Curate, connect, and discover
Me *starting The Brothers Karamazov at 1 am: Fuck it! We ball
Anyway, since everyone in this cast is traumatised, no matter who you kin, you need help 😍
To be serious, just remember that you're loved and waited for somewhere in the world. And it may be me <33333
I'M WHEEZING MY FRIEND HAD DIFFICULTIES TO SAY “FYODOR DOSTOYESKY” SO SHE SAID “Y'KNOW, SHIT, I'M GONNA CALL HIM HAKIM ZOLESKI”
My science teacher told me "Rats are known to kill each other if necessary. They are not afraid of killing people, there are no friends, it's just the law of the strongest." And I thought of Fyodor.
⚠️ BSD SPOILERS: Chap 145 (?)⚠️
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Are you my iron ??
Cause I definitely need you.
(anemic rizz)
- Fyodor probably
I've been thinking about something… Y'know, I'm anemic (just like Fyodor) and in this mouth i'm forced to take medicine for my lack of iron in my blood. So I wonder if Fyodor does the same ? Does he even think about it? Or does Nikolai eat them up and Fyodor can't find them ?… So many questions…
He's alive, I'm Asagiri
Pov my brain one day after the new chapter has come out
these two are the only two people that are keeping me sane
bonus dazai bullshittery
Event work by @bbbbblacrooms in telegram
My level 928 "Almond Waterfall"
This is a special waterfall that has pure almond water that you can drink and also scoop up and go outside the level, getting to this level is also surprisingly easy and this level is considered the #1 place to refill your almond water, there is also a village around the waterfall and the M.E.G. and P.E.A. security forces guard the waterfall to make sure no one breaks into the safe haven, the village has shops with food, sleeping bags, supplies, backpacks, clothes, flashlights and batteries and many other items and supplies that can be useful in adventures.
A small and quick sketch 🍁
beautiful Russian man🛐
hey sorry your boyfriend said that russian classics are about that life is bleak. yeah he meant dostoyevsky and tolstoy. no, he didn't look beyond any of the lowest lows of the stories. he didn't even see the overarching themes of beauty and hope and connection. frankly we have all been laughing about him and we're gonna beat him up now. sorry
When I said that I want to be a main character in a book I didn't mean a Russian novel.
Fyodor who mocks Soukoku's link and thinks he can steal Chuuya from Dazai..~❤️
he can always try ~(he won't succeed...)
ps: sorry my poor Sigma...😢
Here me out
The fact that part of a person's like will or feelings if its super strong will stay with fyodor when he takes over gave me a thought
What if fyodors original goal was never rid the whole world of abilities? What if it was just to get rid of his own ability? Like if when his ability activated for the first time after being killed because of someone trying to rob him or something in ye olden days, he hated his own ability. Like it happened, he didnt know what happened, and he went back to his house, and his family just looked at him terrified. Fyodor was still fyodor, but not quite the fyodor they knew. What if originally he saw and knew how precious abilities were to others, and thought that his was the only one was the one that had to be destroyed, because it defied the very nature of life and ruined meaning for trying so hard to live well? He tried his hardest to let himself just die normally, but no matter what, he was murdered, often times in revenge. As time went on, he kept getting killed by corrupt or insane people, their intense hatred of the world around them, no doubt some had an intense hatred for abilities too, and that stuck with fyodor. Every time it got stronger, to the point where it warped his own wishes and perception of life. That's when it went from his ability to all abilities.
Based on this post by @iwanttohugsigma because above everything, I'm a shitposter
Fyodor took the body of his crush!!
He thought "If I can't have him, I'll become him and end him"
Also wtf was that chapter, I can't process anything.
(Asagiri! If Bram Bram dies or smtg, I am going to kms)
I love how BSD went from a story about a detective agency fighting against crimes by the help of their supernatural abilities, helping an abandoned orphan who finds a new reason to live
To-----Fyodor might be JESUS not even kidding
I was always really interested in literature since I was a kid. And one of the first things I tried to read was Crime and Punishment, but I got bored of it and gave it up after thirty pages. I didn't like it at all (same with a lot of books similar to that). I can't explain it but I just don't like a lot of classics, they may be well written but I don't vibe with them you know. I have decided to pick up Dostoevsky again and when my dad asked what to get me for my birthday, I told him to give me a hardcover of Crime and Punishment.
And now he thinks I am starting to like Classics, particularly Dostoevsky and he is really hyped about it.
How do I tell my dad that I am reading Dostoevsky's books to understand the backstory, ability and make predictions about an anemic rat from Bungou stray dogs.
(I am gonna read Crime and Punishment while listening to "Bernadette" by IAMX on the loop. The Fyolai nation weeps)
Headcanon (spoilers S5!!!): The reason we don't see Dazai being suicidal (I don't remember a single suicide joke in S5) anymore is because during his time in prison he had therapy sessions with Fyodor and started to change for better. That is why he says to Fyodor "You can't kill me" because he doesn't want to die anymore. It's Dazai showing his appreciation for the therapy sessions by killing Fyodor. What a wonderful friendship.
another one made with an albanenechi base, it'd be more accurate to call these practice drawings
i decided not to shade this one because i liked the flat colors and this was more just for fun than anything
noo chuuya don't listen to him! he's going to verbally abuse and manipulate you!
more rambles below the cut
low quality closeups of the two losers
so pretty much this is for the same au as that sigchuu art i just posted :) its very dark and full of abuse actually.
fyodor's new hobby is kidnapping random kids from the slums and forcing them to be russian /hj
i might make a reference sheet for little chuuya in this au and explain all the clothes choices? or at least just a doodle idk
i also was listening to the adhd cut of EATEOT while drawing this, if that explains what mood i was in
tried to challenge myself with weird ahh face perspective + hands and unfortunately fyodor had to suffer because of it (og under cut)
CHAT HEAR ME OUT
imagine a fyolai art: fyodor behind nikolai (to make it easier let's imagine kolya sitting and fedya standing behind him). Fyodor is holding Nikolai's eyepatch thing (? I forgot what its called) which is broken in half, while Nikolai holds Fyodor's arms
what tf does this mean, you may ask. well!
(ch 121 spoilers) we saw fyodor tear the page, but there is a popular theory that it wasn't actually the book page, so we can say that the act was a farce. when we see fyodor doing the same here, its showing how nikolai's attempt at freedom (by killing fyodor back in Meursalt) was nothing but a farce (planned out by fyodor).
now, why would Nikolai be holding Fyodor's arms, you may ask. well, I imagine kolya holding them in the way a prisoner holds the bars to their cage. this is pretty self explanatory with reference to the fyolai dynamic
so I imagine fyodor serving face and Nikolai looking... Well. Uneasy. His eyepatch, which he used as an on switch for his fake persona, is broken; so showing himself in his entirety would be odd to him naturally.
someone draw this I'm actually going crazy rn. I was gonna but I gotta sleep and ain't no way I'll have motivation in the morning (also soz for the irregular punctuation I'm like half asleep i think)
if there is a dazai fanclub in the bsd universe, fyodor is its leader without a DOUBT