Bsd Nikolai - Blog Posts

The Two-faced Secretary.

happy birthday nikolai!! i don’t really like this drawing, but oh well.

silly

ranting

i honestly don’t understand the people in this fandom who don’t include chuuya or nikolai among smartest character lists. chuuya doing fucking physics in his head at 15 and is clearly one of the only executives who has actually been doing things in the recent arcs and nikolai despite acting silly, does most likely have a 30 step plan somewhere in his head if things go wrong. louisa as well, she’s the guild’s strategist and can make weeks worth of planning by just sitting alone in a room. if anyone wants to add any, they can, these were just me adding some overlooked characters to the smart character list. thank you for reading this! （╹◡╹）♡

that feeling when you get a little too bored in science class. i was going to save this for his birthday but oh well

he’s the main character and you have to like him/ref

a random sticky note doodle of nikolai i found on the inside of my spanish binder

tw for poorly drawn gun

no idea why this was here lol

i’m trying to decide what nikolai’s favorite will wood song would be

SPIRAL CONTACTS NIKOLAI SPIRAL CONTACTS NIKOLAI SPIRAL CONTACTS NIKOLAI

i know i do his colors a little weird. shut up.

hmmmmm,

you said you kin aku, do you have any other kins? :3

i have an insane amount of anxiety and delusions, so probably sigma, poe, atsushi, mushitarou, and nikolai. :3 i have problems.

merry christmas

TW: GORE, CANNIBALISM

this took me 5 hours 😭

cowboy nikolai wip. it kinda sucks.

i’ll finish it later, i promise. don’t come for my family 😭

quick rant

i hate in whenever people say ‘fyodor has a god complex!1!1!1’ NO he has a savior complex. he wants to save humanity from sin (ability users). he does see humanity like a god would, but he doesn’t actively think he’s a god. i also hate in when people say he truly cares about nikolai or sigma. he doesn’t. he’s a low empathy being that isn’t above manipulating others for his cause. but he still does have feelings (for example when things don’t go his way he kicks things and he gets actively angry when people say dazai is smarter than him) i don’t agree with the twinkification of fyodor if you’re actively mischaracterizing him, but if you’re making him a little nicer for a fic (if you do understand his character) I don’t mind. thank you for coming to my ted talk, please tell me if i got anything wrong.

Fyolai! Or rather a more one-sided version

I think that's my first time drawing Fyodor.

And a sketch where fyodor looks very annoyed at the camera

I originally wanted him to write something, which gave me an idea

:What if Fyodor was actually left-handed but made himself use his right hand because being left-handed was seen as a bad and a devilish(?) thing

Idk, I have nothing to base this on

but I'm pretty sure that people used to teach their kids to write with their right hand even if they were left-handed

I also don't know how true that is, but I know that my grandma did that with my dad

Dazai is like Fyodor and Nikolai ship child if you think about it.

Fyodor with his psychological torture and Nikolai with his physical one and there just Dazai having both.

- Fyodor and Dazai share the same mind

- Nikolai and Dazai both being 'creative' when it comes to physical torture.

Not to mention their clown mask too-

The way all Nikolai talks about is freedom but his actions are completely opposite.

He kills to prove that he does not feel guilt, that he is free from emotions, that he does not get trapped or get tied down to it. But he does feel it, hence why he keeps acting against it. Creating an endless cycle of torture, his own endless cycle of torture.

rip nikolai gogol you would have loved skibidi toilet

my 4 personalities

Imagine making out with your boyfriend and then realising he's dead. So hot.

Целуешься ты со своим парнем, и тут ты вспоминаешь: "он мертв". Как горячо.

Originally I didn't plan on drawing Nikolai, but... He makes the whole drawing cuter ><

Изначально я не планировала добавлять сюда Николая, но... С ним эта работа милее, как по мне><

Quick question, how do you guys think Nikolai dresses, in like a no powers, normal lifes au (my college au). I have a vision for what styles each of them would go for but Nikolai! I can't think of anything for him (other than the adidas sweatpants™ of course)!

Sigma the #1 fifth wheel 🏆🥳. Nikolai framed this and hung this up on their (Sigma's) kitchen wall later.

Note to self: DO NOT get into Chuuya's car after he's had a heated argument with Dazai! No matter how cold it is outside!

- Sigma

College au shenanigans, winter edition:

Fyodor's anemic ass freezes to death so he wears a bunch of layers

Dazai hates the winter because seasonal depression gets him every time. He also despises the cold and freezes easily so a bunch of layers and the scarf that Chuuya almost strangels him with every morning it is.

Chuuya (Dazai's personal heater) doesn't get cold easily but he still overdress because he's a fashion icon ✨️.

Nikolai doesn't fear the cold, the cold fears him! He walks around in a t-shirt like a psychopath but still carries his jacket around in case Dos - kun needs it.

Sigma can't stand the summer heat so the winter is like a blessing to him. He dresses cozily and is in a seemingly better mood untill he sees Nikolai emerging outside in his t-shirt.

The colleges AU saga continues! 👏 No like seriously, this is a direct continuation of the previous post (nevermind the fact that I drew this one first). Anyways they had gathered in Sigma's apartment to study for a group project but ended up playing board games and nerly burning the apartment down (Sigma has officially banned them of playing board games in his apartment now), hair braiding while some of them, *cough *cough fyolai *cough, passionately making out in the corner. It wasn't all that bad untill Fyodor pulled out a bottle of vodka, seemingly out of thin air, and oh well, the rest is history!

Since you guys seemed to like the incorrect quote thing and my college AU a lot, I decided to combine the two this time. Here's the funniest stuff i gathered.

Let me introduce you to my College AU 👏 I randomly tought of this some time after watching the events in Merasault. Just wanted to take the sillies and put them into a situation where they didn't need to kill each other. Now they do this instead of studying for their exams.

PS: pls click on image for high res because it keeps looking blurry and I have no idea how to fix it, if you do pls let me know.

Sigma, Mushitaro, and Ango

sorry another bald tshirt post that came to me last night

It’s funny how the characters idealize each other was reversed in real life like Fyodor was inspired by Nikolai and Akutagawa inspired Dazai and so many more.

If Nikolai killed fyodor and fyodor became him it would be is ultimate freedom he would be free from his body and emotions as fyodor would takeover and peal off his skin removing Nikolai’s “overcoat”

Foldingfacets’s Bus to Nowhere

Well, I did start a blog here once before, but it didn't last even a couple of months before it was deleted for god knows what reason

let’s just remember some of my stuff here and move on as if nothing happened sigh

(reblogs of this post would be really appreciated 👁️)