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Leon and Ghidorah, married for 20 years, have a shit load of kids and they still act like teens :)

Hello, everyone!

I have made a new account because I wasn't able to remember my information to put in to log back in to my old account, and just so everyone knows this was my old account

If you have any questions, or ideas for art I should do, I'd be grateful if you'd ask on this new account, because I am no longer able to check my old one, I'll be posting the same things I used to, also most of it will be Leon, like how it was with my old one. I'll also post other things, like upcoming projects

(3 days of work later) They arrive...

This is my beautiful baby of a titan oc for the Monsterverse/ Godzillaverse. they are some kind of water titan inspired by orcas, axolotls, tropical fish, and (randomly) wolves

they currently have no name

"NOBODY IS PERFECT !"

Me:

Doodlessssss

I got kinda carried away in some of them hgfjdhfidsjk

Kong and Suko at Walmart

Catching a late night screening of these dudes tomorrow. Love grumpy ol' legendary goji being forced to work together, so I should enjoy it hehe

GUYS IS DIS GOOD😭😭😭 IDK I TRILD MY BEST😭😭😭😭 I DRAW CHBI MOTHRA

dam he's gonna beat his ass rn

he not built for this

original

:3cc Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love❤

(Picture me headbonking you like a cat)

Why would you do this to me with my 108 fics and more wips in docs not yet posted (some of which would make this list)

I am terrible at picking rankings help

Uhhhh

When I Wake From This Dream With Chains All Around Me (Hollow Knight) where my HK writing got kicked off. Longfic.

It’s Burned In My Mind and all of its associated works (Hollow Knight) absolute fever dream, wrote in a splurge of dissociation, wild time and probably my favorite fic I’ve written. Multichap.

The If We Could Just Be What We Wanted verse (Transformers Prime with a dose of a bunch of other continuities) particularly the first one (which needs edits but in terms of tone and characters and me managing plots genuinely holds up really well to the last few years), Damned If I Do (oneshot), and poor Chaotic Unity (longfic), who I had so many seeds of foreshadowing put into the first fic for and then it got read by like five percent of the original’s readers XD

control’s graveyard (Monsterverse Godzilla. Yep.) entirely self indulgent fun times, power dynamics central, character studies on everyone, I poured into worldbuilding and backstories and I think I managed to do show don’t tell with them better here than I manage elsewhere. Someone said that I managed to keep the main character “alien and genuinely despicable” while somehow keeping them sympathetic, and that praise is put on my mental fridge forever. I reread this fic more than I do any of my other ones. Genuinely my favoritism for it is showing hard. Multichap.

Immolation (MTMTE/Lost Light) Haven’t read this one in a year so grammar wise I’m sure it’s a wreck, but my 3am brain went off on this one and its stream of consciousness style. Oneshot.

Wyrm Off A String (Hollow Knight) based on crack and others’ art, ridiculous premise, somehow the best worldbuilding and foreshadowing of a twist ending I’ve done. Oneshot.

Linger (Hollow Knight) mad niche, another one that began because of crack and shitposts I saw. Loss of self, body horror, psychological horror, non linear dream madness, what’s not for me to love. Multichap in progress

Wallow (Hollow Knight) another incredibly niche one nobody asked for, that is actually going to be turned into a multichap and has a lot of juicy to a self indulgent author tension and shenanigans already written, but I’m waiting until I’ve written most all of it before I start posting the new chapters. Dubbed by my friends as the Mean White Lady Fic. Traitor Lord my beloved. (Oneshot on ao3, multichap to be)

sometimes family is a mad scientist spider, his amoral ex, their build-a-child kit gone right, and the human sidekick (IDW2005 Transformers) oneshots collection. Quite proud of the Verity and Prowl povs. Tarantulas my blorbo.

ex cinere (House of Ashes) for capturing the voice and worldbuilding after I relistened to Randolph’s things a million times. I feel like I managed to keep aliens alien for it (short multichap)

And CarnEVILs? In MY Dirtmouth? (It’s More Likely Than You Think!) (Hollow Knight) halloween oneshot with an Elderbug pov that feels very Elderbug and Dirtmouth vibes as good here as in Chains. Elderbug did not enjoy his obligatory grimm teatime™️.

Hey look this is not five. 108 fics too difficult to narrow down for me

THIS IS SO REAL I LOVE WRITING GHIDORAH AS PURE EVIL OUT OF LOVE FOR THE GAME

theres some au out there where ghidorah got to ren much earlier and at some point ishiro was presented w a drawing similar to this one w ren going “ghidorah doesnt like u very much 😐”

i js got done watching vice principals and boy do these two have san and nis dynamic LMAO

headcanon time!! i hc whenever mechanized titans (mechagodzilla, mechani kong, kiryu, jet jaguar, etc) try to cuss it censors out and sounds glitched because phrases like that were specifically filtered out of their vocabulary 💀 san during his brief time as mechagodzilla HATED getting a taste of censorship

is there any characters u based the 4 mcs off (ren, ichi, ni, and san)

yesyes! theres a lot so let me list them 😭

starting off strong w ren…

the first inspiration behind ren (despite being a competent character in the novelization, he did have a lot of gaps that needed to be filled in) isn’t the real mark zuckerberg— rather jesse eisenberg’s portrayal in ‘the social networking,’ both are condescending geniuses who are socially distant (though in rens case its by choice, in marks choice its not)

additionally, just as mark screwed over eduardo in the movie (and presumably real life) ren was planning on screwing over walter simmons the moment he was no longer useful.

the most important similarity is both thrive on being the smartest person in the room AND being painfully aware of it, silently resenting those who they deem as less intelligent.

that’s where rens similarities with mark end, as he’s not a hideous bigot, mechagodzilla was ren’s idea whereas mark is portrayed as a thief who steals concepts, rens motivations are deeply personal while marks are for people to like him, and lastly, marks social climb is about status, rens is about control and a vendetta.

the second inspiration behind ren is chris manawa from fear the walking dead, both had morally up-right, no-nonsense fathers who tried to do the right thing even if their sons had a different vision of what was right. (ishiro and travis, respectively.)

they both became disillusioned and villainous, drifting away from their father’s ethics by choice.. additionally, they had a similar radicalization— each dealt with the death of their mother in isolation with little to no support.

however, the descent of chris is a common trope in twdu— survival, desensitization, and seeing the new world as a ruleless land where they can do whatever they want, ren’s descent is driven by vengeance, ambition, childhood frustrations, and a god complex.

ren is also more calculated and wouldn’t be foolish enough to meet the fate chris did.

as some of you may know, one of the main inspirations behind ghidorahs voice was smile 2, and a lot of the events in the early chapters of ghidorahs voice mirror smile 2.

for example, both ren and skye suffer hallucinations after a traumatic event— skye after the drug-induced crash, ren after the mechagodzilla electrocution.

the mirror scene where skye hallucinating louis (luis?) in the mirror is a direct parallel to ren hallucinating ishiro in chapter 3.

ghidorah parallels the smile entity, they’re both persistent, supernatural forces that feed on trauma and slowly erodes the mind. however, in ghidorahs case, he doesn’t kill ren, he molds ren into controller x by cutting off all of rens options.

both ren and skye try to navigate public scrutiny while desperately trying to rationalize what they’re seeing— skye as a pop star, ren as an infamous nepo-baby who destroyed an entire city.

ren waking up from a coma and facing legal/ethical battles echoes skye’s return from tragedy.

like skye dismissing morris’ warnings, ren dismisses bernies warnings because he finds bernie annoying and has a deep ‘theres a scientific explantation to EVERYTHING’ value instilled in him.

on a more comedic note, the next one is ryan howard. walter simmons is rens michael scott— a buffoonish, self-important boss ren both tolerates and despises depending on what walter could contribute in rens conquest to kill godzilla.

like ryan, ren is the ‘golden boy’ who is expected to rise fast but they both harbor bitterness and ambition, not caring who they have to step on to reach their goals.

however, ryan’s downfall is due to incompetence and ego— he’s lazy and self-sabotaging, ren is anything but lazy, rens downfall is more about flying too close to the sun, emotional instability and three headed alien forces.

in short, ryan is played for comedy, ren is steeped in tragic horror.

back to the tragic note, one of rens biggest inspirations was junior wheeler from chucky. (anyone who knew me in 2021 knew i was DEVASTATED when he kicked the bucket and was in straight denial for months) junior is manipulated by chucky, ren by ghidorah— though not to the same extent, as ren is intelligent enough to see ghidorah is using him, but an enemy of his enemy is his friend.. however, this doesn’t change how both are essentially possessed by malevolent forces praying on vulnerability.

both characters lashing out and transformations into killers are tied to emotional repression and manipulation.

additionally, from the dialogue to the context, ghidorah finally convincing ren his own humanity is whats holding him back is directly inspired by this scene

back to differences, juniors arc is short-lived and tragic, rens is longer and more strategic, involving tech, politics, and global stakes.

junior died as a teenager and didn’t fully understand what he was doing, while rens frontal lobe is fully developed, and not only does ren embrace what hes doing, he even tries to justify it.

lastly for ren is the salesman from squid game, both are lapdogs to greater powers (the salesman to the frontman, ren to ghidorah.)

they both project confidence and control but are ultimately servants trying to feel special in a system they dont control.

both (at least after ren adopts the persona of x) have a certain aesthetic flair, masking their true insignificance.

as for ichi, his biggest inspiration is..

princess blister from wings of fire! both are the most cunning and manipulative of their respective trios, they act as the ‘brains’ of the operation— always plotting several steps ahead, enjoying mind games and psychological warfare.

ichi and blister have a similar way of disguising their ruthlessness with eloquence, additionally, they both also don’t give the facade much effort— snapping the moment they get called out.

both were turned into dust 💀

both are narcissistic, believing they are the rightful rulers and vastly superior to those around them.

naturally, since ichi is inspired by blister..

ni is inspired by princess burn! ni, like burn, enjoys cruelty for his own sake— not mindless brutality, but calculated, indulgent violence.

both ni and burn are often underestimated as ‘the muscle’ and nothing else, but they show tactical awareness when it benefits them. just like burn using queen scarlet as a shield from glorys venom, ni is the kind of guy who would sacrifice anyone to gain an edge or survive.

the next for ni is nam-gyu from squid game (nam-gyu referring to other players as cockroaches was my direct inspo for ghidorah referring to humans as cockroaches), both are right hand figures— ni to ichi, nam-gyu to thanos, both act loyal but are really in it for their own gain and survival.

they both have a duality of superiority and inferiority complexes— they feel like they’re the most dangerous out of their respective groups, yet simmer with resentment at being second to someone else.

just like how nam-gyu only truly respects thanos, ni only respects ichi— but even then, that respect is overshadowed by envy and loathing.

both revel in mocking those weaker than them, even more so if they sense emotional vulnerability.

for san, as i stated in chapter 20, his main inspiration is..

agatha harkness! san, like agatha, enjoys manipulating the emotions of others (ren and wanda respectively) under the guise of charisma or humor.

both are showboats, loving dramatic reveals, flashy speeches, and being the most memorable individual in the room— even if that means coming off as a nuisance and being hated.

what would happen if pim and charlie from smiling friends were hired to make ren smile again

pim and charlie would only be needed in the days leading up to chapter 17 because after that ren is living his best life.. even at the cost of the rest of the world 💀

The Haneda Airport’s terminal buzzed with the serene sound of announcements and the clatter of luggage wheels every now and again. The cherry blossom air fresheners did little to hide the dead scent of jet fuel and stress.

The lilac, energetic, bright-eyed creature bounced on his heels while waving around a tourist pamphlet covered in cartoon Mount Fujis. “Charlie, Charlie, did you know you can rent a café where you just cry with strangers? Japan’s amazing! They even have toilets that sig to you!” Pim exclaimed, however, Charlie was nowhere nearly as impressed. “Yeah, yeah, great. Don’t forget this country also bayoneted pregnant women in Nanking. Try not to fall in love with the scenery too fast..” Charlie grumbled, “Oof, Charlie, you’re really good at killing in the mood. That was almost one hundred years ago.” Pim muttered, “Yeah, well, trauma’s hereditary. So, buckle up, bud.” Charlie deadpanned as a sleek, black car waited on the curbside. High-rise towers glinted in the sun, though none as cold and isolated as the one they were approaching.

A woman— Mira Yamane stood chic and composed, but clearly desperate outside with a tablet, her hair was pinned back in a way that implied she hadn’t slept in days. “You’re the Smiling Friends, right?” Mira affirmed with a raised brow, “That’s us! You want us to help your husband smile? That’s what we do best!” Pim confirmed with a beam, “We also clean up crime scenes, once.. But yeah, smiling.” Charlie cut in, Mira’s eyebrows straightened up while her lips pursed into a thin line, gaze narrowing if anything. “Just.. Do what you can, Ren hasn’t smiled since he tore a Skullcrawler in two.” Mira urged, Pim and Charlie followed her inside the building where their client, Ren Serizawa sat at a table in the dead center of a brutalist room. Everything was made up of cold steel, concrete, and black curtains. Unusually enough, a flatscreen of Monster Zero tearing through Antarctica.

One odd thing to note about Ren was he wore sunglasses indoors, though the pair quickly learned it was not out of an odd fashion choice, but necessity. A dull, hopeless hum followed him like a storm cloud hanging over his head, he was clad in a designer trench coat, whatever was left of his right eye hidden beneath a matte black eyepatch, cigarette burns staining the table. “You’re the clowns she hired?” Ren alleged, turning to meet their gazes. “We’re more like emotional hitmen, she wants us to shoot you full of serotonin or whatever.” Charlie corrected, Ren stared blankly for a moment. “I’ve been electrocuted, shrapnel drilled into my right eyeball, and sued by the Chinese government.” Ren trailed off, listing it off with his fingers. “Not now.” Ren suddenly added, talking to seemingly himself. “Uh, you good?” Charlie dared to ask, exchanging a glance with Pim. “Peachy. Let’s go, I have a meeting with Shindo.” Ren grumbled, he didn’t seem keen on bringing them along but probably figured he could get a refund since he was in no position to lose money with the pending terrorist charges.

Shindo’s law firm was a shrine dedicated solely to ego, wealth, and influence. The walls were adorned with polished mahogany bookshelves, each shelf meticulously arranged with legal tomes and decorative artifacts meant to impress, a framed photo of Shindo shaking hands with a panicking Prime Minister during the Mass Awakening hung like a self-congratulatory obituary. “I personally oversaw the evacuation of the previous Prime Minister’s twin daughters while Yamata No Orochi chased a cruise ship, people call me a national treasure.” Shindo boosted, “Wow! That’s so heroic!” Pim raved, however, Charlie noticed something over Ren’s shoulder and looked nothing short of disturbed. “You know there’s three dragon heads behind Ren, right? Like, whispering stuff? Does nobody else see that?” Charlie pondered, Shindo froze, a rare moment of silence radiating from the egoist. “What..?” Shindo muttered, Pim looked over Ren’s shoulder, making eye contact with the leftmost head. “They’re like.. Kind of shadowy and floaty. They kind of sound like the drag queen from Powerpuff Girls.” Pim noted, “Yeah, and one of ‘em told me I smell like fear. Kinda rude.” Charlie flatly cut in, Shindo squinted at them, then directed his gaze toward Ren, who managed to look just as clueless as Shindo despite knowing good and well.

Rain streaked across the windshield like falling veins, Pim sat shotgun, pressing his face to the window like a kid in a candy store, Charlie lounged in the back beside Ren. “Charlie, did you know the Tokyo Tower was inspired by the Eiffel Tower?” Pim asked, “Your friend is very educated.” Ren deadpanned, the phrase: ‘They are insects, let us feast.’ slipping out of his tongue in a voice that wasn’t his own, Charlie’s eyes widened— almost comically if it weren’t for the situation. “Okay, what the hell was that? Did.. Did your mouth just talk but like, not you?” Charlie pondered, desperately glancing at Pim for help. “That’s.. Normal for me now.” Ren assured.

Once they arrived at Ren’s residence— a modern Japanese home only nepo-babies like himself could afford, surprisingly— Ren had invited them to crowd around a tablet, Dr. Vivienne Graham was onscreen, running for her life, screaming as Ghidorah chomped her into a blur of viscera and broken bones. “She deserved it, you know? Always clinging to my father just because her father died before she was born. She got the pats on the back, the phone calls, I got a ‘she would understand’ after my own mother died.” Ren ranted, the shadows behind him twitching with glee as if they were capitalizing on his anger. “To this day, I don’t know what she had that I didn’t, whatever my father saw in her— he didn’t see in me. I’m sure you all don’t want to hear about the cliche story of the father who forgot about his son,” Ren trailed off, eyes glued to the video like an elderly woman with AI-generated Facebook memes. “Hey, Charlie, He’s doing that anime villain monologue thing!” Pim pointed out, “Yeah, about any second now he’s gonna yell about ‘a world purified by chaos’ or something like that.” Charlie grumbled, Ren cut them off with an actual bark of a laugh. “Oh god.. You’re.. You’re both morons.” Ren muttered, following shared silence between Pim and Charlie. “Wait.. Did he just?” Pim alleged, glancing at Charlie to ensure whatever was floating over Ren didn’t latch onto them as well. “Mission accomplished, I guess?” Charlie mumbled, “I haven’t in.. I don’t even know how long, not since I tore into Skullcrawler number ten, before Mira started buying sage to exorcise me with.” Ren trailed off, and in that moment, he leaned back, head against the wall with the shadows of three dragon heads accelerated against the wall, eye closed beneath his sunglasses.. A smile— crooked and bitter, but genuine spread across his lips.

CH 33 IS OUT !

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62545903/chapters/164377399

i promise ill get to all my asks soon imma be on roblox recovering from writing and hopefully regaining the muse to write

slight preview for chapter 33 because im making myself upset js writing this </3 everyday im reminded ishiro was fully capable of stepping in for viviennes deceased father meanwhile he has a whole ass son 😭 that hits so close to him i hate when ppl blame ren for ishiros shortcomings.. reminder that this page isn’t ishiro serizawa friendly

what would happen if controller x!ren met the og controller x from final wars

i’d say a match made in hell LMAO! this isnt entirely accurate to the canon controller x since i filled in some gaps w hcs, such as his familial background— i imagine the xiliens were like leafwings from wof w leafspeak, they would pair the stronger xiliens tg to create even stronger offspring.

Canon!Controller X: (Looking around the mothership in puzzlement, last he checked, he had felt the searing burn of his ship’s self destruct, he had died. yet, here he was, stepping into an unfamiliar world.) Did I get stuck in a time loop..?

Controller X!Ren: Whatever are you doing lingering, imbecile? Back to your post.

Canon!Controller X: (Sneers, wondering who the hell this guy thinks he is.) And who do you think you are, giving me orders?

Controller X!Ren: I am Controller X.

Canon!Controller X: (Momentarily silent, though soon bursts into a fit of giggles.) No, no. I am Controller X.

Controller X!Ren: (A flicker of annoyance passed through his expression, but he quickly showed himself to be Controller X in some semblance by displaying his ability to go from zero-to-one-hundred, his gaze darkened as he raised a gloved hand, fingers twitching through the air as if rewinding an invisible tape. A soft beep emitted from his visor as it projected a grainy, holographic image— Canon!Controller X in his final moments, cackling as he triggered the ship’s destruction.) Interesting, I presume you are me from another universe, Apex could’ve achieved this technology in fifty years maximum with my intellect.

Canon!Controller X: What the hell are you talking about? And what the hizzle is an Apex?

Controller X!Ren: (Tilts his head, this time with something resembling intrigue.. How could he not know?) Apex was the company we worked for in our human life, we were the chief technology officer— a scientist, an engineer.. We piloted Gojira’s superior.

Canon!Controller X: (Blinks beneath his own visor, then barking a sharp, incredulous laugh.) Scientist? Engineer? Cattle talk. I was born among the Xiliens, in outer space, you think my name is something cattle tongues could even pronounce?

Controller X!Ren: (In a quiet, measured, almost hesitant voice.) Then tell me, were you ever Ren Serizawa?

Canon!Controller X: (His smug demeanor cracked in the form of his mouth twitching.) Who the fuck is Ren Serizawa?

Controller X!Ren: (Smiles, though not kindly.) I was.. The world didn’t want to understand Ren Serizawa, but King Ghidorah did. He opened my eyes, gave me purpose, helped me realized Ren Serizawa was a joke, hell, a tragedy. Humans want either a perfect victim or a perfect villain, you cannot be anywhere in-between or you will be disgraced— cast away. (His fingers tap against the side of his visor.) So I became X.

Canon!Controller X: (Looks at his counterpart as if he was some grotesque curiosity, cattle— he was once cattle.) You were.. One of them?

Controller X!Ren: For a time. You appear young, late teens, early twenties, perhaps? Tell me— what was your family like?

Canon!Controller X: (Scoffs.) My parents were paired to create a Kaiser amongst the Xiliens, after several failed attempts with my siblings, they finally got it right with me.. And yours?

Controller X!Ren: My father was the director of Monarch, an organization meant to study and protect Titans. My mother was a florist who worked with Monarch for their events— that’s how they met.

Canon!Controller X: (Snorts.) And..?

Controller X!Ren: (Fingers twitch, a faint spark of golden energy stemming from them.) My father never really saw me, I suppose I can’t blame him for initially thinking I would be okay with that, it was all he ever knew as my grandfather, Eiji started the cycle— neglecting his son, reconciling far too late.. But, my father threw himself to Gojira as if he had nothing left after his precious replacement daughter, Vivienne Graham, was eaten by Ghidorah.. All the more reason to adore Ghidorah, he got rid of my competition.

Canon!Controller X: (Stares blankly.) Are we done with your sob stories?

Controller X!Ren: (Lip curls, though he ultimately let it slide.)

Canon!Controller X: So there’s a Gojira in your world.

Controller X!Ren: (Scoffs.) Oh, there’s a Gojira, all right. My father was so devoted to him, we may as well have been brothers. And despite all his destruction, when I put my life on the line piloting the Mecha to stop him, I barely survived. (He reached up and with a flick of his fingers, removed his visor. Beneath it, his right eye was gone, replaced by an old, deep shrapnel wound.) I didn’t make it out entirely unscathed.

Canon!Controller X: (Frowns, inspecting the injury.) Tch. I didn’t even know a Gojira existed, some cattle idiot released him. My monsters were nearly helpless against him— except for Gigan and Monster X, of course.

Controller X!Ren: (Sneers.) King Ghidorah is superior.

Canon!Controller X: (Bristles.) Now, my turn to ask a question. Do you know Shinichi Ozaki?

Controller X!Ren: No, should I?

Canon!Controller X: Good, keep it that way. If he exists in this world, I am telling you, Controller X to Controller X, watch your damn back.

Controller X!Ren: (Turns to his henchmen.) Find out if this Ozaki exists, if he does— nuke his coordinates.

Canon!Controller X: (Smirks.) I like you.

Controller X!Ren: (Mirrors his smirk, replacing his visor.) Likewise.

CH 32 IS OUTTTTT!!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62545903/chapters/160084237

hiiii hihihi

lots of questions for u!

what would you say Ren's favorite food is?

what did mira do during hs years?

could there ever be a mira fic / sort of like an MJ line?

what music does ren like?

what are some separate fics you would like to write about? (for characters part of the gv continuity?)

what's next after gv?

do you ever plan on adding some Pacific Rim tech to gv? (the writer expressed he wanted to see his machines go against kaijus in mv)

could we ever see ghidorah's world as a chapter?

have you thought of making a prequel fic?

what did ishiro think of Mira?

what characters do you plan on continuing the stories of before the fic ends?

i love all these questions soo lets get it !!

1. i dont rlly have a good relationship w food irl and i dont like writing eating scenes idk its weird its one of the few things i wont write w a ten foot pole, i’d prolly say smth expensive cus of his boujee ass 💀

2. she was chronically online enough to introduce ren to chris chan, she made jewelry, did her peers makeup, did her peers piercings even if she wasn’t qualified.. that kind of stuff

3. since she’s not a canon character probably not, chapter 27 is centered around her tho

4. i havent thought of this one either but i’d imagine a lot of the early 00s-10s japanese hits

5. def a 5-10 chapter fic around how maia managed to survive in the hollow earth for 3-ish years, a nathan centric fic.. pretty much any characters i think could’ve been done better in their film appearances i’d like to write abt lmao

6. i’ll see if the godzilla fixation has faded after i’m done w gv but i would like to dabble into the world of body horror w my next fic

7. not in the canon ghidorahs voice continuity no, i havent seen pacific rim but i’d be down to co write stuff outside the main gv continuity

8. we saw some of ghidorahs world when i first provided some backstory for monster x, i wanna leave that vague and avoid touching it incase ghidorahs backstory gets more context since i dont wanna do any messy retcons

9. yes i have!! one prequel fic i wanna do is go into detail abt why gordon knows sm ab titans and what not

10. i assume he liked her okay, they did keep in touch even if ren refused to talk to ishiro until he talked to him first (which we all know didnt happen)

11. def maia, nathan, possibly ilene chen

hai yall

the 2 film curse is a real thing w monterverse films i fear

any extra lore on GhidoraStan64?

duh!! i love worldbuilding on the little things so lets get it !

- ren serizawa in the ghidorahs voice au attended an elitist tokyo school from the years 2006-2009, his father was a fairly public figure who often preached about balances long before the 2014 attack which resulted in ren having a big target on his back throughout his school days, already having few friends due to being reserved on top of now being bullied.

- ghidorastan64 wasn’t born until a particular incident involving one of rens peers going out of his way to put a salamander in his shoe, which can easily be considered the straw that broke the camels back.

- when ren got home that day, he did what any angry chronically online teenager in that era and beyond would do and created ‘ghidorastan64’ as a means to take out his frustration on others, its worth noting the internet was a very different place than it is today, with that being said, he frequently targeted monarch pages, pro titan pages, vivienne graham in particular, and later went on to troll real life lolcows such as chris chan.

- ren DID NOT know ghidorah was a real thing when he created the username, to him, it was an evil creature from mythology and he had no idea said creature would fuck him over.

- nowadays, the ghidorastan64 account became so infamous several people began to use the handle— this means ren wasn’t the only one trolling bernie and a few copycat trolls came along down the line. even nearly 20 years after the account was made, controller x!ren considers this his biggest secret and feels true fear whenever someone refers to him as ghidorastan64 as opposed to X.

im tryna take more gaps between releasing chapters for ghidorahs voice since its nearing the end and its only ab a month old— i wanna let the fic grow but i have sm muse so is there any questions hcs or extended content (that typa stuff) yall would want pls comment !

if Madison did inherit Ghidorah’s curse similar to Ren what would the relationship be?

how would Madison react when Ghidorah reveals himself to her what would the relationship be?

Since he did try to kill Madison in KOTM I can imagine him and his brother deciding to play some psychological horror tricks on her

Walter possibly surviving and framing Madison & monarch claiming they were responsible for mechagodzilla is awesome concept to show you just how smart Walter is and possibly leading to Madison and the others to get made fun of on SNL similar to ren

What would Ren be doing to get proof of Madison‘s ghidorah curse to Walter?

these are unique hypotheticals so let me dive in!

- i imagine madison would be way more resistant since as opposed to ren who has a similar dynamic to cletus and carnage, madison and ghidorah could have a similar dynamic to flash and (anti?) venom, idk i dont tap into that side of marvel much but what i mean is madison is an unwilling host

- i think madison would be more vocal ab what happened to her, ghidorah might js use her as a carrier to give him a more useful vessel since madison lacks the skill to achieve any of his goals

- i think if walter survived (say him and madison were standing on opposite sides of the control room in gvk) he would have a legitimate reason to hate titans since you didn’t state whether or not his daughter, maia survived i assume she didn’t and since he’s established as a powerful person where ‘no cost is too high for him’ he could prolly sue the living hell out of monarch and put them out of commission, if hes anything like real world billionaires who get so bored with their money they decide to buy their way into having their hands in politicians pockets, he could go as far as to throwing mark and friends behind bars, blaming bernie for mechagodzilla going rogue

- honestly, ren might not even be involved at all and could’ve went on to align himself with some other anti-titan organization, since he only saw simmons as a stepping stone, it can be assumed his loyalties did not lie w apex at all and he was only sticking around so he could personally kill godzilla, but since that failed, he could be elsewhere.

is Ren/x still considered human or is he fully Xillien now?

this is an interesting question and im happy to answer it! the answer is he’s something in between, i wouldn’t say he’s on the path to becoming an xilien but rather the first of a new species or sub species/cousin to the xiliens. while the xiliens in the ghidorahs voice universe are humans who mutated after the hiroshima bombing and had rapid-advancing technology, ren/x was first mutated by ghidorahs blessings (as he calls it), and possesses more electricity in his body than the average human or xilien, ghidorahs blessings gave him the abilities to telepathically communicate with ghidorah and electrokinesis, however, upon declaring himself X and further mutating, he gained telepathy as a whole, telekinesis, energy projection, command over xiliens & their monsters. he doesn’t quite have the resistance xiliens have, but his immune system is much better, as many humans had collapsed upon breathing in hedorah’s fumes, all ren/x did was burst into a coughing fit— which frustrated him because it reminded him he wasn’t quite finished shedding his humanity, but also gave him hope he would eventually not be human entirely. with that being said, chapter 29 is out !