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A List of Things That Signal I'm Sad or Feeling Something Very Deeply (But I Won't Ever Tell You-):
- I start being very short with you. Instead of thoughtful sentences, you only get (Oh. Oh cool. Ha. Etc.)
- I start having a very pessimistic drop in my tone
- I start changing the convo
- I start changing the topic to you rather than me
- I take longer to reply
- I use hhhhh a lot
**In irl**
- I avoid your eyes
- My posture drops
- I start fidgeting
- I stay silent
- I rest my head and just look like someone who got stabbed
Hello, and welcome to my shit post because fuck the internet. Literally, but not in *that* way. The last good social media was Pinterest, but it got run over and thrown off a cliff by Ai bots, so I'm here now!
About me:
She/her (but Idc what you call me)
Lesbian ๐ณ๏ธโ๐ single
Traditional Artist (staedtler pencil crayons and fine tip markers are my favorite) trying to get into acrylic painting.
Goth/Industrial weirdo๐ฆ๐ธ๐งท
My favorite season is fall, but it doesn't last long enough
๐โจ๏ธPumpkin spice everything, please! ๐
Likes tea, cats, and candles ๐ต๐๐ฏ
Neurodivergent ๐ง [ADHD, PTSD, Anxiety, Depression, recovering from NSSI tendencies]
Recently diagnosed with single sided deafness
Went no contact because: #notallparentsdeservekids
Trying to get into crochet, but I f*cking suck
*I swear a lot
I watch too much Heluvaboss
The old DS Harvest Moon game is my favorite comfort
BITE ME!!! ~ Uzi from "Murder Drones"
Ocs! They arent finished designs but i dont rlly draw my own characters a lot.
The 3 days I spent in NC was unexpectedly great. And Iโm definitely going back to shop again
Intro!!!
Hey there bros! My names Lukas, and I'm an aspiring writer and photographer with a degree in being an absolute awkward nerd.
I've been an avid Tumblr user for a couple years now and have recently decided to embark on a mission to represent the mlm & nblm people in fanfiction.. so you'll be seeing a lot of shitposting and sfw fics about random (or possibly requested) fandoms and characters! Along with occasional fanfics n shi I am a retired(?) punk with a love for :
- aimlessly wondering around overthinking and tinkering with my super eight camera (yes that is me flexing)
-Folk & acoustic punk
-Niche films, current favourites are As You Are, The song of Sway Lake & I believe in Unicorns (Don't get me started with that film)
AND MANY OTHER THINGS THAT MAKE ME A PROFESSIONAL NERD!!!
Anyway! In a more interesting topic, I write for characters and films like:
-Pretty much any ๐ก๐ธ๐ป๐ ๐ฌ๐พ๐ต๐ด๐ฒ๐ท character... he just happens to play so many cool characters I love him (I will not!! be writing any fanfiction about the actor specifically)
-My fav lil weirdo ๐๐ญ๐๐ช๐ป๐ญ ๐๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ช, I'd happily write for the recent rendition of him by Dano but I prefer the previous version!!
-๐ช๐ผ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ช๐ป๐ฎ! Pretty much my fav film of all time and Id love to write more about the story and its characters....
I have never actually posted on Tumblr at all so... I have absolutely no experience in doing this, pls forgive me if i lay things out strangely... but if any of this rambling interests you give me a follow!!!
Random Quotes From My Quarintined School
Person1: *Resting/sleeping on there desk*
Person2:*whispers* You smell different when your awake
Person1:*Now awake and distressed* Wtf!
Rest of the class:*Now questioning everyoneโs sanity*
My absolute favourite thing ever was finally sitting my dad down to address the elephant in the room. Which was the fact he needed to look into ADHD. Like no dad it's not normal at 50 smth years of age to not be able to sit still for a minute without going insane, not focus long enough to get through children's book, be so obsessed with star wars u known the average temperatures on Hoth, miss meals or become so dehydrated u need to seek medical attention because u forgot food and water existed , not fall asleep because u are too busy wondering all night abt random things like the history or tumble dryer, have so much excess energy u need to run on the treadmill for atleast an hour a day, go on random Wikipedia rabbit holes once every few days concerning ur latest obsession, start food fights with random people for fun, loose things to the point u have to buy a replacement every week only to find the old one when u get home, get emotionally attached to trainers that u come up w names for them, have people avoid u because they think u r really weird because u only want to talk abt ur latest interest and all round be the in real life version of Phil Dunphy.
JUST FOR HIM TO RESPOND " oh, okay."
You're not a weirdo
You are not very different from a person who makes a joke about someone's suicide that occurred just a few weeks ago, if you are not able to understand how the problematic situation that causes many victims per year because you don't care and it doesn't affect you Nothing gives you the right to sexualize or fetishize something horrible
Call me Anti or moralist but it is important to be aware of what one consumes and creates.
It is important to have respect for the topics being discussed and to show them as they should be.
I also like strange or not so strange things but I put limits on things that I know I like and I am able to enjoy it like Hannibal And a lot of horror content where sexuality is the order of the day from the material itself as well as from the fans.
But I always draw the line when things like rape are trivialized.
I'm bothered by pedophilia (I won't say the age difference, I'll just call it what it is) and the things they do, but I'm not bothered by incest when it's with older characters.
This is how I consume anything and I say it as an example only.
(Now that I think about it, it's quite similar to the topic of black humor๐ค)
And this conversation must take place and not simply insult or make excuses.
me judging my exams cuz they got me tweaking these days๐...
it's almost over guys. almost...
"Weird one out"
โ Forgetting one's true self to find friendship.
There's something so sad about being alone, for the sole reason that you were different. You just can't seem to fit in, you try to blend in, compete in competitions to be seen, butt into group discussions, and replacing your humor and true self to be seen, heard, and most importantly; to avoid being left out.
"You're weird."
They laugh at you, of course as a joke. They think you're quirky, a bit out of place, and awkward. You're funny to them, you're finally seen, but as a joke. It's a bitter moment for you but that's okay, it really is. It's okay because they're friendly now, right? You're their friend now, you're a part of them, all you have to do is to be funny because that's what they want from you. You need to act on this comedic persona so you'll finally have friends, don't worry they'll eventually see who you truly are once they're comfortable with you.
But they don't.
Who the hell are you kidding? You're just a casual friend to themโ no, you're just an acquaintance. Oh well, you'll find other groups to try and fit in, and then you did! The kids behind class are just as quirky as you so that means they'll understand, right? With the first few you weren't so lucky but this time is different. They're different, just like you.
But they don't like you.
You don't exactly fit their archetype of what is "quirky". Unfortunately you don't fit the aesthetic they were hoping for. Even to the smaller groups you don't fit in, because they've made up their minds on who and what they are as a person. They don't know the true you since you put up too many faces to hide what's beneath, you're weird not because you're you, but because you don't even know who you are anymore.
Everyone knows you differently, in the pursuit to find companionship you've created too many faces for only one body. Which one is your true face? Do you even know yourself anymore?
It's so lonely out here.
