I Must Not Kill Myself . Killing Myself Is The Myself Killer

being bullied and called ugly your whole life and being the filler friend who never got invited to anything results in becoming attached to any guy who gives you attention.

Ya and then my mom yells at me for it

have we tried sitting completely still in a dark room, my liege?

Plan A: transition, marry my bf, get better at writing and turn it into a job

Plan B:

negative affirmations

I can be worse

I still have time to fuck things up

I can kms any time I want

You know what absolutely boggles my mind? That healthy people exist. Genuinely healthy people. No mental illness, no physical illness, no chronic illness. Just healthy. What a life that must be. 

Loneliness…stifled by the internet….but ever present.

how on earth can people abuse kids? bro this little thing is the size of your leg. what the hell is wrong with you

Naming a character after your abuser and killing his ass >>>>>>>>>>>

*upset after an argument*

“Cmon what are you doing to yourself?”

SHUT THE FUCK UO SHIT THE FUCK UP WHIT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FULC HO SHE NDJAJSJDNDD FUCK YOU FUCK HOU FUCK YKU UMFJCK YKU

Sorry for mental breakdown posting chat

I’m normal again ☺️