When You Sit Next To A Classmate Bc There Are No Other Free Seats And They Scoot Away The Second They

im gonna fucking do it soon I swear to fucking god

Thank you my friend <3

I’m not allowed to go to therapy and i needed a void to scream into so this blog came to be

About me

- he/him

- I’m a minor, nsfw blogs fuck off

- I’m not as emo as i seem (usually)

Asks are open for vents or advice (tho I might not always be able to give it, I’m here if you wanna talk)

Gonna tag triggers as best I can but lmk if I miss one ever pls

*upset after an argument*

“Cmon what are you doing to yourself?”

SHUT THE FUCK UO SHIT THE FUCK UP WHIT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FULC HO SHE NDJAJSJDNDD FUCK YOU FUCK HOU FUCK YKU UMFJCK YKU

being bullied and called ugly your whole life and being the filler friend who never got invited to anything results in becoming attached to any guy who gives you attention.

TW - this is a vent poem that contains allusions to topics such as depression, sh, and passive suicidal ideation. It’s not explicitly about religion but it does use a ‘devil’ as a metaphor.

Be safe <3

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There’s a devil on my shoulder

He’s a nasty little thing,

but his whispers are so sweet

A blade tipped with honey, coaxing him to me

I don't remember when he came

Maybe he rode along on the agony of last November

Or maybe he's always been there

Nestled in the back, hiding away in a cloak of laughter

And each day his questions are more and more tempting

When the cloak is stripped away,

When the light of the day fades

I’m left alone to fight this silver tongued enemy.

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Stay safe out there yall, my DMs are open if anyone needs anything.

Remember, it’s never worth it, no matter how tempting it may seem,

Question

What state do you live in i need to save you from that retched family of yours

-> @spilling-my-guts-to-you-guyss

I’m not 100% comfy sharing I’m sorry 😅😅

“Yay okay I’m finally done with band I’m gonna go home and read fan fiction and then sleep it’s gonna be great :3”

My ears:

Why can I not stop fuxking thinking about it nothing even happened today oh my god what he fuck

genuinely what the fuck is the point

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time