Is This A Vent? - Blog Posts

this is really random but since yall are like friends to me I don't mind being random

but I've been having a throbbing headache for three or four days now and it's fucking killing me slowly I swear

this shit almost made me pass out so many times (and im also anemic which just makes things incredibly worse)

idk what to do cause it doesn't matter how many pain killers I take or how much water I drink it doesn't go away

anyways, this won't change shit in your lives but I wanted to talk about that cause I have nothing better to post abt

Here's a tiny room Tucked behind my ears And hidden in my head The person I want to be The things I want to see The books I want to read Are cluttered in that room Somewhere in my head I don't know where But There's a window And two chairs, Plants I don't recognize And paintings Of people I don't know One lamp For light It's all the- Sticks - stones - words That could ever hurt me Piled up under one roof And stacked On one shelf There's one corner I can hide in And plenty of things To hold And places to sit To think I never want to leave My little room In my head

It's. Genuinely strange to be the first person to like someone's post specifically here on Tumblr. Because what if they think I'm weird?? Especially when it's multiple times in a row that I do.

On most other stuff I use likes are anonymous, so I can like a YouTube video within the first few seconds of it being up without worrying that someone might get paranoid that someone's stalking them online, but here?? Pretty sure I can't do that.

I think I might be projecting MY worries onto random people on Tumblr I don't know. Like bro YOU'RE the one that'd get paranoid about that wtf are you worrying over??

Anyways, if I've done this to you, then I swear I'm not stalking you or anything like that I'm just here at the right/wrong time OR Tumblr gives me notifications for when you post. :((