make

My heart beat slow .

@trueemotions91

“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

— Maya Angelou

My mind is a jumble of words!

Constantly flowing through my brain!

Don’t make sense just a load of jubberish taking up my personal space.

One two three I try and count to shut it up but hey ho theys no hail !

Ya mind is a complex tool more powerful then ourselves!

To be afraid of it is a under statement ! I try to push it away!

That voice gets louder and louder screaming inside but I can’t let it get passed coz it will fuck with my brain!

It’s itch I can’t avail it makes me feel wild !

Scared of how it triggers how it rushed inside .

How long can ya control it before it takes over ya mind !

It’s a constant fight between ya mind and soul !

@trueemotions91

Billy bong billy bang,

I just want a snack,

To calm my attack.

Things got me having a panic Snack ,

For better ,for worse,

My chocolate habit won’t

Stop it

Love it

Twist it

Grab it

Shove it in and shut it.

Like a trap , with a snap

Waiting for it’s next lick,

I just can’t kick it,

With such delight

Cant help but bite it,

The melting stuff,

Gets twisted in my tongue ,

Dribble it

Lick it

Swallow it .

Now I’ve done it again

Fucking chocolate habit .

@trueemotions91

“Be very, very careful what you put into your head, because you’ll never, ever get it out.”

— homas Cardinal Wolsey (via thoughtkick)

Sunset

at home

I’m going be going for a while , as I can start work again soon ! Yayyyyy ❤️ so big thanks to all my followers who have shared my words and cheered me up with your beautiful words , posts and everything amazing ! I will be on time to time but not as active before! All of you keep up the brilliant work you all share, remember to keep smiling and pushing ahead ❤️ love to all of you and keep safe in this mad world ❤️Once again thank you, I shall miss my daily dose of everything fun and inbetween , but human contact is calling me 😝❤️x

The rush

From the blood.

The crimson rose

Against my pale white skin.

The Taste of evil and heaven I swear

it’s what feeds my darkest sins.

The pain I don’t feel

When the blade runs bare across my soul.

It’s not for me , I promise you that,

It’s for them who keep turning their back.

I love the way the blood trickles

Makes me realise , I’m here alive,

To breathe another day

Even if hell is on my side.

It’s twisted I know

To crave the rush.

They don’t care

As there push the demon

To the core

To blind to see the damage they truly cause.

Mine is temporary

A release from the demon

Within me .

Please don’t judge

When you see my scars

It’s proof to me I’ve lived

Through the pain

But I’m still here on the other side,

With nothing but love to give

To those who caused, the blade to sink in.

@trueemotions91

Heart broken

Spoilt little whore ,

Why you looking at me

Look at the floor.

Fool ,

Your heart is filled of

Stone cold coal.

I was only trying to find

Something inside.

He was petrified.

@trueemotions91