For Reblogging It’s The Circle Rectangle To The Left Of The Heart

bored? try estrogen today

i dunno how to reblog and tag so i think am just gonna like the things that i find cool

idk why people act like polyam relationships are literally the devil's spawn you are acting like multiple girls kissing and fucking eachother consensually killed your grandma RELAX!

like it's not hard to respect something especially if it ain't your cup of tea( polyam personally is not my thing cuz I hold a lot of trauma towards it, but I don't go out of my way shaming others for it that's just loser shit in my opinion)

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i live in active warzone, i'm trans, i have a mental disorder, my family disowned me, i'm homeless and don't have any friends. honestly this has to be some kind of prank, the gods who made me can't be serious about this shit. I just wish my life was normal and not whatever this is, is that so much to ask

do you have any means of accepting donations that you could link? I love you. I pray that you'll be safe.

i do not accept donations because i do not belive that i deserve them, i do not have any friends who would give guarantees that i am not a scammer. i don't have anyone or anything, i wouldn't receive any donations and even if i did they wouldn't help me

chat is it over for me?

am feel bad

whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

like i want creatures to interact with me, i want to have friends, i want to speak and to listen to others. especially with other trans ppl or things who understand me who have the same experiences, but my low self esteem tells me that i don't deserve that and my traumas tell me that everyone hates me and wants to hurt me. how in conditions like this am i supposed to socialise, to have friends, to be something for someone other than my small chosen family.

anyways this is me announcing that i will try and put effort into pushing my inner boundaries and being more active on this social media platform. please interact i guess? i hope someone or something on here will be more kind to me than everyone in my awful life so far. thanks

am afraid of everything and everyone