Curate, connect, and discover
I feel like Enoch collects things like a little crow and (very rarely) gives them to people he likes (more than tolerates)
REAL!!!
Once he gave Horace a ceramic unicorn he found that washed up on the beach, Horace keeps it in his pocket as a good luck charm š¤
"do you think fish can see air? We can see water but can't see air, could it be the opposite?" - Enoch "That's not how that-" Horace
"Why do churches ask for so much money when they think money is the root of evil? sounds pretty hypocritical" - Enoch
"How many people do you think are breathing at the same pace as you at this exact moment?" - Enoch *Horace starts panically breathing* "Honey is just bee throw up" - Enoch *Hugh screaming from the room over, Wyn holding Fiona back from tackling Enoch*
"If every day resets, how do we keep the clothes we stole during raid the village?" - Enoch "Honestly that's a good point" - Millard
"There's no possible way to stand backwards on stairs" - Enoch *a loud crash as Jacob falls from the stairs* "Mirrors don't break, they multiply" - Enoch "I swear if you keep saying these things I will multiply mirrors all over your hommunculi" - Emma
"A baby is the quietest or loudest thing to drop- just depends on who else is in the room" - Enoch "Were you dropped on the head?" - Jacob
"Why are prisoners given food, water, and shelter while homeless people aren't?" - Enoch "Uh- good point" - Miss. P
"What if oxygen is poisonous and takes 75-100 years to kill us?" - Enoch "I hope you get asthma" - Hugh
"Mosquitos are like dirty, already used needles" - Enoch "EWWWWWWW" - Claire & Olive "Nothing is truly on fire, fire is just on things" - Enoch "Enoch why don't you come over here" - Emma, pressing her hands together and generating heat
"Deaf people don't understand why farts are so funny" - Enoch *no one reacts* anyways, these are the sillies being silly. we are fed up with him, but we love him
Hello! I thought I would post a day in the life of living in a loop, specifically the September 3rd 1940 loop located in Cairnholm, Wales š¤
(yes I will be going into the nitty gritty and using time stamps)
7:30 am:
Wake up
Make beds
Get dressed
Head downstairs for breakfast
8:00 am:
(Each ward is assigned a day to cook meals, instead of having a seven day week we made weeks designated for the amount of wards we have in our loop, currently there are 11 (before Vic died, before Jacob arrived, and including myself))
This is how the week goes:
Day 1: Horace
Day 2: EleanorĀ
Day 3: Fiona
Day 4: Emma
Day 5: Hugh
Day 6: Bronwyn
Day 7: Millard
Day 8: Enoch
Day 9: Claire
Day 10: VictorĀ
Day 11: Olive
9:30 am:
Breakfast is over, normally the older kids help with clean up
10:15 am:
We head out on our morning walk, usually stop off at the local library to pick up some books we are interested in for lessons
12:30 pm:
Classes begin, each class is around half an hour, we have the usual mathematics, literature, sciences, human history, health, home economics, and of course peculiar history, blending in with normals, fashion trends in the present world, how to escape from situations, and basic peculiar criteria
Each day the schedule for classes change, so we might have 3 ānormalā classes and 3 peculiar classes, the next day we would have different classes etc etc
1:30pm ish:
We have a later lunch/snack
3:30pm ish:
We would finish with classes for the day and have the rest of our loop day to roam, do as we please, or work on homework and projects that we are assigned
6:30pm:
We have dinner, it normally lasts a while since we have a lot of discussions and we all work to clean up afterwards unlike breakfast
7:45pm:
We get ready for bed and come back downstairs to prepare for reset, we find it entertaining to watch and we look forward to it each day
8:30pm:
Loop reset is finished and we head inside to the living room where we read from The Tales, read our own stories (my favorite is Bronwynās series that sheās writing, itās story about a human girl falling in love with a spirit of a witch, the title of the book is called Clairvoyant Love and itās so cute) and perform our little acting skits for each other, itās quite entertaining watching Horace and Millard act out Caesarās death š¤
9:30pm:
We head to our rooms, lights out is 11:30 so we can still hang with our loop mates or take showers or do basically whatever but we have to stay in the house
11:30pm:
Lights out and sleep for another day in the loop
We do have days where we donāt do classes and do training, we also have a theater class where we practice modern literature as well as practice acting like modern normals in case we have to leave the loop. We make small scripts and our Ymbrynes rate our performance based off of how susceptible we are to being caught as peculiars
Living the same day over and over again has its advantages and disadvantages, one being that you can master a lot of skills, while also battling insanity, thankfully we find ways to make life fun and exciting
if you have any questions or wanna know more Iād be happy to write more about this! Itās one of my favorite topics about my DR, since the mundane portion of my Dr is one of the main reasons I shift there, other than being with my found family, having ridiculously cool powers, and plenty of adventure for a life time, itās nice to be able to have a schedule and relaxed time
thanks for tuning in!! See you next time :D
I'm kind of in a slump because of school stuff and theater, I'm tired but I have the motivation to write, but I have no idea what to write about
Comment or ask whatever you want to know, please keep it appropriate and related to my usual posts (shifting, MPHFPC, dr's)
I can't wait to hear from you guys :D
I kinda realized I never really introduced myself, so uh, hi!
My name is Echo :D I am pansexual and genderfluid, as for pronouns, I have no preferences, just don't call me an 'attack helicopter' and we'll be chillin'
I am 16, currently in Junior year, actually really enjoying it right now!
In most of my DR's my name is Eleanor, which is why its my user! I just feel connected to both names
Some non-shifting facts about me:
I have olive-green eyes
I have been singing/playing guitar/acting for around 10 years and I danced for 8 years (still dance for theater and funsies)
I play acoustic, electric, and a little bass
I am in a band as a lead singer and guitarist, we are called "Vessels of Rebirth"!!!
I am an alto-soprano! which is very fun as I can sing very diverse styles of music (my favorites being folk, rock, and gospel)
I am a Christian and follower of God, to whom I love dearly
Although I am a Christian, I do a lot of tarot reading, and I also see and speak with the deceased as well as have prophetic dreams on occasion. I currently have 3 spirits residing in my house, they are quite nice! (Also if you guys have any suggestions on incense please let me know! I need to add to my stash)
I do a ton of art, whether it be sewing, drawing, painting, photography, or making things out of materials, you will always find me with a new project (I'm currently working on a plushie bee for my friend in my Java class!!)
Speaking of java I am loving coding, that shit is cool
At the moment, I am leading in two shows (one is a murder mystery comedy, like clue, where the audience decides who the murderer is! The second is Spamalot, and I am the female lead, Lady of the Lake!!) I am also in the ensemble of Hadestown and doing crew for Little Mermaid! So a ton of theater stuffs going on (would you believe me if I told you I have 6 different theater-based DR's?? teehee)
I do a ton of reading, I love books; it's one of my dreams to have a Hobbit-inspired book room in my future house, complete with a circle door
I have a massive collection of plushies and stuffed animals, all of which I have named and remember perfectly (I love them sm)
My favorite colors are: forest/emerald green, sunset orange, TEAL!!!, deep purples, navy blue, maroon, pastel yellow, and blue/ashy grey
I am very Portuguese, and I love Portuguese food, my favorite being Bifanas
I have two pets, a 7 year old golden retriever named Ridge and an 11 month old ragdoll cat named Dexter (short for Dexteria, yes I am a DnD nerd)
Speaking of DnD, I am currently DM'ing three campaigns, and I'm in around 10-15 other campaigns, I love DnD a lot, it's one of my favorite hobbies
Onto shifting related stuff!
I have been shifting(minishifting partially, still shifting though!!!) since I was around 8 I guess? I didn't realize that was what I was doing at the time, and around 2021 I found out about shifting through a classmate (who brought it up at the most random time possible, an ELA class lol)
The first actual DR I ever made was a My Hero Academia reality, and by birds all mighty that script was ROUGH
But I still hold it close to my heart, even though it was so cringy
I took a break from shifting for like 7 months to a year at most, I believed in it, I just felt more content in my CR, but now I am at a point where I want to explore and be fully happy and learn and grow as myself!
Here is a list of my main DR's!
MPHFPC
Waiting Room
Phantom of the Opera
DnD homebrew (x3)
Better CR
Ever After High DR (x2)
Theater related (x6)
Apartment DR (x2)
Big Bang Theory
ASOUE
College DR (Harvard obviously)
Mad Scientist DR (before you ask, it's a book I'm writing, and No I am not the mad scientist)
Hogwarts (Not my favorite, but definitely for the vibes, witch-craft and ooo riding brooms is super fun! I kinda stay away from the main characters to the best of my ability, besides George tho, that man has my heart)
Those are my most recent ones, they all have their little quirks and loveliness that make them unique to me, if you have any questions about them I would be happy to answer!
I mainly post about my MPHFPC DR and more recently my Waiting Room, since they are the two realities I go to
I hope you guys enjoyed and got to know me a bit better, my asks/comments are always open so feel free to stop in and say ahoy!
Bye-bye for now :D
Thought I would share more for fun!!
Teach myself how to ride a horse
Teach myself how to knit new styles
Do some gardening
Cook A LOT
Swim!! A ton of swimming
Run in a field of flowers
make flower crowns
Take naps, a LOT of naps
Just appreciate the beauty of nature and enjoy the warmth
Snuggle with my animals
Go to the market and walk around
Listen to my favorite music on my record player
Look into my photo albums from my different dr's
Read! A TON of reading
Go apple/blueberry/raspberry/etc picking!
Watch the stars on my roof
Watch movies! (yes TV works here) I would catch up on shows or movies I miss
Learn how to style my hair in fun ways (a LOT of victorian styles)
I just like writing things down that I wanna do to get myself excited to go back :D
Idk if youāve been asked this/said this before but from the DRs you have, which one is your favorite and why? :)
Eeek!! I never got this question and I'm SO HAPPY you asked!!!
So, I have quite a few DR's, some being from books, personal dreams, shows, alternate CR's, or even my own homebrew DnD related DR's, but by far my favorite has to be my Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children DR
I started the book series in around 2022 and watched the movie a few months prior, although the movie has A TON of inaccuracy, it meant the world to me.
I was having a very rough panic attack due to my intestinal issues and chronic anxiety, I was in so much pain and nothing was helping. My father turned on the TV, then found a random movie and turned it on as a last-ditch effort to calm me down. Once the intro music began, my head snapped up from my arms and I was enamored.
The colors, the vibes, the filmography, the characters, the plot, everything consumed me in ways I couldn't describe. I had completely forgot about my pain, which has never happened before.
After this had happened, I knew I needed more. I researched everything I could find and I ended up buying the first two books the next week.
I related to everything in the books, more than anything I've ever related to before. I felt each character like life-long-friends. I knew things before they happened in the book like memories coming back to me, even though never being introduced. I felt more connected to them then anything, I felt more like myself than ever before.
I fell in love with it, and have been in love with it ever since. I spent hours sitting on my hammock reading, imagining being there, finally being home
Thats when I realized; I can shift there.
In less than a second I opened my notes app and began writing, it was only when I realized it was past nine at night that I needed to go back inside from my hammock
So, yea! As you can tell, it means quite a lot to me, I've never felt this connected to one of my DR's. I was worried it would be a hyperfixation, but it never left. It was always in the back of my mind, always lingering, waiting for me to return.
I know that is my home now, I want to be there, with my friends, where I am truly, peculiarly me <3
thank you so much for asking! I hope this answer suffices
I was visualizing while using my summertime incense, and I decided to dedicate a playlist to my WR and a Pinterest board, so I thought I'd share it with you guys :D
The vibes are very calm, old money summer, marketplace stroll, walking through the forest, cuddling with animals, cooking in the morning, -late-night campfires, etc if that makes sense
Here is the playlist link (It's on YouTube): https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLm8TRbEpaDVDgBN10VZZuJrL8crYHIQtj&si=O7X8chPu2K7XrLaY
and this is the Pinterest board! : https://pin.it/3ZAFoxZBH
I like making visuals and using music to manifest, so this was a blast to make :>
I also decided to make a lil backstory to my WR, I've never done that before so this is new and fun! I wanna script in my CR s/o since I don't want to be entirely alone there, plus cute dates in a fantasy reality? please!!
anyways I hope you guys like these if you see them
Okay then, bye-bye!!
So!
I ended up shifting to an alternate version of my CR, one where I didnāt shift to my WR, but Iām one step closer!!
Last night was really rough, since I normally shift while Iām sleeping (itās the only time my body is truly fully relaxed, because ya know, chronic anxiety and adhd lmao)
but surprise surprise I couldnāt fall asleep at ALL last night, I kept tossing and turning and had this horrible gut feeling that something was wrong, it wasnāt about shifting, but something else that I couldnāt quite put
I ended up falling asleep for a couple minutes, and in which I had a horrible nightmare (which is usual for me as I grew up with repeated nightmares, they arenāt fun :[ but itās okay!)
so now Iām standing at my bus stop, thinking of those waffles, so Iām probably just gonna shift during the school day or something, I donāt wanna be here š
thanks for tuning in!!! Iāll let you guys know how it goes :D
(p.s. I got an algebra II ACL test today, send prayers šš)
okay bye-bye!!!
first thing I'm doing is making waffles with fresh raspberries and homemade whipped cream
Go swinging for hours over my lake
read by my campfire with my cat asleep in my lap and my dog at my side
take long walks through the forest and foraging for mushrooms and herbs
paint landscapes and portraits of pretty people I see in the village
take LONG naps in my comfy bed
(TW) eat without having to throw up
swim in the lake!! (it's so clean and there aren't any dangerous bacteria, thank the birds)
SING. SING ALL DAY. SING ALL NIGHT.
wear pretty floral sun dresses with sun hats made by me
play my instruments!!
cuddle with my pets for HOURS
READ!!!
enjoy the absolute beautiful weather
live. just live.
teehee bye-bye ;}
Heyo, it's me again :D
I don't want to go to school tomorrow, I legit just want to relax and paint soooo I'm shifting to my waiting room for a couple days to mentally relax.
I would normally want to shift to my main DR's, but my mental state has been SHIT as of recently, a lot of stuff going on and I need to desensitize myself and relax
My main DR's are comfort DR's yes, but right now I know for a fact I won't enjoy my time there when I'm like this, and since I'm alone in my own solitude in my WR, I'm going there tonight
So since I'm going there, I thought I would introduce my waiting room!!
So to give some context, I live in an expansive forest that goes on for miles, I live in a cozy cottage with my dog Ridge and cat Dexter. There is a village a few miles away, not a lot of people know I even exist but I do go there from time to time to pick up food, blankets, or more paints/yarn for my projects
Time stuffs:
Time Ratio in: waiting room : cr
WR 1 week : CR 1 minute
I have clocks for every DR that I shift to with the current date and time on it, as well as my CR, each labeled with the place they are
This is what my WR looks like from photos from Pinterest (I don't own any of these photos!!!)
The exterior/land:
Onto interior stuffs!
Here are my pets!
Ridge! ^
Dexter!^
My belongings!
(a book with the answers to all of my questions ^)
(a book that keeps track of whats happening in my CR to keep me updated while I'm away)
my laptop, which never loses battery!!
my phone, which I can log into from different realities using the Lifa app
A fridge full of my favorite food (it constantly refills with my cravings, healthy options, and everything is safe to eat)
My Nintendo!!
All the books I want to read!!
A photo album for every one of my DR's so I can remember memories and be happy
**lastly insert a LARGE amount of plushies, pillows, blankets, and anything of comfort**
So yeah !! That's my waiting room :D
I'll be shifting there tonight, honestly might just stay there for a week or two to chill out and lay on my hammock and eat raspberries and read dark romance novels from different realities teehee
If you want updates let me know!
Happy shifting everyone <333
go crazy guys šš«¶š¤
SAMESAMESAMESAME
THIS WAS(STILL IS) ME !!!
When I was a kiddo, I would daydream a lot, up until the point it would make me sob because I missed these places, places I've never been to, in fantasy worlds. I thought I was insane because these places don't exist.
BUT THEY DO!!!
Now it makes so much more sense; little me was onto something
I would literally go to sleep repeating that I would wake up in these fantasy worlds that I fully created, and then have fully lucid dreams and physical sensations
It makes so much sense now
story time:
when I was a kid I used to do this weird thing where every time I would cry I would repeat over and over āI want to go homeā and it confused me for years until one day I was talking to my friend about it and she said well thatās because your home doesnāt feel like home and I was like ohhh duh but yeah I think about it all the time now that Iām a shifter
favorite color
favorite food
favorite animal
age
where I want to live
favorite signs of affection
favorite forms of transportation
do I know any languages besides English?
favorite person!
book genre?
favorite time-period I've lived through
opinions on punishment loops
family relations?
pets!
favorite past times in 1940's
I'm only putting 15 questions for right now but if you like these let me know!! Feel free to ask or repost if you want to use these questions too :D
"Give me back the spatula before I burn you" -Emma
"Be right back, gotta go feed my worms" -Enoch
"EVERYONE SHUT UP! Fiona is speaking" -Hugh
"If you don't move, I'm going to cut holes in all of your socks" Enoch to Horace
"Miss P! Enoch is trying to take Claire's windup dolls to remake the Russian Revolution!" -Olive
"You ate WHAT?!"- Eleanor (teehee me)
"Enoch, can you be quiet?" "I wasn't saying anything-" "I know, you're breathing is too loud" Millard to Enoch (he was literally hovering over Mill as he was studying a map)
"I'm DYING! Bronwyn, make sure they have roses at my funeral" -Horace, he stubbed his toe on a tree root.
"Jacob, why are you tackling an alligator?!" -Noor
anyways hope you thought these were funny, cause they certainly were odd
teehee bye bye~!
TW: talk of death, coping skills, grief, difficulty
The immediate life after Victor died:
We were all in shock, especially Wyn, and that resulted in us being completely nonverbal for about a month and a half. All that was heard in our home were wails and sniffling, and I would often wake up to Wyn, Olive, and Claire curled up to me on my bed with my cats.
It was awful.
Everyone wore mourning clothes for 3-4 years after, but Miss P still wears them in respect, and also the fact I know she hasn't gotten over it. I don't think any of us have
I remember Fiona and Hugh taking care of his side of the garden and bringing him fresh flowers to his room each day
Enoch had passed out multiple times a week of exhaustion from overusing his peculiarity, everyone, especially Bronwyn, begged him to revive Vic for even just a moment.
Horace sewed Victor a 7-day wardrobe completely by himself, and Miss P would change his clothes each day (while she sobbed, seeing her like that broke me, I would hold her tightly to help)
Olive and Claire wouldn't leave each other's side, every moment they spent together because of the fear they had of losing more family
Millard made an entire biography on Victor's life and keeps it by Vic's bedside table
Emma was very aggressive, she would burn down trees and scream a lot (outside of the house), part of her was having a difficult time knowing the truth of their lives and the loss of our dear friend
Miss P wouldn't allow me to run errands for her outside the loop for a while after that, she was completely terrified of losing anyone else
She became so overprotective that she would scan the house all hours of the day & night, as an ymbryne it is common to only have 2 hours of sleep, but even she was pushing it to 30 minutes.
I would consistently try to use my feathers to save him, I was so distraught that I would end up turning back to dust once a week from using all of my feathers. By the 10th time I had "dusted" (I use this term for when I turn into ash as a pheonix and then revive after another 24 hours) Miss P begged me to stop because it was starting to hurt me even more
What brought me to creating this post was the dream I had last night; it was during the 3-4 years we had spent mourning, in the dream I awoke next to Victor lying in his bed, I was bent over myself, clutching feathers, when Bronwyn and Enoch came in to carry me off to my bed, and then I woke up from the dream crying.
So, to begin I want to say Iām sorry for not posting about my DR in a lil bit, the past two weeks Iāve been really struggling with my chronic anxiety and illness, so I have been in a lot of pain and havenāt been motivated to write much :[ but!
Iām doing much much better now and Iāll probably post tomorrow for the poll that we did!! thank you guys for your patience, I love this community and fandoms so much and I wanna be involved but sometimes media gets a bit too much for me
have a great day/evening to everyone and see you tomorrow!!
one of my other favorite hyperfixations š©·š
(I totally donāt have an EAH DR š¤š¤«š«¶)
TW: chronic illness and chronic mental health
So I have chronic anxiety and clinical depression, along with other various physical health difficulties including intestinal issues and extreme periods (most of which almost lead to going to the hospital, it takes two weeks out of every month of my life) Iāve been examined by countless doctors, therapists, psychologists, and no one knew how to fix me, all they said was I would have to live with it and find coping skills to function ānormallyā in society
so with that in mind, life sometimes gets ridiculously complicated and difficult, and I hate the fact that I have to live with it, but thatās when I realized *I donāt*
I am a manifestor and shifter, how the hell could I forget that? I honestly am so thankful for scripting and for shifting because in so many realities I donāt have to deal with this burden, I can live freely and enjoy life and not have to worry if a meal will send me to the ER
I really feel like people glaze over the fact that we have SO MUCH POWER and so much potential, I think itās important to show our appreciation to that, I appreciate it so dearly
Whenever I have a pain spike or an anxiety attack, I just repeat I am in control over my reality, I am the master of the 4d, I am safe, over and over and then it goes away. As of recently, itās been getting better using these robotic affirmations, and Iām so happy I cry thinking about it
4 years worth of constant pain, no matter what I could do, thinking I would live like this forever, and here I am a few weeks/months and I found what works to save myself
I hope whoever reads this finds hope in my experience, especially to those who share my burdens
good night and happy shifting to all š©·āØš«¶
Here is my go to list for shifting songs!!
Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land
Pierre
Runaway
Lost Boys
Underground (Cody Fry)
Wait a minute!
Passing Through
A million dreams
I donāt know you yet
The other side
Little Talks
Welcome to wonderland
I hear a symphony
Fall Faire Suite
The Call (Regina Spektor)
Love Like You
I hope you enjoy these songs!!
OMG so first Iād like to say congrats!! I believe that to be a shift, and I actually have a similar story for comparison
I dream very vividly, up to the point where I can feel pain, water, heat, etc (basically anything that you can use your senses to detect) within my dreams, but I donāt go lucid in them often mainly bc lucid dreaming every night gets mentally exhausting for me
one specific night, I had such an experience that it had to be a shift
Before I had fully realized I was asleep and dreaming, I had the most vivid dreams, but the one that caught me off guard completely was the last ādreamā I had. In this dream I woke up in an unfamiliar room that felt familiar to me already, and although it felt familiar I knew *I, my CR self* have never been in there. I looked out the windows and I felt the breeze, I could see people walking around going about their day in this little modern town, yet it was also not modern fashion. I looked around the room and I felt baffled, and in the dream I literally said holy shit I shifted, and I felt everything yet part of me felt that I was still asleep. I ran out of this bedroom and into a kitchen with my CR family, and it baffled me, none of my dr's involve any of this other than my better CR script, which takes place in my actual house and not some random house presumably in a different time zone. I went throughout the dream with hints of shifting being spoken about, with my brother, friends, and even myself speaking out loud. I know it's not normal for most persons to feel things in dreams, but l'm used to feeling pain, cold, hot, out of breath, and basic human emotions and physical pain while in REM sleep. But thatās when it happened, I looked at a clock on the wall and it was exactly what a clock should look like, NEVER in ANY of my dreams had I ever seen an actual clock without looking distorted. In parts of the experience I would repeat Iāve shifted and Iām grateful but now Iām gonna go about my day, and I was suddenly woken up by my cat jumping on my chest. Although I didnāt become aware while awake, I knew I was aware in the dream, not only that but I could feel and experience everything as I would when Iām awake, so I call it a minishift, but a shift nonetheless :D
Remember, you donāt even need to set an intention to shift prior, you know what you want, and keeping that belief and trust in yourself is enough!! Iām so proud of you and I send you love and prayers for your future shifting journey! š©·āØ
i think i shifted last night?
(can yall help me with determining if i did or if it was just a dream?)
details abt before becoming aware:
my dog usually wakes me up around 5:30 to use the bathroom, and after i had let him out i went back into bed and was thinking about being in a reality where it would be easier to be with my crush.
*crush context: she lives in the state that i moved away from a few years ago but we still keep in contact!
i wasnāt even thinking in depth about what it would be like, i was just thinking about what it would be like if i still lived there, and how i would probably be dating her.
becoming aware:
i woke up in my old room, in the house we lived in when i lived in -insert state name-. my bedsheets were the same, my room looked so familiar it was crazy.
*side note: my memory is really bad in this reality, so since i didnāt script any differences consciously. most likely leading to my recounting of my experience not being too great.
i remember sitting up in my old bed, and was thinking to myself, āholy shit, this is my old room, with my old bedsheets.ā i felt them and they felt like how i remember them feeling. i even looked out my window, and saw the same view that i would see when i lived there in this reality.
another thing i remember thinking immediately that i should text my girlfriend. (aka my crush in this reality.)
i remember thinking about how i must of shifted. then i got up and went out of my room, and made my way to my old bathroom.
then i got worried about my OR, and felt homesick and shifted back.
after thoughts:
iām 99% sure that it was a shift. the only thing that takes up that 1% is that i wasnāt consciously setting an intention to shift to that reality before shifting.
one thing that makes me lean towards it legitimately was a shift is that it felt so real, and i was able to feel the sheets below me in detail in order to ground myself.
all my previous shifting experiences i wasnāt able to ground myself because of how excited i was seeing my partner in that reality.
iād love to hear your thoughts and opinions!
okay so there was a tie! Iām gonna go in order so the tomorrow Iām gonna post a section about the wards themselves, their personality traits and things Iāve learned about them!! itās a bit too late in the evening for me to write this all out so I will finish it tomorrow, stay tuned!
Thank you š©·āØš
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I have this horrible problem/habit of referring to myself as āweā. Like I talk to myself about things that I do and I say āoh yea we did that *insert something* and I DONT DO IT ON PURPOSE. Like whenever I say āweā I just mean myself, yet part of me knows there are more āmeāsā out there, especially my DRself so I conjoin them together into just saying āweā instead of āIā now that you bring this up, Iām honestly gonna start doing that because I talk to myself a ton (I swear Iām not crazy just when Iām alone I like to think out loud to better my plan or work šš)
thank you so so so much for this you have no idea ššš©·
you heard of the "refer to your dr self in first person instead of talking like it's somebody else."
now may I present to you: "referring to your cr self in third person" to detach from this reality.
I'm not involved in this bitch's life anymore, I'm leaving.
Felt cute might delete later š¤š āØ
In all seriousness this is one of the outfits Iād probably wear in my drās bc itās lovely
Also I donāt know if you can hear the sound or not but I was listening to backyard boy :D
What am I? I am a phoenix ymbryne!! As an ymbryne, I can transform into my Phoenix self, as well as use different qualities of my bird self as a human, thus I can sprout wings, a beak, or even feathers whenever I wish
I also can manipulate and manifest time loops and pause time using a pocket watch that is always around my neck, this is what it looks like:
hereās some inspo to what my wings look like!
My peculiarity also has some special elements to it, such as my dust ability. While having my feathers out, I can pluck one out and turn it to dust using an incantation, which I can use as a healing substance if I blow it onto someone injured or aging forward (which it resets their internal clock!) thus when Iām outside of loops, I cannot age forward, I have an internal loop inside of me, although there is a slight disadvantage to this. If I use all of my feathers, I will turn into dust myself for 24 - 72 hours, Iām technically conscious but I need to restore my strength
although one can recognize the disadvantages to having this strength, as the adopted daughter of Miss Peregrine, her brothers wanted to take me in as their own to extract that power for their own immortality gains, but thankfully so far Iāve been protected (hint hint for future events)
I mainly chose this peculiarly because I wanted to help Fiona and the other looped peculiars in Devils Acre, but also because I thought it was a neat form of peculiarity
also flying is the best feeling in the world, like holy shit itās the most freeing feeling ever
anyways I hope you enjoyed todays post!! Might be posting some tarot reading from my DR and connecting to the wards š¤
oh my goodness I love your blog so much!!
i've never seen other mphfpc shifters and I have wanted to shift there for the longest time! just wanted to let you know that I would read anything you put out about mphfpc it is all SO COOL. your dr sounds so cozy!
have a good day <3
OH MY BIRDS YOU JUST MADE MY DAY šš©·
thank you so so so much!! I love your blog too! Itās so Victorian coded and ugh so lovely!!!! I definitely want to post more about life there, especially the mundane usual day to day stuff because it reminds me that itās a reality just like this one, it makes me feel so much more connected. Plus Iām gonna get into my backstory/peculiarity, and Iād love to hear from other peculiar shifters too!
I hope you have a wonderful day/night <333
All photos above are taken by me :D
tell us a bit about your DR and your relationships with the wards!! Maybe some cool things you guys do together
(I just wrote this entire thing out on the bus and when I got off it deleted so now I have to write this for the second time š)
but of course!! Iām so happy you asked, brace yourself because this is gonna be LONG (if you canāt tell, I love talking about my DR, especially my loveliesš©·š©·š©·)
be warned I will get side tracked at least twice
Iāll start with my momma, Miss Peregrine herself!Ā
About two weeks after I was born, my parents (who were both surprisingly peculiar) found me sprouting white fluffy tufts from my back(later I would discover Iām a Phoenix ymbryne) and they knew I wasnāt safe in America. They reached out to the ymbryne council and I was brought to Miss P before the loop was created. I grew up with her as my mother, and she taught me everything I know about being an ymbryne in training. She is my world, and I love her so dearlyĀ
My favorite memory with her has to be when she started teaching me how to fly. I wasnāt the average ymbryne, I could sprout my wings without being in bird form, so I had to learn how to fly as a bird and as a human hybrid. Learning as a bird was wicked easy, as a human? Not so much. The way she taught me was using a swing set in our garden, which could swing a full 360. I would basically swing as fast as I can and have to jump and use my wings, which was very difficult when youāre 4 years old and scared of heights. It was quite amusing, but she had to hold back her hysteria to encourage me. We would go on flights together after that, itās how we spend most of our time together
Now onto Claire! She is literally like a little sister to me, I love her so muchĀ
(I didnāt script when each ward came, Iām leaving that to my consciousness because I suck at timeline stuff) when she arrived she was silent, she wouldnāt speak, she had the worst anxiety. I still stood by her side and showed her kindness and warmth, and she warmed up to me immediately, especially after I taught her the piano. She would follow me like a shadow and sometimes end up coming to my room after a nightmare to cuddle. After Olive arrived, she attached herself to Claire and brought out the bubbly energy into Claire, making them inseparable friends. I was so proud of Claire, she started talking a lot more and was genuinely so happy
I think my favorite memory with Claire was when we were at the beach playing chicken fight against Millard and Horace. Claire was on my shoulders and Horace was on Millardās shoulders. At some point during the fight we got behind them and Claire nipped at Horaceās swimsuit with her back mouth and he screamed like a little girl. She started giggling and I sprouted my wings and shot us up 20ft in the air, throwing her up and catching her in my arms as we flew back down into the water, the entire time she laughed and smiled, her smile is so contagious (to say the least, Horace didnāt want to plus with us after that though)
Speaking of Horace, we grew to be great friends over our equal love of fashion. I was the seamstress of the household, making new clothes for everyone, especially for when we went to different loops, I made clothes for different timelines so we wouldnāt be caught by normals. At first we didnāt really talk since we didnāt know much about the other. Until one day he walked into my room to ask for something when he found me using my sewing machine. The look on his face was completely indescribable, but he immediately walked up to me and begged me to teach him all I know. We bonded over our love of fashion and grew super close, often hanging out or making witty jokes.Ā
One of my favorite memories with Horace was when it was his birthday (we have a calendar that keeps track of the days in the present so we can still celebrate events together) I ended up making him a 3 piece suit of his favorite fabric, navy blue silk velvet. I presented it to him at dinner and he bawled his eyes out, he would wear it for only special occasions and leaves it on a mannequin in his room to keep as a form of trophy.Ā
Onto Millard!!Ā
We actually immediately became friends with our love for books and reading, when he first came to us I showed him around the house and we didnāt leave the library till dinner time (we started in the morning) his favorite (fiction) books are dark mystery novels, he says they make him think more than any other kind of book, and he enjoys the suspense. He does enjoy nonfiction immensely, he loves to study maps, history, and languages. We actually study a lot of German and Russian together, itās quite interestingĀ
My favorite memory with Millard was when we were out for a walk and it was quite windy out by the beach as normal. Millard (being unclothed as usual) got so much sand attached to him, we could sorta see him, he jumped into the ocean after that. It was honestly very funny, but he was so cold after that. Afterwards we all got him bundled up by the fireplace and gave him hot coco with extra marshmallows while he read us The Tales. It was truly a lovely dayĀ
Onto Olive!!!
As Iāve stated, Olive is basically an energy filled bubbly girl in my DR. She is not afraid of much, other than hollows and being alone (oh and canāt forget, floating into the sky). She asked me to teach her piano after Claire learned, but she didnāt like the structure, so she ended up learning the pan flute instead! Sheās actually pretty decent at it and itās so sweet whenever she puts on little shows for us with Claire. She is a lot closer to Claire and Bronwyn, but we still hang out together often!Ā
One of my favorite memories with Olive was whenever she and Claire would ask Bronwyn and I to join their tea parties, they are always a delight. They would play with their dolls and instead of the usual Princess games, they would make them peasants in a royal kingdom and complain about the monarchy (they would do fake accents and everything, itās adorable). It kind of reminds me of Monty Python and the Holy Grail, very satirical.Ā
Okay up next is Bronwyn, sheās literally like my best friend I love her so muchĀ
She and I would often hang out together with the two girls but we mainly hang out to decompress and just chill. She loves my record player, and we like to dance together to music in my room. She also loves puzzles, especially 2000+ piece ones, I swear she finished one of those in three days, I donāt get how she can do that. Although she was more closed off after Vic died, it took her a few years to process, we stayed by her side no matter what.Ā
My favorite memories with Wyn are definitely our sleepovers. Her, Fiona, Emma and I would have an all older girls sleepover in my room and do a bunch of fun feminine activities like painting out nails, doing each otherās hair, etc. it was always the highlight of the week, especially if we were all stressed. We like to cuddle puddle, where we all cuddle on my bed, Iām normally up against Fiona but Bronwyn loves to cuddle with me. They all say that Iām the best cuddler, and if Iām being honest that makes me so happyĀ
VictorĀ
Oh goodness where do I start. Victor, Bronwyn and I were very close family like friends. We were always together and I was always there to help him, until that fateful day he died. It absolutely destroyed me, but it was 150% worse for Bronwyn. Everyone at the home was silent for a month, some went on longer. Miss peregrine was destroyed, at night she would sleep walk into my room and cradle me in her arms. But enough of the upset, let me tell you about life before he leftĀ
Victor, Millard, and Hugh loved the play games together, he even made games like mixcrosse, (Iāll get into that later if anyone is interested!) He has a lovely singing voice, we would often sing duets together during our theater sessions (miss P wanted us to experience different forms of literature and we all loved theater so we ended up making a theater troupe!!) if I were to describe his voice, it would be like the Flea from Monster in Paris.Ā
My favorite memory with Vic was the night I took him out of the loop to visit the present, just for one day. I took him flying, brought him around modern day Cairnholm, we had ice cream, he was so happy. He couldnāt stand living in a loop, so the times I would bring him outside were cherished. I miss him dearlyĀ
Next up is Fiona!!
She hangs around me when Iām baking, and often wants to help me cook and make food. She loves my cats, Oscar and Felipe, and often begs me to let them sleep with her which of course I let her! Sheās very sweet, outgoing, but also very introverted and selectively mute. She doesnāt speak much to others besides Hugh and myself. Miss P ended up teaching us all ASL so we could all communicate better, Fiona was so happy she cried.Ā
I think my favorite memory with Fee was when we were decorating her room. Her room has pretty high ceilings, so I came up with an idea. I held her bridal style and sprouted my wings and flew us up to the ceiling where she used her seeds and peculiarity to make vines and wisteria flowers bloom all the way down, her room is absolutely gorgeous. Fresh flowers everywhere, she keeps it warm like a green house, and even Hugh lets his bees out to roam when they are in there together.Ā
Speaking of Hugh, him and I are good friends too! We donāt hang out just the two of us often, mainly cuz we hang out with Fee or Millard all together, but the times we do hang out alone are always delightful. We have extremely meaningful conversations, about our insecurities, inspirations, worries, etc. he often talks about his love for Fee, which is absolutely adorable.Ā
My favorite memory with Hugh was when we were on our morning walk and he found 10-15 bees in the forest. He was so happy, like stimming happy. He named them all and brought them home(that was the batch of bees Henry was apart of!!), Iāve never seen Fiona giggle so much, she thought it was the cutest thing ever. Of course Miss P was fine with the newest editions to the bee community that resided in Hughās stomach.Ā
Next onto Emma!
She and I are pretty close, especially after Abe left. She fell so deep into that relationship it took everything for us to dig her out of that. But besides her romantic life, she is hella strong. Miss P gave us self defense classes and she and I were up against each other and WOAH THIS GIRL CAN FIGHT, no wonder she pulled a knife on Jacob when they first met lolĀ
Besides her āfireyā spirit, she is actual so soft when sheās tired. She will spill everything from her heart when sheās tired, and we have the most meaningful conversations when we are by the fire place just us two. This girl has been through so much and Iām so proud of her ā¤ļøā¤ļø
My favorite memory with Emma has to be during the classes we had, it was just so fun to see different sides of her. Not only that but swimming with her is so funny, sheāll light her fire under water and boil small sections, like we made a hot tub once entirely ourselves, although Miss P wasnāt too sure of its safetyĀ
Next up is Jacob!
Yes I will call him Jacob and only Jacob, it pisses me off so much in the movie that they only call him āJakeā when in the books they never called him that. Okay enough of my ranting. One thing I am changing is the amount of time Jacob spent with us while in Cairnholm, I felt like it was very rushed. But during the time we spent, I felt kinda connected to him in a brotherly fashion. We would crack jokes and heād make 2016 humor which none of us understood but still laughed with. I didnāt quite accept his and Emmaās relationship at first because of what happened with Abe, and also the fact that Iām a bit over protective of Emma. But after getting to know him I felt a little more comfortable with them, although it sucked whenever I would see them kiss and think it was Abe and her, trust me it was something to get used toĀ
Most of the memories with Jake are in the plot, but one of my favorite moments was the beach before everything happened. We just spent all day all together, it felt whole again, like we werenāt missing anything. It was so nice, I still look back fondlyĀ
Last but not least, EnochĀ
Although Iām shifting to the book version, I scripted Enoch to be the movie version with Enoch from the books personality. He is 17, and still has the same backstory as the book. (I have some opinions on the movie, but I watched the movie before I even knew the books existed, I watched it during a panic attack and it instantly calmed me down, which is why I have such a strong connection. I think the movie by itself without the book in mind is phenomenal, the setting, the storyline, the acting was kinda mid and I wished the children had more lines but other than that I still enjoyed it. But I think it sucks with the book in mind, they changed too much for no reason. But I digress) Enoch came to Cairnholm and we actually grew pretty close because of how interested I was in his peculiarity and his infatuation with mine. We grew very close and later on we would end up dating, he means the world to me in ways I cannot fathom properly.Ā
My favorite memories with him are the nights where we spent laying on the roof of the house watching the stars, my record player on my windowsill so we have some music to listen to. As much as he is an asshole, he has a soft spot for his loved ones, especially me, and it means the world to me to be with himĀ
Thatās all for today!! If youād like to hear about stuff that we do all together like activities, what kind of things we learn in class, theater stuff or little adventures Iād be more than happy to share, also if you have any questions about specific people I can do my best to answer! There are things I donāt feel comfortable sharing, such as relationships (not just my own, but also Hugh and Fiona, Emma and Jacob (eventually Noor) I hope you enjoyed my ramblings !!Ā
I literally want the most unconventional pets ever, I legit donāt understand my obsession with unrealistic pets, like I would love these little guys roaming around the house and giving them all the love in the world
I also put all their names in :>
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