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Random vent

Life feels so meaningless right now, I'm bored with life, nobody is here to hold me like I want and I have ZERO friends. Sometimes I truly want to 💀 just because of how boring and meaningless llife feels, my birthday is literally tmrw and yet I feel like it'll just be another boring ssad day laying down being misrable, wishing and hoping life will change for the better rather than think about the negative parts of life, the people I've lost, the bullying I used to face, the place I currently live ect.

I just want this BS to end, maybe it's the pre-birthday blues?

Yayyy

(Sorry in advance)

Okokok soooo let's start with who I AM before I start getting looks... don't kill me.

I am a middle schooler in my sk8 dr (yes you can already tell where this is going).

When I first watched sk8 I was around his age so please do NOT come after me...

The whole schmitt is that I meet Miya by bumping into him at some point when I first move in (I am exploring tho bc I actually live near Reki...) but think nothing of it.

And then we meet at school.

For some reason or another, it starts as a one-sided rivalry (from Miya... idk what nonsense he's spouting at me I love him sm but his rpg vocabulary throws me off every time/pos) and eventually we're 4lifers! (and whatnot)

But this wasn't really supposed to be about platonic friendships, right?

Well im not sure how to say this, but this whole thing is a slowburn for years 'till the middle of Highschool... I don't know if the guy will ever be into me and that's for me to find out... (I mean sure I still plan to be together but I guess I like making myself wait💔)

AND THATS THAT PART.

(This next part is just pure nonsense, you don't have to listen me)

Overall, even before and past the initial trial and error of getting the poor guy to open up along with Reki and Langa, I deeply adore, admire, and respect Miya. And I plan on opening his mind and for both of us to learn and grow with each other 'cause yeesh are skateboarders hectic/pos

(We are so playing roblox together and trust I'm gonna mop the floor with him💫/j)

Oh also he doesn't (as well as some of the others) know that I even go to S at first because crazy Sailor-Moon-type-shi goes in the works and I'm unrecognizable until I take off my dorky ahh mask that doesn't even cover the bottom half of my face. (Idk what fashion sense you expect out of a middle schooler that has a whole fit that looks like they made to match some light up sketchers with..)

AND THATS MY YAP‼️😋

Thank you for coming to my TEDTalk if you made it this far I appreciate you and even if you didn't take care🪄💫♡

NEBULA'S REASONS TO SHIFT ; #3

✧ My love interests/s/o in my DRs! I adore them dearly

I feel just like this place needs some stupid photo of my plush

Here is the obligatory pinned reference I will probably be changing from time to time :3

Please refer to me as Enigma or Lumen! I go by They/she pronouns and currently identify as Arospec

This account will be posting:

Character designs

Fanart for a multitude of fandoms

Possibly commissions, once I figure that out

Doodles and shitposts

Responses to questions

Personal headcanons for my comfort characters

Ramblings and writing

What I won’t be posting/allowing on my page:

NSFW art

Homophobia

Transphobia

Racism

Self harm

This account is mainly just for fun, but also as a way to see how my art improves and get good feedback! Baby Ramsey be upon ye fellas

Decided I would post a ref of my persona/admin representation of this account!!

I’m trying to stray away from the whole “ask the characters” thing I originally tried to do and failed at too…

sorry for not posting too much recently, only reblogging a thing or two :/ i just don't really know what to post. again, still hyperfixated on my JJBA selfships though. but i'm bad at wording my sentences... and i'm a bit shy to randomly post about them oughhh 😭😭

also, i have not been feeling too confident on posting, as i don't think people care too much... i don't know, i'm sorry. eek 💔 also also, university began, so even if i wanted, i don't know if i would have time to post even. i think i do though. i'm just too shy i think.

i think i just need to talk and distract myself. but again i think i'm too shy to strike up a conversation.

I fear I'm not meant for adult life.

I want to collect my trinkets, invest in cosy blankets, drink lots of coffee and read lots of books. Is that too much to ask?

In other news, I had to deal with taxes today. That may or may not be related.

do you ever get so disgusted by something...

...but you can’t stop looking at it?

...yeah.

I’m not sure if I’m tired or what but I just tried to log into my tumblr by typing “Tumblr.com” into where you put your email and I--

Me every time there’s new #dadbastian content:

(Kuro)sh*t post warning

I was thinking about how demons like Sebastian are different from humans, and then I wondered, like... If demons have to eat souls and not real food and can live many, many years... What else is different about them?

Annnnnd of course, my brain went to the most embarrassing thought possible.

Demon bladders. Yes, I know. I already asked my brain ‘wtf’ so you don’t have to do it. I’ve done it for you already.

What if demons can hold their bladders for like, YEARS, like, thousands of years? And what if Sebastian was one of those demons that did hold it for thousands of years?

I can just imagine there would just be like, a limit. One day too many out of a thousand years. And that one day, where he can hardly stand it and is at the point of just... losing it all. 😂

Ciel insists he stays by his side and helps him with his paperwork.  💀

“If I could not stay by my young master’s side and help him with his paperwork despite having to use the loo extremely bad, w-what kind of butler would I be?” 

💀 Poor Sebastian! 😂

livin the life🤙🏻