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System challenge (impossible edition): don't switch out for the entirety of a horror movie

Alright which one of you guys were gonna tell us how awkward being frontstuck with others is??? It's literally like

🐰 🤺:so how was your day?

🔫 🧢 : we had the same day as you. We did literally nothing what are you talking about?

🐰 🤺: right...

🔫 🧢: ...

🐰 🤺: ...

🔫 🧢: ...it was alright

You aren't Andre weirdo. Andre would hate endo system freaks 🫀.

andre would not and does not give a fuck what someone identifies as, that has no impact on my life whatsoever.

also yk im not endo, right? im the host of a traumagenic system? if ur hating on endos, i assume ur fine with traumagenics, and i have a DID diagnosis. im a fictive of andre from zero day, and im very source connected, as most of our introjects are. so yea, i am andre.

i dont hate “endo system freaks” any more than i hate everyone else. bigots like you get ranked a little higher though. asshole.

gonna get a bit syscourse-y here, but... recently noticed kind of a weird hypocrisy in anti-endo arguments and wanted to point it out to see if others agree

for extra context, i have DID and im pro-endo id say?? my mindset is basically just "i dont get it personally, but live ur life dude(s), its not my business and im not gonna tell u what u are / arent" because like. i find it super hard to believe that DID and OSDD-1 are the ONLY possible causes for systems LOL... also i will be using the terms endo / endogenic as umbrella terms for all plurality outside of DID / OSDD-1 throughout this post

ANYWAYS THOUGHH... most harshly anti-endo spaces (or at least those that are pro-recovery) really emphasise that DID and OSDD-1 are more than just "alter disorders", which i absolutely agree with! DID and OSDD-1 are both complex dissociative disorders that include identity alteration (alters) as a SYMPTOM, but the disorders both fundamentally involve dissociation and impairment in daily life to some extent

BUT... then they are also so quick to say that endos MUST have DID / OSDD-1 if they have alters... but what about all the other symptoms? most endos i have met do not experience dissociation or other DID / OSDD-1 symptoms. claiming someone MUST have DID / OSDD-1 because they have alters would kind of be reducing the disorders down to just "alter disorders", right?

plus, it seems to be entirely ignoring the fact that you can have a symptom of a disorder without having the disorder / being disordered... lets use ADHD as an example here since its the first thing to come to mind LOL, someone can have a short attention span or be distracted easily without inherently having ADHD. it would depend on the presence of other symptoms as well as degree of life impairment. this logic also applies to any other disorder ever... so why dont we apply the same logic to DID / OSDD-1?

most endos i see dont claim DID / OSDD-1, and the ones that do are generally mixed origins. if we apply the logic that symptom ≠ disorder and that DID / OSDD-1 are more than just "alter disorders", why would someone not be able to have alters without a dissociative disorder?

IDK i hope this makes sense. feel free to reblog with any comments or anything i want to see others opinionz

i did a silly doodle of me and spins :) i love them so much augh!! /fam (<- yep, they're my sibling now >:) the scug instincts were stronger than me /silly)

Sory for just randomly venting I just have to get this off my chest.

I look for DID and traumagenic content for the relatability, and I just see rampent anti endo/willogenic/mixed origin systems etc.

I just hate how rampent this is. Maybe I've just been in an echo chamber for a while, but the plurality tags are so much more accepting and just better imo.

Thanks for listening to my ted talk.

We have one, no they don't change often. Host to us (or at least just to me) is someone who's just stuck here in front. Just just there making all the decisions and stuff

question 117: do you have a host? does the host change often? what does "host" mean to your system?

..... What's the difference between negative experiences and trauma?? Like aren't they both bad. Sorry I'm lowkey dumb and like holy shit GRAHHHH NOOOO I THINK I MAY BE SOMEONE NEW. So off topic, anyways yeah

What if I drew random characters, post them. And if a fragment/alter or just a random person likes it they can use them....... Ideas ideas.. Ideas...

I remember in middle school, I asked my teacher if I can get Nimona, and she said yeah and pointed to the closet. And then the kids started laughing like "did she just ask if you can get pneumonia? Of course you can hehehe", so I had to look at my teacher dead in the face and ask " can I get the book Nimona " and then she just looked at me like 'child I just said yes-'. Anyways, the moral of the story is I hate kids in school.

Me tweaking when I see double and I'm fine with doubles but they aren't so now I'm lowkey feeling guilty and upset because this is literally me, I have been this person since I can remember, I am this person in every way and now I can't express it or exist... And then I have the urge to flaunt it around. This my toxic trait... Had to tell someone to block me cause said character is, is me. Is me. Source wise, spiritual, psychologically it's been me ever since I was like 11-12 anyways, good time zones

Uh... I think this subject to is touchy for some people? So. Uh. Tw/CW dormancy

No glue no Borax on how to go dormant with a system that isn't active, the host is the only one actively active and able to front. I think I just formed? Pretty quickly not sure idk if I'm just an emotion to hold said emotion, but this shit hurts and idk what else to do. My therapist is out and it's stupid to talk to her about it because there's nothing she can do about our problem.

-Veil [it/rot] †

I am here to be silly. I am here to. I don't know. I can't tell who I am which is stupid and stupid. I keep thinking it's an unidentified kinshift, and if it is, it's lute from hazbin hotel and I don't really have a connection to her really???? The other option is that I'm korvis.

Wth is a trans system??? I am not thinking that it's a system who are all trans, cause it's something dealing with radendo wth is a radendo WHERE ARE THESE TERMS COMING FROM I'M CRYING. I have seen TransDID before which.... It like, doesn't make too much sense to me cause like- what how does... Are people trying to say they are a created system? Accepted their plurality? Why is trans in front of it. I'm so confused what, it just doesn't make, sense?

yoo sick sys name!! :3 your name is cool too, hii :3 what flavor of ice cream did you get btw? i always prefer chocolate. i cant finish anything else, or they're too sweet 💔

Hello and thank you! I gotta update my name it's out of date (not the sys one though). I had vanilla ice cream! We got like the.. Big thing of ice cream from family dollar, our options are limited cause mom is allergic to high fructose corn syrup, and wheat/gluten

Tumblr what the fuck, why are you showing me anti endo posts 😭, I okay. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE TUMBLR, please pro/neutrals interact, and people who dislike the notion of syscourse

I'm tired but I want to draw, idk what to draw, I'm gonna flop over and DIEE

I love them so much I love them so much they are my husbands. They are MY HUSBANDS. They're both stinky, I love my stinky men, they're stinky and GAY

Charles smells like ||alcohol||, oil, soot, debris

Murro smells like the Wilderness, however tf a boar smells like and his body odor

I smell like rain. It's a match made in heaven this is amazing

The new Hunter in IDV dropped and I'm lowkey scared. Hullabaloo all over again-. She literally has Clerk built into her, game keeper, hermit, feaster [these are all just my opinion and at face value]. SHE CAN JUST FUCKING REMOVE WALLS?!?! ARE YOU okay. Time to pick up Gardner again... Time to learn Professor.... Time to get back into Wildling....time to learn magician.....Idv you're killing me!!!

STOP NERFING MECHANIC!! I'm gonna sob, Tracy

Crying in having multiple sources I MISSSSS MY LOVERRRS COMBUSTS

They're all so FUCKING STUPID/POS

Please I'm gonna be posting my ass off. These aren't to be "professional" looking I was just doodling for fun I love doodling got fun... Stupid creatures/aff

Heh... I did a silly :3

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Even as someone who is pro-endogenic, I think it is important to say that the research done on DID, OSDD, and other trauma-based dissociative conditions is still valuable and important, even if you’re not a traumagenic system.

I’m not saying you need to be an expert or spend several hours reading so many books and peer-reviewed papers that you might as well have a PhD. I’m saying that having a basic grasp of concepts like C-PTSD, structural dissociation, and the core clinical models of trauma-based plurality will help you become a better ally to traumagenic systems, mixed-origin systems (like me), and traumatized endogenic systems.

I’ve noticed that some endogenic spaces have a tendency to either dismiss research on traumagenic systems as irrelevant or criticize it for not including endogenic experiences. But here’s the thing… that doesn’t mean the existing research is wrong. It’s just focused on a different population of people whose system formed because of trauma.

Research doesn’t extensively talk about endogenic or mixed-origin systems because those aren’t typically studied in a clinical (i.e., pathological) context. That doesn’t make our experiences less valid. It just means we exist outside the current research. And that’s okay. But it is still good to understand where traumagenic systems are coming from because not all of us are without trauma, and we need you as an ally. Especially if we want mutual respect and solidarity within plural spaces.

I think about this a lot because if endogenic spaces were a lot more like this a few years ago, I would’ve gotten support and found community a lot sooner. It has gotten a lot better since the last time I’ve been in plural spaces, but there is still more room to grow.

Ough wait a second....you're..."photogenic"? You need trauma to be a system, dumbass.

Can we stop saying people with covert DID/OSDD or other covert forms of plurality are privileged? Maybe I’m missing something, but I don’t understand how suffering in a way that goes unnoticed is more privileged than suffering in a way that’s noticed.

Both have their ups and downs person-to-person. So what makes one more privileged than the other?

this popped into my head out of nowhere so i had to create it as an image …… mitosis

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We always get reduced to our source except with our partner... Even our friends do it and it's really upsetting...

Sy doesn't like talking because he's reduced to his source but he's nothing line his source... Steve too... Billy was scared Dustin (our friend's) would hate him because their fictive are *very* sourcependent...

-c

Fictives and fictionkind deserve to be treated like normal people.

Fictives and fictionkind deserve understanding.

Fictives and fictionkind deserve to not just be reduced to their source if they don't want to.

Fictives and fictionkind deserve to have their feelings taken seriously.

Okay start this with a song I suppose, shall we-

We're The Wild West System.

Please be patient with us. We kind of discovered we're a system mid 2024 shortly before meeting our partner sys. We're mostly made up of fictives. (If you want to know sources or the difference. Ask and they may tell you!)

Collective name: Eddie

System nicknames: West/Crow

Collective Pronouns: He/They

Collective Orient: Bi

Body Age: 21

Disorders: ADHD, PTSD

Suspected Disorders: OCD...

Hobbies: reading, writing, painting

Hyperfixes: ALWAYS changing

Body/Hosts: Writer, M and Crowly, BJ, Shawn Spencer

Co-Hosts: Peter Parker, Steve Harrington, Wade Wilson, Tony Stark,

We'll post using our SP sign offs and try to tag who posted if not uh... Good luck out there with our posts!

We don't know terms really yet so all your hoodoo voodoo terms makes us

system role the sleeper. guy that sleeps. creature that honk shoo honk shoo