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never in my life I was so disgusted... I saw blood, I saw naked women, I saw a lot of things.
This scrawl (which is not a real photo) is making me want to see my best friend again Even more up there....
short bitch why...
BOO (Dazai jump scare)
*slaps him*
who's your type?
Well
Angry bitches
orange hair
blue eyes
stupid.
Obviously, Ed Sheeran!
what's wrong with it..
I just cut open three of my fingers at the same time while cutting cookie dough... ._.
oh…Jesus….dont be a dazai
Ask questions here!
Chuuya's birthday Q&A of 2025
Event information
So, to Celebrate Chuuya's birthday which is 3 days away...
Chuuya and Dazai would do a Q&A!
Feel free to send questions!
Deadline: 04/29/2025, 10:00pm!
Any questions after the deadline will be saved for a random Q&A- BUT NOT DELETED!
Event post link for those that missed it
Chuuya's birthday Q&A of 2025
I did a thing...
A Creator's Obsession
This is a fanfic and RP blog ran by: @croiw also known as @poe-tat
Therefore, this blog is entirely a work of fiction.
A Creator's Obsession is a light novel type project I'm giving myself. It's a series of multiple parts where each part is broken up into chapters.
Fanfic/RP information
Fanfic title: A Creator's obsession
Description: a very slow burn love story where an artist and a writer falls in love.
Ship: SKK
Disclaimer
This is a page of MY creativity (except for the pfp and banner-)
I will post all of these on AO3 when I feel like it. DON'T DO THAT FOR ME!
For reactions and answers it will be according to the spot in the timeline and may be slightly off character to the cannon versions
Rules
Asks be related to the fic, BSD, or the RP events (Where SKK does a Q&A or interview)
Submissions are allowed! Just no NSFW and have to be related to the fic or RP events
Asks for the mod goes to @poe-tat or @croiw NOT HERE! Unless it's about the fic
Table of Contents (will update as story progresses)
Part 1: the beginning (Characters 1-10)
Chapter 1:
Chapter 3:
Chapter 2:
Chapter 4:
Chapter 5:
Chapter 6:
Chapter 7:
Chapter 8:
Chapter 9:
Chapter 10:
Part 2: ???(Chapters 10 -??)
Part 3: ???(Chapters ??-??)
Part 4: ???(Chapters ??-??)
Part 5: ???(Chapters ??-??)
Part 6: ???(Chapters ??-??)
Part 7: ???(Chapters ??-??)
Part 8: ???(Chapters ??-??)
Part 9: ???(Chapters ??-??)
Part 10: ???(Chapters ??-??)
Events
Q&A!- Chuuya's birthday, Dazai's birthday, Every Halloween, Every Christmas, and New Year's (ask more personal questions)
Interview- The start of the year, middle of the year, and end of the year (ask more professional questions)
Anniversary- Mod does art for this AU or SKK react to fanart submitted by you guys.
Holidays- Art by the mod gets posted
Update schedule
Honestly every weekend or when I'm free
Color codes [if there's more than one person]
Crow(Mod)
Dazai
Chuuya
Extras:
IT WAS 4 AM WHEN I WAS READING THIS AND IMAGINING THIS DUDE SITTING ON HIS DESK AND WRITING THIS WITH A SAD FACE ALMOST MADE ME CRY AAHH I LOVE HIM SM 😭😭‼️‼️🫶🫶
Edit: DON'T read the tags, i look like im mentally ill.
#016
Dear Diary,
At the moment, Hirotsu @fallingcamelliapetals is not at home, and unfortunately, I have far too much time to think. I've also regrettably turned to the bottle again and am becoming sentimental... how I hate that...
Damn it... everything I've been pushing down is rising up like poison.
Natsume is to blame for everything. He thought it would be a good idea to introduce us. I still remember our first encounter very well. You were so cold... just like always... For some reason, I tried to elicit some emotion from you, but I always failed. And although I generally don't allow myself to feel, I realized after a while that I had been lying to myself. Yes, I had started to develop feelings for you. But by the time I realized that, it was already too late, and you were well on your way to opening your detective agency, while my role as the leader of the Mafia was already sealed.
I really tried to hate you, but in the end, I could never quite succeed, and how I hate seeing you happy, even though I've always wanted nothing but the best for you. But I suppose it was always the realization that I would never be able to have you. Unreachable...
And now I sit here. I finally have the love of my life, and yet... fear of loss is once again consuming me. Allowing myself to feel always makes me insane. As beautiful as it is to close my eyes and slowly be drawn from the grips of love into the sea of emotions, the fear of losing it all is just as terrible... to slowly and surely perish like a fish out of water. Especially after I've learned and discovered things about myself that I didn't even know before... wants and needs I was previously unaware of.
One would think I’m a grown, old man... but in the end, I’m just a love-starved boy, full of fears of being alone...
