Why Am I Like This - Blog Posts

dijwefhnerifjfnfrufhuwidjweif omg omg omggggg- I think bsd brainrot hit me hard bc i freaked out and got super excited when my english teacher randomly brought up Fitzgerald and The Great Gatsby 😭 literally the only thing way going in my mind was his twink version holy shit

I am NOT proud of this broski💔 reminds me how many times I keep fucking up his hair 😭 anyways background info for Ranpo/Rampo:

look at this brat, i gave him one of those lolipops i had as a child that somehow stains everything it touched for a mere second so RIP his skin lmao.

- I've decided that the ADA runs a cafe, the PM runs a club, and the DOA runs a restaurant bar or they just use the casino (either works)

-omg i did him dirty, HIS HAIR im sobbing. This au stuff was to get me out of a bad art block by doing something simple (like making au bc what the fuck is easy nowadays? I do what I want <3) but damn HIS HEAD 🦖🦖😭

- he's wearing a key necklace, matching with someone else!!! (at this point, you guys should already know whos he matching with.)

HELP PLEASE

HOW DO I START A RANDOM ONLINE CONVO WITH A DUDE I CONSTANTLY MAKE FUN OF BECAUSE HE’S ALSO A DICK TO ME BUT WE AREN’T LIKE...close. HOW DO I TALK TO PEOPLE?

Guys! I found my true sexuality and would love to share...Dylan O’Brien with a weapon

There are way too many attractive murderers on tv and I hate it because I make excuses for them. I’m like, “yeah they murder girls my age but he’s an absolute snack”

Guys! I found my true sexuality and would love to share...Dylan O’Brien with a weapon

Fictional men > reality

random thoughts that add to the list of reasons why i should not be allowed to have sentience.

so,, you know how tooru hagakure (invisible girl from mha), when she wears clothes, you can still see them bc things don’t turn invisible when they touch her? 

what if she had her hero costume on but was on her period so you just see boots, gloves and a fuckin tampon floatin in the air. that’d be every teenage boy’s nightmare lol. 

also, can she see herself? 

how did her parents know she’d been born when she came out of her mum, if she was invisible? 

how does she get a haircut? 

Also, since she’s pretty much naked for her hero costume, then could her hero costume be classified as a “titties out” outfit? 

These hands are rated E for everyone

yep...thank you public school

I shoot like Helen Keller sees

highschool really do be like this

They can never kill me if I keep eating crackers

cat when a friend of ours threatens to deport her

I've been unconscious so many times its ridiculous

first aid class was lit

You can be sad with mediocre grammar

my friends are mean

Colors and Flavors

If red and blue makes purple... does that mean cherry and blue raspberry makes grape?

Can someone diagnose me?

I'm aware I have depression. I have cut myself multiple times and often don't have feelings and feel like I'm wearing a strangers mask. I believe I have minor anxiety and probably insomnia since I get 2-4 hours of sleep a night. 6 on rare occasions. What exactly is wrong with me and how do I change this? I'm way to scared to go to a doctor or even tell anyone.

Into The Woods

How powerful is the witch's mother if she's dead but can still fricken curse her child and such? I know that it was a spell when she was alive. But still...

The Reynolds Pamphlet: How?

Madison, Burr and Jefferson: we know u stealing u bad boy

Alexander: shit. Wait. I can explain. I only cheated...

{Later}

Alexander: Ha! Beat ya to it. Here you go

*hands Reynolds pamphlet*

Alexander: I sent it out to the whole world. It's even color coded assholes

Burr, Madison and Jefferson: ...

*Alex throwing copies of his paper in the streets while skipping*

Madison: ...did he just?

Burr: ...why

Burr, Madison and Jefferson: ...

Jefferson: well shit...I'm gonna take a nap lol

Im currently so depressed I don't know what to do. Anyone? It's affecting soccer and school but I don't know how to handle it because no one really knows or cares.

Question of the Day

Have you ever seen an actor and felt like they were cute but they were too old for you so you tried to convince yourself you respected them in a healthy way as a person but in reality you had a crush on them?

Question of the Day

Why are we not worshipping Tom Felton?

Literally mentally unstable drama.

Okay so there's this guy same age as me let's just call him T. Yeah, so T used to be my first and last male best friend. I was really depressed and emo in school with no friends because i never fit in and used to cry a lot and get yelled at and T is my only friend during my not-peak-phase life. So, many time after, he told me he likes me but i don't like him and he doesn't exactly show any weird behavior or signs of it and i still stuck being his friend despite him liking me and many classrooms shipping me with him, i was very uncomfortable by that.

Soon, he told me he has to moved away and i gave and introduced him my and to discord after that we talk a little in discord and all, i introduced him to a server called Leafy.gg with members that are quite offensive (normal discord members)

i have really good reputation in that server being an active member but then T, he leaked my real life name, my face, my school to them. not sure as a joke or something but he just said to them that this is my name and then quickly, Leafy.gg members mocked me with my name jokingly but i was really sad and mad that T leaked my information. He didn't say sorry or whatever. i told him to stop and after that incident, i told Leafy.gg members that i'm quitting discord. of course, i had no friends that time and T just ruined my relationship with everyone.

after like 2 years, Leafy.g server went very dead and not active that makes me think that i was the reason most of them are active plus i saw that a lot of active members' account was deleted. I texted T again and i still remembered everything that happened and with no apology or nothing, he just said he missed me and all but after that, i just ghosted them. he keeps on texting me and i keeps on ghosting.

suddenly, he gave me his phone number which i don't have, i decided to not contacted him instead i gave his phone number to my friends in a new server named Bocchism, a server full of Bocchi the Rock fans, i was one. Basically, we just talked to him for fun and Bageto tried to fake being me,

My friends, Bageto, texted him and stuffs went out. he has phone numbers with my school friends even after he moved away, keep this in mind, he told Bageto and Weif, my other friend who helped contacting him, my information again but it's fine because Bageto and Weif didn't leak that information to the whole server.

anyways, we invited him to Bocchism for fun and i text him on discord again, i told him to say he's sorry and he said nope. NOPE? anyways, he then started attacking me by threatening that he will call the police when it's technically all of his fault. then he told me he already send it to his lawyer and his dad's friend who is a royal police or whatever and i was literally cringing by how fake that is. and soon, he send a picture of him with a glass of water and a fuck finger saying it's vodka LMFAO anyways, i told him he was underage and THAT IS NOT VODKA. he told me "just do whatever you want" and I told him "yeah i wanna eat fuck up" and BOOM, by the way, forgot to add this, first thing that he said to me, technically not me because it was bageto who is faking to be me, was that HE MISSED ME and HE WANTS TO DATE? SERIOUSLY AFTER ALL OF THIS, he don't say he's sorry and he just said he want to date like nothing happened??? i don't know what's wrong with me but i just wanna live peacefully with any guy stalking me and then JUST YESTERDAY, he got a picture of my face DURING GRADUATION that my school friends send him??!! i unblock him for a sec and typed in stuffs like lemme just-

Yes, i said a very cringe thing.

that's all, don't take this too seriously i better not see someone say "just report this to the police" no, i don't wanna do that because I'M A MINOR and i don't want someone i know get to focking jail he is the same age as me

My dead ass bought 3 sandwiches on impulse -_-

Forgot to bring an umbrella to school today now I'm fucking soaked 😘✌️✨

self care is dancing to ladydoor in your kitchen at 3am while waiting for your pizza to toast (true story)

Mission failed successfully, making a rendered shitpost. (Ignoring my WIPs yet again)

Staring at my 20+ serious wips while coming up with another idea for a shitpost.

I belong to the first group. One breast is breast boobiling in another way than my other breast is breast boobiling. And so my boobily breasts are not boobiling breasty in boobily harmony.

u ever walking somewhere and become aware of your tits moving and go aw fuck im breasting boobily. im literally breasting boobily right now. :(

what is a writer, if not a miserable little pile of ideas and half written google docs

Well then.. drew this really fast yesterday.. been a long time since I posted art on here. Them proportions doe..

Cicero: Ah, yes. Humor based on my pain