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I'm slowly getting back online… Staying away from here is a lot harder than you can imagine, really. I've missed you all even though you may or may not like me anymore. I care way too much, though, so be easy on me…
I am currently working on a little something which I'm not sure if I'll manage to make something out of it but I'm motivated to continue.
I wanted to maybe make a one-paged small teensy tiny comic about one of my OCs. Currently, I am still working on their designs and hopefully I'll get something done this time, but I'm confident 😁
PS: I am also currently amazed by animation again. I'll keep training a little and then I can share something with you.
(I am also trying to post more often, but let's see how that'll turn out 😂)
I just explained the entire Poppy Playtime lore to my dad.
It was crazy because I’m so used to thinking in fanfiction I forgot what the actual lore was like
I’ve drifted off a lot into Smaller Bodies land (writing is my special interest) and I felt a little lost a few times, and now it’s like I’ve been struck with a brick like… OHHH SO THIS IS WHAT IM WRITING
Hehe I like Harley Sawyer he’s cool :3 we call him Harley Soysauce in this house
I’ve been trying to write more about him for DAT, so I’ve actually fully renamed/reworked what I’m doing to give more to his character. This isn’t a problem either because I’m writing about him as a human, not a sketchy computer guy
Also. I have stages where I get really bad anxiety about my own writing and start feeling like everyone hates me/is disappointed in me, and because of it I’m completely ignoring my AO3 notifications. If anyone’s left a comment, I haven’t checked because I’m too nervous. I used to check them constantly but now have 32 (?) unreads. Lol
I recently read over my own stuff and went “oh wait this isn’t as bad as I thought” and am writing that funky DAT Harley Sawyer thing. I think it’d be cool to release on Jan 30th since that’s when Chapter 4 comes out.
I’ve also somewhat neglected tumblr in favour of my Instagram (@qibsichan). Tumblr is scary
Uh thanks for reading, moots!
Mental health has been really bad.
So I want to focus on something different for a little and then go back to SBI/DAT with a fresh perspective
I know PPT 4 is focusing more on Harley and the Theatre Incident which is related to DAT so I’m going to wait for more PPT content to come out. Who knows, maybe we’ll get a better look at the Theatre and why it closed in canon! And when the hype resumes, so will I!
Thank you :) 💚
HI GANG!!! So recently my autism has been getting really bad (lots of sensory issues and bad sleep and excessive stimming leading to pain) BUT I am in fact now recovering and will try to get back to doing stuffffff
But firstly I wanna say. I’m so angry at my brain /hj I got another comfort character. Cooking a new AU regarding her.
She is:
Suffering from chronic back pain
A disaster lesbian
Autistic, specifically the kind I have (lots of hyperfixations, stims and missing social cues)
Funky natural earth colours
Sobbing on the floor because she overshared
Nervous about being ignored
I’ve found a replica of me in fiction man 😔😔😔😔😔 but GTFO IM STILL WRITING DAT YOURE NOT ALLOWED HERE YET!!!!!
Next DAT fic is Buenas Noches and I’m still confused about chapter format and exactly how long it’ll be but as my wise friend @idiotsmart1 has said:
“Fuck it, we ball”
Hey there everyone!
I don’t know if this post will hold but I’m taking a break. I am so tired and anxious right now and am very busy and am sort of in a permanent state of sleepwalking at this point.
When I’ve got time, I’ll resume my shenanigans, but for a week I’m going to just catch up on everything I’ve missed because I’m autistic and tend to hyperfixate and ignore my actual responsibilities. Yeah this includes eating and sleep
So uh…
Thanks for being here, stay safe, sleep well, eat well, you’re loved ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love Qibs!
Hello everyone!! <3
The story was originally going to focus on the Game Station, how the child-picking process works, Theodore Grambell’s experience there and the treatment of the toys when they’re not at Playcare.
Three chapters in, I had a mental health crisis. And I do mean crisis. I got suicidal.
I write my feelings through my characters, and Ollie happened to be the poor unfortunate soul who I projected onto. So he tries to overdose on the story and it changes the ENTIRE plot.
I know, I know it’s not planned and the summary/title were probably misleading by then and people probably clicked it expecting some edible content and then squinted and went “hey- WHY THE HELL DOES OLLIE HAVE TEN SLEEPING PILLS -”
That’s why.
So. Since the whole plot changed, so did the name. I don’t want to mislead people. The summary also changed.
Poppies’ most recent chapter is here. :)
I suppose it is obvious I've been getting really really really into Queen recently, no idea if this is gonna impact any future posts here but its definetely good news cuz they make me live!!!
🟥🟦 ♦ ♣ 🟩🟨 ♥ ♠
welp this is about as experimental as it gets I feel. Sticky notes, pens, and markers in all discovered colours + LED pen give an equally interesting result, that I'm honestly quite satisfied with. Execution feels a bit chaotic and inconsistent on each member but I find that fitting.
You may have heard it's equal to 45²...
But it also makes it 9² * 5², therefore 81 * 25. Which means it's technically 1 * 3⁴ * 5² — an expression made up entirely of numbers from 1 to 5 — isn't that cool?
WHY IS THE SCREEN BLANK? I COULD HAVE SWORN I PUT SOMETHING HERE...
(For those of you fretting your worried little heads right now, firstly, awwwwwwww you care, secondly, it's unfiction! Come into my playroom, these toys are meant to be shared.)
MY NAME IS BEXPY AND THIS ACCOUNT IS NOW UNDER MY CONTROL! SEE, I'VE GOT BIG PLANS FOR THE FUTURE AND THIS... IDK, IS THIS A HUMAN? A SALAMANDER? I THINK THEY'RE A PERSON. FOUND 'EM IN THE VOID AND BEGGERS CAN'T BE CHOOSERS, SO EITHER WAY, THEY'RE MY NEW VESSEL!
I'VE TAKEN THE LIBERTY OF ACCESSING THEIR ACCOUNTS AND SLAPPING A NEW COAT OF PAINT ON 'EM. FUNNY ENOUGH, MOST OF THEM ARE BLANK! MIGHT AS WELL, RIGHT?
ANYHOW, I'VE GOTTA RUN, BUT STICK AROUND, WOULDJA! I'LL KEEP YOU UPDATED AS I GO. LET'S SEE WHAT MISCHIEF WE CAN GET UP TO!
~B. >.)