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Vent about being harassed under the cut. Tw: death threats
I'm just so scared now. Ask my friends are always dismissed and I can't bring it up to anyone in my life because they won't understand the do great I feel over something that's "just online comments". They were telling me they were going to hang me. That's not okay. I didn't deserve that. I'm so scared. I'm to scared to regress right now cause I know if I see any more of those comments when little I won't be able to handle it. No one in my life has ever gone easy on me I just need someone to listen to me when I'm upset and not dismiss it. I feel so dirty, my whole body feels dirty. Before it got really bad I was dealing with it by dehumanizing myself cause that's one of the few things that give me comfort, to just set my body as an object and my mind as unnecessary. But now I feel like my whole body is dirty and worthless. I'm so scared. I wish I had someone who would protect me. I'm so scared. I'm so alone and I'm so scared