Me: I Don’t Care About Romance Movies.

I am craving something that will consume my soul.

Preferably something gay and produced in an Asian country

On one hand, I haven't had an anxiety attack in a month and a half. On the other hand, I literally couldn't get out of bed for a whole week bc shit was too heavy.

is anybody else in that weird state where quarantine is a blessing for half of you and your mental state and the other half of you and your mental state is being completely obliterated and destroyed. bc same

Next week's preview makes next week worth living

Only I hate the fact that Sand is the one confessing. I hate it. He deserves to be confessed to. He deserves to be chased after. Ray needs to fucking repent because he's fucked up so many times and Sand needs to be less forgiving

I am so normal about Sand it's not like I relate to him or anything

Okay, you can think whatever you want of the new 13 reasons why season, but one thing we can all agree on - this season really showed guys showing affection towards each other and saying "i love you" and that's great. We don't see that very often, and it's important to show that men can be affectionate with their friends and that's what I'm thankful for this season

Nobody:

Boyle: It's Nikolaj!!!

Yes Emily was my manic pixie dream girl but Shane is my Sad Boi Husband

I don't even know anything about him yet but I'm sure nothing good

me shipping Lenny\Midge and ignoring what I know will happen to Lenny at some point

It is so magical that I can listen to a book read by the author themselves

I mean, listening to Neverwhere written AND performed by @neil-gaiman is truly an amazing experience. It's as if he were my uncle who would read me to sleep and tuck me in afterwards. So comforting. Thank you, Neil Gaiman, for your works!

I am not ready for anyone's opinions honestly, but I just have to say this: as someone who has an alcoholic sibling, there is only so much you can do to stop an addict.

I mean, the friend group is shitty. I don't see the love or loyalty one expects from a friend group. Frankly, I don't think any of them have ever taken Ray's addiction seriously, but we do not know if they ever tried to help.

At some point you become exhausted. At some point, you realize the person you care about will not quit if they don't want to.

And Ray does have agency. He did not have to bring drugs to the party. His dellusions explain his behavior but do not justify it.

I'm very angry with Ray this week I'm sorry. This show is hitting too close to home

Oh the struggle of restraining yourself from falling for a straight girl..