am-odarka

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whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

i think i want to change my url from moth-odarka

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iced pumpkin spice (drawpile)

bored? try estrogen today

chat is it over for me?

yes i will spam reblog while i have the courage to do so and no queing is too difficult for me to figure out

idk why people act like polyam relationships are literally the devil's spawn you are acting like multiple girls kissing and fucking eachother consensually killed your grandma RELAX!

like it's not hard to respect something especially if it ain't your cup of tea( polyam personally is not my thing cuz I hold a lot of trauma towards it, but I don't go out of my way shaming others for it that's just loser shit in my opinion)

touch

Transgender woman if you're out there I need you to buy a bra. Any kind. It will make your tits look so fat and you will get so euphoric

Honest Tumblr

still hardly understand tags and reblogs and most tumblr mechanics and social rules about using them, so am sorry if i do something wrong

like i want creatures to interact with me, i want to have friends, i want to speak and to listen to others. especially with other trans ppl or things who understand me who have the same experiences, but my low self esteem tells me that i don't deserve that and my traumas tell me that everyone hates me and wants to hurt me. how in conditions like this am i supposed to socialise, to have friends, to be something for someone other than my small chosen family.

anyways this is me announcing that i will try and put effort into pushing my inner boundaries and being more active on this social media platform. please interact i guess? i hope someone or something on here will be more kind to me than everyone in my awful life so far. thanks

am afraid of everything and everyone

am afraid of everything and everyone

do you have any means of accepting donations that you could link? I love you. I pray that you'll be safe.

i do not accept donations because i do not belive that i deserve them, i do not have any friends who would give guarantees that i am not a scammer. i don't have anyone or anything, i wouldn't receive any donations and even if i did they wouldn't help me

also i lost my only source of income because my boss found out i am trans and to afford any food and my medicine i got in debt, my life just keeps on giving and i can't keep up with it

Hang in there, you can do it, and a day will come when you'll be happier and safer!

i do not see any reasons that this will be the case for me. i am on the lowest of lows, just another number in the statistics of trans people who could not make it, my failure is not even that noticeable to anyone. if i was gone, my blood family would not even know nor care, almost no one would know or care

Hang in there, you can do it, and a day will come when you'll be happier and safer!

i do not see any reasons that this will be the case for me. i am on the lowest of lows, just another number in the statistics of trans people who could not make it, my failure is not even that noticeable to anyone. if i was gone, my blood family would not even know nor care, almost no one would know or care

i want to die

i live in active warzone, i'm trans, i have a mental disorder, my family disowned me, i'm homeless and don't have any friends. honestly this has to be some kind of prank, the gods who made me can't be serious about this shit. I just wish my life was normal and not whatever this is, is that so much to ask

dysphoria is crippling me

I hate myself so much

Why is living as a trans person so hard. I don't know if I am gonna make it

for reblogging it’s the circle rectangle to the left of the heart

and when you’re in that menu you can add tags at the bottom in the white oval that has the words tags in it

and you can also reveal instantly, queue it, save to drafts, or schedule a post depending on what you want to do

not going to use this information, i am too dumb

am feel bad

i dunno how to reblog and tag so i think am just gonna like the things that i find cool

hi am new here, don't really know how and what to do but already really enjoy all the queer ppl. hiiii gay people hiiiii trans people hi everyone else

moth for scale of the post