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I donāt know how weāre letting trump get away with all this shit when I truly believe that if you threw a blanket over his head he would think it was nighttime and go to sleep like a bird
A relapse doesnāt erase the progress you made by staying clean.
If youāve been clean for a day, Iām proud of you.
If youāve been clean for a week, Iām proud of you.
If youāve been clean for a month, Iām proud of you.
If youāve been clean for longer, Iām proud of you.
If you relapsed after being clean for a while, Iām proud of you for staying clean however long you did. A relapse isnāt the end of the world. Iām still proud of you for everything you did to try to stay clean.
If you have tried to stay clean and failed, Iām proud of you for trying. Itās hard, I know. Donāt give up. Iām proud of you.
No matter what, Iām proud of you. Iām proud of you for everything. Iām proud of you for being alive right now. Donāt say you donāt deserve this, because you do. You very much do.
Thank you for existing.
genuinely what the fuck is the point
Can anyone else just like⦠not handle germs? At fucking all?
I was walking my dog and picked up her shit like a normal fucking dog owner does and then went home and had a 30 minute mental breakdown cleaning my hands until they were fucking raw
What the fuck
when is it my turn to not be exhausted and in pain 24/7 tho
This though!!!
Look, this is what moral OCD is like for me:
I walk past a piece of paper. I donāt pick it up because I had a long day at work and itās very cold outside. This then becomes my internal monologue:
I didnāt pick up that piece of paper, I should have. Donāt I care about the environment? Itās not my trash, I shouldnāt have to pick it up. But also thatās how these things happen right? We place the blame on others as our environment degrades. It was just a piece of paper, itās not like it can do that much damage. But also how do I know: Iām not an environmental expert. Maybe stray paper scraps are killing the frogs. Youāre literally killing the frogs. You should look up how many frogs die a year so you know how shitty you are-No stop it.
I care about the environment, and I recycle and I joined green activism movements but is that enough? I could be doing more. I should be doing more. I should donate my entire check to charity. But isnāt it self serving to think that my one check could help that much? Do I really think Iām that important, how self entitled and-no stop it, reset! You are obsessing and if you fall for it, you will not eat dinner. Let it go.
Okay itās just a piece of paper. Itās okay you skipped it this once: it could have had something dangerous on it. Yeah that makes sense. But also, that means Iām putting my own safety over trying to help the environment, which is very selfish of me. Iām just one shitty person: god how could I be so self absorbed. I should have picked up the piece of paper. Iām so selfish, and shitty and-no, no, stop it! This is not helpful. Itās fine.
Itās been a long day and Iām cold, thatās not a crime- no thatās being selfish again, youāre making excuses. Youāre just a lazy piece of shit who doesnāt care about others, and selfish and God the fact youāre thinking this much about one piece of paper shows how selfish you are, you care more about if youāre a good person than anything else, youāre a piece of shit, youāre a piece of shit, YOUāRE A PIECE OF SHIT.
I get home and open up Tumblr. The first post I see says āif you donāt reblog this post about the environment youāre as complicit as an oil billionaire.ā I close my computer and resign myself to looking up the state frog populations until I go to bed.
I donāt eat dinner.
The amount of frogs that die a year is somewhere from 200 million to over 1 billion.
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how on earth can people abuse kids? bro this little thing is the size of your leg. what the hell is wrong with you