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Potential Commissions
I have a couple more week of class before I’m out for the summer and I was thinking about potentially opening up some commissions when I am done to help me get back into the rhythm of drawing more often and such. Not a definite yes yet, just a possibility.
I know I received a few asks about them in the past, but would there still be any interest in me doing them now? Even after I’ve been like dead like the entire school year
I really should start looking at my emails & messages
(If you have anything sweet to say I’ll be reading💕. )
Just thinking how my trip will go…
amazing obviously💕.
Whenever I see those mandatory bibles in hotels and such I resist the urge to write gay smut and stick it between the pages like a bookmark.
I don’t know if this is already been stated but I think the only way to turn someone in First Kill is if they are dying. In First Date, Sebastian stated that Margot changed him when he got really sick. Sebastian was again sick before he got turned into a ghoul/vampire by Margot’s mom. Theo was turned when he was about to die by Juliette. This could be the reason why Cal and Cook didn’t turn.
Just a thought though.
Honestly I don't know.
But maybe I love them because they feel like a part of me.
Like I am a puzzle and the pieces are scattered all over this world. As songs and paintings and poetry and plants. And like stars and moon and oceans and trees.
The things I love are the reflections of my soul.
Everything I've ever loved reminds me of who I once was or who I am. I love them because they feel like home. Like they are made of the same things that I was made from.
I love them simply because they make me, me.
Why do you love what you love?
Grab your dreams in your hands and sprinkle them while you take a walk. Let the others after your time follow the trail and find their own treasure. Because even if you didn't make it, at least they will. And that means you did make it. Planting hope in the depth of a soul is the closest that we humans can come to being gods.
i love the fact that toby canonically has bipolar disorder and schizophrenia (schizoaffective disorder)
i finally have a character to project my mental illness onto
One of the most important things (to me of course) that I've learned as an ex-jw is that having doubts is a good thing. Before, if I had doubts about one of the teachings, that meant that my faith and my loyalty towards Jehova (and the Organisation) weren't strong enough. And that was my fault obviously. I had to work harder to get rid of those doubts, I had to study more, I had to pray more, and of course I couldn't stray away from the informations that were given to me. All the other sources, other than the watchtower, were of Satan, I couldn't trust them. There were only lies outside this particular religion and outside the organisation.
Outside of this toxic, controlling environment, I was very happy to be able to use these other sources and what I learned will prevent me to be brainwashed again in that way forever.
The thing is, if I hadn't been so scared of doubts, if I had acted on them and asked my questions, did my research etc... I could have been able to leave that place long before I did, and I don't know If I would have been a better person than I am today, but I surely would have been a person who made their choice with their head.
A reasonable Doubt, is what make us grow. It makes us grow as individuals, it makes us grow as a society. It makes us wonder why things are the way they are, and if we see that something "normal" is wrong, it makes us fix it.
Let's be doubtful of the world we live in, and let this doubt fuel our curiosity and our desire to improve the world
What if Ponyboy and Sodapop were younger. Soda would be in his sophomore year, and Pony would be in 8th grade (skipped his 7th grade year). Soda would come home and tell Pony all about his day, from girls to sports to studies. Soda would constantly tell him that when Pony gets to high school with him, Soda would show him around and teach him everything there is to know. But as Pony went into high school the following year, Soda had to drop out to help Darry with the bills. So, one of the things that Pony had to look forwards in school, just, disappeared. He tried once to bring it up with Soda, tried to tell him about when they were younger and how Soda would make that promise to him. "Really? Wow man, I can't remember a thing past freshman year." And Soda would get up and leave, probably going with Steve somewhere. Some part of Pony left him that day, but he couldn't place it on what caused it. Either the guilt of Sodas past and present and future, the saddness of his own future, the fear of being left behind, or the dread of knowing that things will never be the same- of never going back to when times were good. But if that didn't leave a mark, the glare that Steve sent Pony (a mix between 'don't try to follow us,' and of Steve knowing that soda just left his brother for him) definitely did.
has anyone ever been for breakfast at the Heartbreak Hotel? And if you did, were you sitting at the back booth? Was your waitress and food miserable?
(This song fills me with life and an unexplainable sadness at the same time)
be gory fangtell in a world full of draculauras
they had to nerf her out of the spotlight
Just love the idea that diavolo and Lucifer picked the best or worse mc/reader ever to be part of the exchange program, why you may ask? The mc/reader are from gravity falls and we're close with dipper and mable, they even worked in the mystery shack with Wendy, Stan and Soos, therefore, they've been with the twins on every adventure, went through Weirdmageddon, helped take down bill and so on. So going through all that, they have no sense of fear since they can quickly outsmart most demons in the devildom, they can make what seems to be a useless item into something useful to get out of a sticky situation, they go out and about the devildom with or without company to explore and mange to tame the beasts of the devildom causes hey they delt with a powerful dream demon, what makes a beast from hell scary right? also imagine when they first arrived, they HATED every demon there and it probably took at least 2 months into the exchange program for them to feel a bit more comfortable around the bros + barb and diavolo. i feel like they would either isolate themselves or seek comfort in solomon because he’s also a human, and if they’re smart like dipper, them and solomon would talk a lot about what separates bill from the rest of the demons in the devildom and so on
damn i know i’ve been inactive, but to the point that p*rn accounts are following me 😭
lemme go write smth right now….
i made another spotify playlist cause i have princess tutu brainrot again. so that’s fun, i need to read/write some fakiru content…
i’m gonna start working on a ushijimia drabble because i need it in my life right now
i haven’t touch genshin impact in like a month and i can’t see myself playing it daily like i used to. idk it’s just hard to get back into the flow of it.
not gonna lie. been thinking about writing a ushijima drabble or smth
like staying home and dancing in the kitchen with him. know what i mean?
𝓲 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓮𝔁𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮₊˚⊹ ࿔
~🔮🌞🥀~
~i find raw emotions beautiful, the ‘uglier’ they are the more beautiful i think they are because its genuine. Im disgusted but also mesmerised by my own emotions. I only ever want to get worse. ive never had any wish to recover. It hurts but its the hurt that i feed off. if thst makes sense. time and time again i tend to imagine myself at the bottom of a tower thats like a prison, sprawled out on the floor. suffering because i’d finally let myself succumb to my mental illness. I dont know if any of this even makes sense.i i think its time for a cigarette🫶💖i dont wanna live(ldr reference) but atleast music is good~
𖦹₊ ⊹Anyway heres a poem~
how to never stop being sad
let the anguish fester inside of you,
let the chilling hands of this demon become your embodiment,
let the waterfall free from the imprisonment of your eyes,
drain yourself of the blood congested in your veins,
drench yourself in the crimson trickling into the crevices of your body,
as if swimming in the deepest body of water,
let yourself drown,
become the sorrows you fear,
depleted as you begin to embrace the void,
leave it free to poison your mind and body till your left an empty carcass,
walk through the simulation of life,
a living dead girl,
the void in your eyes so potent,
let the torment orchestrate your life.
~.°˖✧ 1 of 89 poems ✧˖°.~
im not so sure whether i like the poem or not but its there to read anyway<3🫶💖
~𝜗𝜚
no one really cares for what i have to say, not even my ‘friends’.this blog is like my safe space idk.i spent ages trying to make this perfect.hopefully this post reaches the girls(and non girls) that get it!💖
⋆⭒˚.⋆if your reading this i love you ₊˚⊹ ᰔ
~𝜗𝜚
Song im listening to~
(i do this because i love music and im always listening to music and i like letting people know what im into)
I know - Fiona Apple
No because now I need a fic of the reader walking in on him playing his piano singing this🥺🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖
The Sleep Token lyrics below make me think of Bowser -
"My, my, those eyes like fire
I'm a winged insect, you're a funeral pyre
Come now, bite through these wires
I'm a waking hell and the gods grow tired
Reset my patient violence along both lines of a pathway higher
Grow back your sharpest teeth, you know my desire."
Or maybe it's just the monster fucker in me
should I post the oc art i do?
would you guys like that like would u wanna see that?? I’ve been doing a lot of oc stuff and i haven’t posted any of it cuz i don’t think it’ll get too much attention and that’s fine but id rather post ace attorney stuff that people will see since my art then gets appreciated but i’ve been doing sm oc art so should i show some of that??
would anyone be interested?
:))
cucumbers are basically water in the form of fruit
Does anyone find it weird that organic food and water are more expensive than junk food and sugary drinks? kinda sus...
I can't stop thinking about the relationship between the body structure of Centaurs and Anterior pelvic tilt. . .
