My Moon - Blog Posts

Love....

Love isn't just holding hands, soft caresses or love letters.

Sometimes you have to cut, bruise the ones you love to see their self worth.

Love is painful.

Love can hurt, if it doesn't maybe you don't really love.

A constant ache, a thought that slides through all other thoughts.

Love can be irrational, love can be dark, love can taste like tears.

I love you my moon.

Solar eclipse by Gallery 360

I were a star, close to your majestic pale glow, I'd be so content.

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Fragmented I strain to hold myself together.

I try to reach and parts of me fall to the floor. No matter how I try to hold it in, the only way to keep myself together is to hold myself tight.

It hurts to reach, to watch the vulnerable pieces of yourself, the ones you've picked up, dusted off, cut your fingers to hold, slip away, fall to the dark for another.

I reach for your glow.

Not worthy.

Not entitled.

Not out of despair.

I reach because I must, because the first time seeing you was all it took, to invade my head, to spin my thoughts, kicking up parts of me long since dormant.

I reach out of sheer need.

I don't care what happens to me.

She can give and I'll be so blessed. She can choose not to shine upon me and I'll stand, waiting for you.

I know I'm not the best. I know I'm not the kindest. I know I'm not much of anything in this life, but for long as I breathe, keeping my beating heart going in this temporary husk I'm in...... I'll be all I can be for her.

Even in doubt, even when I feel like I'm farther away. Even scared..... I will not give up reaching... I will reach until my arms start to spasm, until my body aches from wait, long since weary...... I will reach.

Coffee, a good book, comfortable silence with my moon, absolutely a perfect way to spend a post Christmas Saturday.

Mood....

I'd love to play with your hair, practice my braiding skills.....

Some days the moon doesn't line up perfectly. Maybe it's the actions I've taken and it is bad timing.

Maybe it's at a tricky angle and it wasn't able to shine that moment.

Don't give up.

There are always other nights.

I'm too far down the rabbit hole......

Always comforting to know the moon is always there...

moon by frankastro

It's a beautiful feeling, when in all honesty and pleased emotion, to tell her she's a good girl, when she's deserving.

I am grateful for my moon, it shines on me whether I'm quiet, unhappy, hurting, happy...... It doesn't just come out when life is good and it certainly doesn't stay hidden when it's rough.

Moon....

Mood:

Sweet kisses that turns into savage sex....

I hate that I'm afraid to sleep, not because of the demons that try to get at me as my dreams turn into nightmares.

It's because I survived today, everyone I care about in this fragile world I live in survived the day. Tomorrow..... Is inevitable and could be so much worse than any bad day I've ever had to live through.

While I go to sleep, against my will, but out of necessity. I know I have the comfort of my moon to glow upon me.

I don't take her for granted.

Sometimes the most important words I need to say, are trapped under too many layers of thick emotion.

My moon....

““I can’t lose you. Because if I ever did, I’d have lost my best friend, my soul mate, my smile, my laugh, my everything.””

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I'm thinking about you

When I say...... 'I'm thinking about you'..... It sometimes isn't so simple.

I'm thinking about you....... Means my mind is flying, so many thoughts slamming around, too many paths it's taking, that I don't know what to do.

It means that i can't stop thinking about your eyes, your face, the glow of your skin, the sound of your laugh, the beautiful way you cum, the shape of your legs, the way I feel safe with you, the way you calm me, the way you slip into my head, the one thought I didn't think..... And it disarms many.

I'm thinking about you..... Means I know you've had a rough day, I know you are down because I can feel it in your aura, in the invisible energy your words carry.

I'm thinking about you..... Means I'm hurting and you are all I want. Life has me scared and I want to lay at your breast and close my eyes. It means that you've been quiet and my mind won't stop itself thinking that you have been filling your moments with someone else... Someone better.

I'm thinking about you...... Is a very powerful statement.

I seek you out.... You are all I hunger for tonight.

How sexy you are when you wear your stockings....

To be able to wake, relish your body in the early morning light.....to enjoy my moon

To fall asleep.... Caressing you.... Until my arm goes limp, as I drift off to dream

To lay the ropes against your delicate skin, watching them dig as they strain against the pattern....

Craving my moon right now........

So sexy to bind your hands, having you submit, slowly having my way.

Always.....

Give her good dick & self confidence

I can't pass by a book shelf or a library, without thinking how beautiful building one with you would be.

The shower... One of our favorite places.... Together until the water runs cold.

My moon would look so sexy, bound and ready wearing these....