she/her I'm in so many fandoms I've forgotten the name of most of them ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ™

222 posts

Latest Posts by yayawantstodraw - Page 4

11 months ago

Help me to evacuate gaza and continue my education by sharing or donate if you can ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ

Donate to Help me to evacuate gaza and continue my education, organized by Oday Braika
gofundme.com
Hello my name is Mohammed, I am a Palestinian from Gaza, I am writing tโ€ฆ Oday Braika needs your support for Help me to evacuate gaza and con

Tags
11 months ago

Ellen is the best character but y'all are not ready for that conversation


Tags
11 months ago

Grown adults should stop getting mad when children/teenagers are uncomfortable with their porn of cartoons and start going outside


Tags
11 months ago
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)
They Do Not Exist (1974) By Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)

They Do Not Exist (1974) by Mustafa Abu Ali (watch)

from PalestineCinema.com:

Salvaged from the ruins of Beirut after 1982, Abu Ali's early film has only recently been made available. Shooting under extraordinary conditions, the director, who worked with Godard on his Ici et Ailleurs (Here and Elsewhere), and founded the PLO's film division, covers conditions in Lebanon's refugee camps, the effects of Israeli bombardments, and the lives of guerrillas in training camps. They Do Not Exist is a stylistically unique work which demonstrates the intersection between the political and the aesthetic. Now recognised as a cornerstone in the development of Palestinian cinema, the film only received its Palestine premiere in 2003, when a group of Palestinian artists "smuggled" the director to a makeshift cinema in his hometown of Jerusalem (into which Israel bars his entry). Abu Ali, who saw his film for the first time in 20 years at this clandestine event noted: "We used to say 'Art for the Struggle', now it's 'Struggle for the Art'"

11 months ago

Do y'all think Chuuya knows about sskk?? Like did anyone actually tell him that a new skk team was created by Dazai ๐Ÿ˜ญ???


Tags
11 months ago

Trying to find a skk fanfiction that actually focuses on Chuuya's struggle is so hard. I love Dazai i get he's the most popular character but how do you like a ship when you very obviously don't give a flying fuck about the other character in the ship??? ๐Ÿ’€ Everything is always about Dazai it's boring and overdone at this point


Tags
11 months ago

Hi friendsุŒ

We are doing well.

We earned $ 1K /50k with the efforts of your contributions and donations.

Continue to support us until we reach the desired goal.

Donate if you can

Reblog if you canโ€™t

Donate to Please Help Tahani save her children and husband, organized by Renna Sharif
gofundme.com
With a heavy heart and a plea for urgent assistance, I am reaching ouโ€ฆ Renna Sharif needs your support for Please Help Tahani save her ch

#free Palestine#free gaza#I stand with Palestine#Gaza#Palestine#Israel is committing genocide#Israel is committing war crimes#Israel is a terrorist state#Israel is a war criminal#Israel is an apartheid state#Israel is evil#Israeli war crimes#Israeli terrorism#IOF Terrorism#Gazaunderattack#Palestinian Genocide#Gaza Genocide#end the occupation#Israel is an illegal occupier#Boycott Israel#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#ethnic cleansing#genocide#save gaza#save rafah#gaza strip#eyes on rafah#all eyes on rafah#anti zionisim#pro palestine

@el-shab-hussein @sar-soor @jayflrt @good-old-gossip @lambsonburn @sadgremlinanonymous @wetthandss @fireoinyyaoi @sayruq @moriennelaster @violottie @trinketfairy @oglach-uisce @mangocheesecakes @razzbberry @coline7373 @negreaux @earlgraytay @galaxynajma @orchidvioletindigo @sunclownsblog @selamat-linting @girlinafairytale @ragingbullmode @theneutral-zone @thevalaxy @opencommunion @seafoamwoman @emathyst9 @three-croissants


Tags
11 months ago
Are You Going To Apologize For Simping For An Antisemite?

Are you going to apologize for simping for an antisemite?

No because this was almost a decade ago and he apologized saying that it wasn't meant to be antisemitic but acknowledge it as such, now do you want to go through all the controversies of all the artists that support Palestine until we find one evil enough you can use against pro Palestine people? ๐Ÿฅฐ


Tags
11 months ago

The way Lucrezia and Cesare relationship is represented in media is so disgusting and disrespectful. Born from pure xenophobia and misogyny


Tags
11 months ago

"I can't wait for Kabru x mithrun to be in the so people see how superior it is ๐Ÿค“๐Ÿ‘†" Kabru spends the rest of his post canon life with a man and it's not mithrun, just saying ๐Ÿ’†โ€โ™€๏ธ


Tags
11 months ago

I hate the ship, I wish sansa had a normal dude (or lady ๐Ÿ˜Š) she had an at least okay ish age gap with that she could be shipped with, i just want the girl to be happy tbh ๐Ÿ’€ but yeah grrm doesn't put things like this for nothing, i hope they don't end up together but i am curious on how their relationship will go. And if they do end up together please lord let Sansa be at least 18 ๐Ÿ˜ญ

whether or not you ship sansa/sandor or not

the hound is most definitely sansas sexual awakening right now in the vale, and grrm never writes things like this by accident, so this fact definitely has to mean something in the long run, right?

this is a girl who previously had been attracted to beardless, pretty boys like ser loras tyrell and joffrey

and now, she is in the vale, being regularly kissed and touched against her will by littlefinger who calls himself her FATHER and is trying to marry her to harrold hardying, a boy who fits that pretty boy archetype but she is just so thoroughly unimpressed by him

its the HOUND she thinks of in her marriage bed, its the Hound who protected her from the mob, the Hound who despite being vicious and often rude to her, has never lied to her and tried to bring her home during the blackwater

yes, sansa is all but 14 years old (but there was a timeskip that grrm had been planning while writing the books that got removed before feast? so she in that original plan wouldve been 19 in the vale) but she has already been exposed to so many of the cruelites of man - and yet, the man who she so frequently longs for, who she prays for, whose kiss she dreams of and whose kingsguard cloak she kept, is sandor clegane

and if he is the gravedigger - then he has just overheard from brienne and ser shadrich that sansa stark is in the vale with petyr fucking baelish


Tags
11 months ago

โš ๏ธ Urgent Appeal: Don't Scroll! โš ๏ธ

My family in Northern Gaza is in desperate need of your help. ๐Ÿ™ Every Euro counts.

GoFundMe Link

Donate to Help Mohammad's Family Escape Gaza's Devastation, organized by Sahar El Tibi
gofundme.com
Hello! This is Hassan, a Palestinian currently residing in Belgium.โ€ฆ Sahar El Tibi needs your support for Help Mohammad's Family Escape

Tags
11 months ago

Hi My family in Gaza is in desperate need of help to escape the horrors of war. Please, I urge you to share our fundraising campaign link to support their evacuation. Every share counts. Thank you for your kindness.

Hey guys, I had a conversation with Mahmood here. I've been able to get all the information I need to verify that this is completely legit.

Donate to Rescue Mahmoud's Family: A Call to Escape Gaza's Devastation, organized by Mahmoud AlTibi
gofundme.com
Hello everyone, After much contemplation and hesitation, โ€ฆ Mahmoud AlTibi needs your support for Rescue Mahmoud's Family: A Call to Esca

Do not hesitate to donate!


Tags
11 months ago

I miss the dsmp things were easier then


Tags
11 months ago

It's always "Worry about real children" until people do worry about the real children GROWN ASS ADULTS wrote porn of on ao3. Real child actors, real random teenagers, real children. Those are all things allowed on ao3 and as much as i love fanfiction i care about children more. you people are so dumb for trying to defend this people, "it's just fantasies" YOU SHOULDN'T BE FANTASIZING ABOUT CHILDREN IN THE FIRST PLACE ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ


Tags
11 months ago

Kink shaming is okay actually, pro shippers on their way to defend p0rn of a REAL CHILD, what's surprising there. I don't want ANYYY of you telling people pro-shippers are normal and their "fantasies" are okay, they're pedos and only chronically online mf would think otherwise. Christopher is played BY AN ACTUAL child. Out here power scaling which fandom has more pedophiles... bring back shame fr

Kink Shaming Is Okay Actually, Pro Shippers On Their Way To Defend P0rn Of A REAL CHILD, What's Surprising
Kink Shaming Is Okay Actually, Pro Shippers On Their Way To Defend P0rn Of A REAL CHILD, What's Surprising
Kink Shaming Is Okay Actually, Pro Shippers On Their Way To Defend P0rn Of A REAL CHILD, What's Surprising

Tags
11 months ago
My Family Is Currently Under Intense Artillery Bombardment In The Heart Of Rafah

My family is currently under intense artillery bombardment in the heart of Rafah

They're trapped, and I feel utterly helpless, unable to do anything for them. Ya Allah please ease their suffering, protect them, and keep them safe.

No child should endure such terror. May God protect all the children of Gaza.

Save my family before it's too late. Every contribution means safety and so much more to them.

PayPal Account

GoFundMe

Donate to Rescue Mahmoud's Family: A Call to Escape Gaza's Devastation, organized by Mahmoud AlTibi
gofundme.com
Hello everyone, After much contemplation and hesitation, โ€ฆ Mahmoud AlTibi needs your support for Rescue Mahmoud's Family: A Call to Esca

Tags
11 months ago

No self proclaimed "pro-shipper" people aren't mad because "ooh you enjoy taboo things how scandalous for our puritan eyes" people don't like you because your community is filled with predators and pedophiles. You don't actually like taboo things in the context they were written in you just want to write and draw porn of children hope this helps. (L0licons and Sh0tacons should hang themselves btw ๐Ÿ’—)


Tags
11 months ago
Hind Rajab Was A 5 Year Old Girl In Gaza Who Was Killed While She Hid Alone In A Car, Along With The

Hind Rajab was a 5 year old girl in Gaza who was killed while she hid alone in a car, along with the paramedics who tried to rescue her. Yesterday students at Columbia seized the administration building and renamed it in her honor.

Gadzooks Bazooka Instagram: gadzooks_bazooka

Remembering #HindRajab & children in #Gaza: This is what the mother of the child, Hind Rajab . https://tmblr.co/ZTeZMyfB_GHeeu00

DrSonnet โ€” ู‡ุฐุง ู…ุง ู‚ุงู„ุชู‡ ูˆุงู„ุฏุฉ ุงู„ุทูู„ุฉ ู‡ู†ุฏ ุฑุฌุจ ุนู†ุฏู…ุง ุณู…ุนุช ุจุฎุจุฑ... (tumblr.com)

Hind Rajab Was A 5 Year Old Girl In Gaza Who Was Killed While She Hid Alone In A Car, Along With The
Around 3:00AM at "Hind's Hall," Columbia students chant:
"Went down to Columbia
And I took back what they stole from me
Took back my dignity
Took back my humanity
Now they're under our feet, under our feet
under our feet, under our feet
Ain't gonna let no system walk all over me" pic.twitter.com/XWwrha4P2f

โ€” Prem Thakker (@prem_thakker) April 30, 2024

Tags
11 months ago

...i begging yall do not get desensitised to reading these. this is horrific. this is evil. children... were shredded... SHREDDED. do you understand what that means? do you get how evil someone has to be to do that to another person? can you process that sheer malevolence and wickedness it would take to do that??!! to a child?!?!!!

"Al Jazeera's Hani Mahmoud from Rafah, southern Gaza: About seven people, a mother and her children were killed earlier today. Weโ€™ve seen video from the hospital where their bodies were taken. The childrenโ€™s bodies arrived in plastic bags. They were shredded in the air strike on the home. The only survivor of the attack is the father. โ 

"This pattern of killing entire families is nothing new after nearly seven months of war. Entire families have been obliterated in Israeli air strikes. Just in the past 30 minutes, there was a strike at the Nuseirat refugee camp in central Gaza. Weโ€™re trying to get more updates on that attack." from Al Jazeera English, 03/May/2024:

...i Begging Yall Do Not Get Desensitised To Reading These. This Is Horrific. This Is Evil. Children...

Tags
1 year ago

I apologize for calling Macklemore cringe


Tags
1 year ago

I've been thinking a lot lately about how Kabru deprives himself.

The official description of Kabru's room, which reads: "Kabru rents the basement of a tavern on the Island. It's dark, cold, noisy, and really not a comfortable place to live, but Kabru isn't home much, and he seems happy with it. The room has almost none of his personal possessions in it: the shelves are packed tightly with liquor barrels and bottles. There seems to be a figure of the winged lion on the table....
A cropped image from the official color illustration of Kabru's rented room, showing a top-down view of a desk cluttered with books and papers and a few other items. Kabru is seated at the desk with his arms folded on the surface and his head dropped into his arms, his face hidden. It's unclear whether he has fallen asleep while working, if he's having a somber moment, or if he's crying.

Kabru as a character is intertwined with the idea that sometimes we have to sacrifice the needs of the few for the good of the many. He ultimately subverts this first by sabotaging the Canaries and then by letting Laios go, but in practice he's already been living a life of self-sacrifice.

Saving people, and learning the secrets of the dungeons to seal them, are what's important. Not his own comforts. Not his own desires. He forces them down until he doesn't know they're there, until one of them has to come spilling out during the confession in chapter 76.

Specifically, I think it's very significant, in a story about food and all that it entails, that Kabru is rarely shown eating. He's the deuteragonist of Dungeon Meshi, the cooking manga, but while meals are the anchoring points of Laios's journey, given loving focus, for Kabru, they're ... not.

A cropped color image of Kabru from a side comic, drawn in a simplified sketchy style, showing him slightly hunched over with a dull-eyed expression and his hand over his belly. Text reads: "Come to think of it, I haven't eaten since yesterday."

I'm sure he eats during dungeon expeditions, in the routine way that adventurers must when they sit down to camp. But on the surface, you get the idea that Kabru spends most of his time doing his self-assigned dungeon-related tasks: meeting with people, studying them, putting together that evidence board, researching the dungeon, god knows what else. Feeding himself is secondary.

He's introduced during a meal, eating at a restaurant, just to set up the contrast between his party and Laios's. And it's the last normal meal we see him eating until the communal ending feast (if you consider Falin's dragon parts normal).

First, we get this:

A pair of black and white panels from Dungeon Meshi chapter 31. The first panel shows Rin and Kabru facing away from the viewer, looking out over the water and ruins of the fourth level. Rin is standing and holding her mage staff while Kabru sits beside her. The second panel is identical, but Rin says, "I'm hungry." Kabru responds without looking at her, "...Being revived does make you hungry, doesn't it?"

Kabru's response here is such a non-answer, it strongly implies to me that he wasn't thinking about it until Rin brought it up. That he might not even be feeling the hunger signals that he logically knew he should.

They sit down to eat, but Kabru is never drawn reaching for food or eating it like the rest of his party. He only drinks.

A crop from a black and white panel of Dungeon Meshi chapter 32. Mickbell is in the foreground with his profile partially facing the viewer, chewing on a piece of bread with crumbs around his mouth. Kabru sits opposite him, facing the viewer, and raising a wooden cup of wine to his lips.

It's possible this means nothing, that we can just assume he's putting food in his mouth off-panel, but again, this entire manga is about food. Cooking it, eating it, appreciating it, taking pleasure in it, grounding yourself in the necessary routine of it and affirming your right to live by consuming it. It's given such a huge focus.

We don't see him eat again until the harpy egg.

A pair of black and white panels from chapter 38 of Dungeon Meshi, showing close ups of Laios (right) and Kabru (left) as they face each other. Laios, wide-eyed as if he's just realized something, asks, "Aren't you hungry?" Kabru, also wide-eyed but looking taken aback, says, "Huh?"

What a significant question for the protagonist to ask his foil in this story about eating! Aren't you hungry? Aren't you, Kabru?

A single black and white panel from Dungeon Meshi chapter 38. Laios is about to move off-panel, and he's looking over his shoulder at Kabru, saying, "When you're revived after losing that much blood, you feel like you're starving. Give me a minute." Kabru stares after him in the background, still looking nonplussed.

He was revived only minutes ago after a violent encounter. And then he chokes down food that causes him further harm by triggering him, all because he's so determined to stay in Laios's good graces.

In his flashback, we see Milsiril trying to spoon-feed young Kabru cake that we know he doesn't like. He doesn't want to eat: he wants to be training.

A cropped pair of black and white panels from Dungeon Meshi chapter 61. The right shows Milsiril happily holding up a piece of elven cake on a fork. Her speech bubble says, "Aaaah." On the left she pushes the cake against the cheek of a young Kabru, whose eyes are closed in growing frustration as he tries to ignore the food. He says, "I told you...."
A black and white panel from Dungeon Meshi chapter 61, showing Milsiril, seated at young Kabru's bedside, holding out the plate of cake. She says, "You still need to rest." Kabru, seated on the bed and losing his temper, starts to pull at the bandage around his head. He says: "I just got a little scraped up! Forget this! Start training me with a sword again!"

Then with Mithrun, we see him eating the least-monstery monster food he can get his hands on, for the sake of survival- walking mushroom, barometz, an egg. The barometz is his first chance to make something like an a real meal, and he actually seems excited about it because he wants to replicate a lamb dish his mother used to make him!

A single black and white panel from chapter 62 of Dungeon Meshi. It's a close up of Kabru holding out a bowl of hot food and smiling a little. He says, "It's been ages since I had it, so I can't wait. I hope you like it."

...but he doesn't get to enjoy it like he wanted to.

A cropped black and white panel from chapter 62 of Dungeon Meshi, showing simplified versions of Mithrun and Kabru eating. Mithrun's speech bubble says, "It tastes like crab." Kabru responds, "It does, doesn't it."

Then, when all the Canaries are eating field rations ... Kabru still isn't shown eating. He's only shown giving food to Mithrun.

A pair of black and white panels from chapter 66 of Dungeon Meshi. In the top panel, Kabru holds out a plate of travel rations to Mithrun, who is staring off into the distance with a determined expression. Kabru remarks, with a slightly exasperated look, "Ignoring me, hm?" while his speech bubble says, "Unless you eat, you won't defeat the demon." In the lower panel, Mithrun turns and accepts the food.

And of course the next time he eats is the bavarois, which for his sake is at least plant based ... but he still has to use a coping mechanism to get through it.

A cropped black and white panel from chapter 73 of Dungeon Meshi, showing a close up of Kabru as he chews with a blank look on his face. His thought bubbles show that he is reciting the names of all "the world's major cities" in his head.

I don't think Kabru does this all on purpose. I think Kui does this all on purpose. Kabru's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder should be understood as informing his character just as much as Laios's autism informs his. It's another way that Kabru and Laios act as foils: where Laios takes pleasure in meals and approaches food with the excitement of discovery, Kabru's experiences with eating are tainted by his trauma. Laios indulges; Kabru denies himself. Laios is shown enjoying food, Kabru is shown struggling with it.

And I can very easily imagine a reason why Kabru might have a subconscious aversion towards eating.

A black and white panel from chapter 45 of Dungeon Meshi, showing Kabru's memory of the destruction of Utaya. In the foreground is a snarling monster that still retains humanoid features, half man, half beast. Kabru's speech bubble reads: "It was because the dead became monsters that devoured the living."
A cropped black and white panel from chapter 38 of Dungeon Meshi, depicting scenes from the destruction of Utaya. A pair of figures in elven Canary armor pull Kabru's child self away from his mother's dead body as he screams for her. There is a close up of snarling monsters tearing into human flesh.

Meals are the privilege of the living.

A black and white panel from chapter 53 of Dungeon Meshi, showing Kabru staring in the distance with an expression of growing horror, against a mental backdrop of countless lifeless bodies stretching out into darkness, and a river of blood. The onomatopoeia for 'shiver' is written over him.

Tags
1 year ago

"Bucktommy have no romantic chemistry" they've been together for TWO, 2, dos,โœŒ๏ธ, due episodes can you guys chill y'all are so annoying at this point


Tags
1 year ago

Rewatching pretty little liar and damn this shit was wild for not putting Ezra in jail ๐Ÿ’€


Tags
Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags