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idk who needs to hear this right now but I'm going to beat you to death I'm going to hurt you and you're going to die and you suck and I hate you
“I am always between two worlds, always in conflict. I would like sometimes to rest, to be at peace, to choose a nook, make a final choice, but I can't. Some nameless, undescribable fear and anxiety keeps me on the move. On certain evenings like this, I would like to feel whole. Only a half of me is sitting by the fire.”
— Anaïs Nin, from “The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 1: 1931-1934.”
— Margaret Atwood, from “Power Politics.”
you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out
living in a constant haze, walking through the world as if nothing was real
being alive hurts.
— Elaine Kahn, from “Romance or the End.”
Khalym Kari Burke-Thomas, from ‘Carib Woman, 1818′
anecdote of the pig, tory adkisson // achilles & partoclus // house of dragon, 1x07 // plainwater, anne carson // the truth about forever, sarah dessen // lighthousekeeping, jeanette winterson
“I’m not too gone to be healed, am I? / I’m not too gone am I?”
— Alice Notley, from In the Pines
made another one. :+)
Love to all the ‘scary’ caretakers
Caretakers that are also persecutors
Caretakers that swear a lot
Caretakers that aren’t good with kids
Caretakers that look like something out of a horror movie
There’s no ‘right’ way to be a caretaker
Shoutout to median systems!
From Pluralpedia: “A median system (also called midcontinuum) is a system where members are not as distinct or separate from each other. It can be considered being somewhere between multiple and singlet.”
Median systems are just as plural as any other system and deserve to be uplifted and have their voices heard! Here’s some positivity for the median systems out there!
Do you have a host who is always fronting, are unable to switch, or are often blurry because the lines between headmates are not so rigidly defined? That’s okay, and it doesn’t make you any less plural by any means!
Is your system monoconscious, hydraconscious, or does it experience consciousness in a different way from most systems and singlets? That’s perfectly valid, and it’s awesome that you have such a unique plural experience!
Have you been fakeclaimed in the past or find it difficult to be taken seriously or receive the care that you need because your system is median? We are so sorry to hear that and we hope you will be able to get access to the support and kindness you need very soon!
Median systems deserve the world and we’re giving all of you a soft blanket and a cookie and some head pats. Please don’t feel too discouraged about something that’s outside of your control! Median systems are a lovely, valid, and crucial addition to the plural community and yes, that means you too, the median system reading this!
We hope y’all can continue to learn and grow as a system just the way you are! Please know that, however separate or cohesive your system is, you will always be welcome in our spaces. We’re rooting for you and we wish the very best for you and your future! You belong in system spaces just as much as any other system. Each median system has a unique perspective of multiplicity to bring to the table, and we’re so happy that y’all are out here living your best lives and sharing those experiences with us!
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Mexican red-rumped tarantula By: Chris Mattison From: A Practical Guide to Exotic Pets 1994
anyone else feel like theyre on the verge of insanity in an undescribable way
Kyro / 26 / he/him / dabi fictive / median subsystem / trigger warning / problematic / 18+ / recovering
Endeavor & Shouto Todoroki kin/fictives DNI
Hey. I'm kyro, I'm a median subsystem, and this is my personal blog. I don't have a good history, and I'm not interested in talking to anyone.
I don't care about discourse, if you see something you don't like, it's not my issue. Control your own internet experiences.
"u look tired" dawg i'm going insane
median culture is always being the same guy but also not the guy who did that, and not the guy who was here a few minutes ago but also being that guy always.
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Me at me: feeling violent today arnt we? you lil shit
we dont need psychiatrists psychiatrists need us
feeling quite hostile, nobody interact for 3-4 business days
i am clinically haunted
wait till u find out im actually insane and it's not a joke
ruin the lives of everyone around you and then die
never needed anyone, never will
My contribution for the Blue Flame zine, had a lot of fun working on this project :D